24~I miss him
His Longing❤️
SAARAH'S POV :
it's been three weeks since I haven't saw zain . he distinct himself from me . not only zain no one is talking with me nicely they all are thinking that I have done wrong with him . but how can I tell them that I like him too . the moment I saw him I have started liking him but I can't be with him he deserves someone better . someone who is better than me who can take care of him someone with whom he can stay safe . not like me who's life is already is in danger . I don't want him to enter in this un necessary danger . I know I'm being selfish here but I can't do anything here . I just want him to stay safe and happy . nothing more
right now I'm getting ready for my college but I don't want to go their as I'm not able to face him how can I stay in front of him after breaking his heart very rudely I know he was about to cry at the moment I rejected him that's why I went from there because I don't want him to get weak in front of me . after getting ready I went downstairs to make break fast . as soon I reach downstair I saw kriti there . she's having her breakfast , I think she wake up early today . I to went and sat with her as she has already made my breakfast
"what's up you up early today" : I asked her
"yeah ! " : she said and I nodded
"so you are not talking to me too" : I asked her
"it's not like that and I 'll never leave you alone . doesn't matter your decision is right or wrong I'll stand with you" : she said and tears started forming in my eyes what have I done to got her in my life
"I know and that's why I love you more" : I said
"Any updates" : I asked
"about whom ?" : she asked
"about zain" : she asked again
"y-eah "!: I said
"ohh he is fine too and they have foot ball practice today" : she said and I nodded
"you too like him right" : she said and I stayed silent
"listen saarah you are doing wrong with him , wrong with you . please think about it once again" : she said and left to grab her bag . and I stayed silent at my spot after sometime she came back with her bag and her phone is at her ear
"listen aaru I'm going with adi . he came to pick me up" : she said and left
Do I'm doing wrong with him . I don't know what should I do now . But I have a very strong faith in my Allah he is surely made me do best for us . Thinking this I got up from seat and bring my bag and went outside to my car
After few minutes I reached at my college but I don't know why I don't want to go inside but still it's important. I have to achieve my goals so I have to go . I parked my car and went inside the college no one knows about his confession except our friend circle and its good too .
I place my bag in my locker and directly went towards my class but it still have some time . While going there I saw football field and I remember kriti saying that they have football practice today . I think I shouldn't go there . I was about to move away when I hear someone's voice from my back
"Hey sweetheart " : adri said
"Ohh hey " : I said back
"What's up " : he said
"Nothing just going to class " : I said
"But it still have time why are you going early today " : he said confusing
"Yeah actually I have to do a revision of last lecture" : I said and he nodded
"You have became a study insect " : he said playfully
"Ohh it's not like that " : I said and laughed a little but suddenly his phone rang with a annoying ring toon and I remember my prank on Zain
// FLASHBACK//
That day when I went to his room though balcony. I finally managed to reach his phone but he got to know he started calling me theive . And it was to annoying but I managed to get his phone when he went to washroom
I quickly took his phone and it's lock . I started applying passwords then I thought to use my hacker skills and I hacked his password in seconds and the most surprising thing is his password was the date when I came in London and got my first encounter with him at grocery store
But I don't have to think much about it . I secretly do something in his phone and kept it back in his place and started using my phone and he came back from washroom
Next day :
He has an important announcement today . As he has to inform everyone about principal sir's bad health so he went to announcement room and my devilish plan started to work .
When he went to the mic and was about to start his announcement like
"Good morning guys . Actually mr knight is not well so he's not able to come college for sometime if you have any issue reach me or saarah out ...." : he was saying when I took out my phone and dialled his number and his phone started ringing with
"Iski bhen ki maje maje
Aree iski bhen ki maje maje
Aaye maje maje
Maje maje "
Whole college started laughing very hard and he quickly turned off his phone ...
"SAAARAH !!!!! IN ANNOUNCEMENT ROOM RIGHT NOW " : he yelled at mic and everyone started laughing tooooo hard now
"You are gone saarah " : kriti said between her laugh
"But it was tooo great proud of you " : Varun cheered me up
" Agreed it was hilarious.. don't worry he'll not do anything to you " : adi said and winked at me and I got confused
I started to move towards announcement room and as soon I reach there my heart started beating very fast I went inside and saw that room in dark .. ohh God I have a fear from darkness what should I do now
"Zain " : I called him
"Zain " : I called him again but got no response
"Zain please its not funny " : I said and I felt someone's presence behind me and that someone held my wrist and placed his hand on my waist and he pulled me towards him my back got pressed to his front and he placed his face at my ear
"That's what I was saying it was not funny at all ": he said in husky voice
"Zain what ar-e y-ou d-oin-g " : I stammerd
"I'm punishing you babe " : he said in more husky and suddenly I hear door locking voice and now I'm scared . I started wiggle to come out of his hold but he's not leaving me then he leaved me with jerk
"What the hell " : I said
"Exactly what. The hell " : he said
"What " : I said
"Why you did that how you managed to got my phone " : he said and I kept silent
"You like you play with fire too much right "
"You like to annoy me "
"You like to mess with me "
"You always pulls a prank on me "
"You are the biggest trouble" : he said and started coming to me and I started moving back but suddenly he tripped on his feet and fall down but he was so close to me which makes me fall to
He was over me and I was under him . I looked at him and saw him looking at me already . We both made a intense eye contact but soon started to laugh by remembering everything
// FLASHBACK ENDS//
I started laughing by remembering this incident and adri started laughing too as he knows his incident to .. we both were laughing very hard but suddenly a ball came and hit to adri' s face very hard which makes him fall on ground. And I stopped laughing.
She rejected me . She rejected Zain malik . How dare she . I was so angry with her but I can't stay away from her . Only I know how I managed to survive in this three weeks . But I have to make distance with her . Because if I stayed with her my feelings started to grow harder for her .and I don't want to do that .
I respect her feelings. I respect her decision too . I like the way she directly said no to me . As I don't like people who makes a lot of excuses . If she doesn't like me it's okay . I can't maker her like me . I can't force her to like my . Adi is right she must have reasons but I don't want to hear that the only thing I know is she rejected me and its good . I'm fine nothing wrong . Everything is normal .
That's what I'm trying to convience my self but I'm not able to . I'm not fine . I'm not fine at all . I don't know why but I'm feeling to hurt now . It's like she pierced my heart with her reject . The moment her lips said no . My whole world got crashed in seconds . She said no in front of my face but I'm still not able to convenience my heart that she doesn't like me . It's like she is leiying because her words and eyes doens't match with each other . Her eyes are staying truth . It's saying that she likes me . And it's not liking it's something else to just like me . It's like she's denying her feelings just like I was doing but I know I was wrong . It's like she is rejecting me on purpose she has reasons .. my brain don't want me to find out that . But my heart wants to find out her dicision . ......
Today is my foot ball practice so I reach college early and adi goes to pick up kriti and I'm alone in field now I was dripping ball again again by thinking this all and suddenly someone came and snatch my ball from me and I looked infront of me and saw adi
"Ohh you came " : I said
"I'm here from 15 minutes where are you lost dude " : he said and I went on silent mode
"And what the hell are you doing" : he yelled
"Just look at your hands " : he said and I looked at my hands and saw them red and soilen
He scold me for sometime and we both started doing our practice again . After sometime I saw saarah entering college . Then she went into her locker room and made focus on my game . After few minutes she came back with her books on her hands she was about to move away from field when that so chashma boy came
Ughh what's his problem, why can't he stay away from her
I noticed then talking and suddenly they both started laughing very hard . Anger rushed into my veins and I clenched my jaw . And made my first harder adi noticed me and came to me and saw them too . Saarah is laughing very hard with him just like she laughs with me . I pick up my ball and adi looked at me with horror and move his head in denial and I move my head in yes ...
I bounce my ball at ground and throws it in his direction and
Boom
Head shot
Yeah that ball directly landed in his face and he fall down on ground and saarah stopped laughing she went to hum and then looked in my direction and saw me her jaw gir dropped after seeing me then she made him up from ground and took him to medical room and I clenched my jaw again
How can she take care of him instead of me ?
How can she be kind with him ?
Can't she notice his intentions?
Now I'm not going to back off saarah I will .make you MINE .........
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