: Chapter 7
Love, Milo
âSo, Milo, are you bringing the special lady to your fatherâs celebration party?â My mother asks across the dinner table.
I swallow a sip of water, having my eyes rip away from the spec of rice falling on the tablecloth.
Itâs been three days since I dropped off those pickles for Raelynn. I wonder what she thought of them and my note, whether she ate or threw them away. What I wrote is true; Iâm just hoping she believes it⦠platonically, at least.
Iâve been staying at my parentâs house to look after my mother. She hasnât been well for a long time, not since her diagnosis with Leukemia cancer.
I shrug, having difficulty looking at her in the eyes knowing Raelynn and I are not an actual couple. Lying to her has always been difficult.
âNot sure if sheâd want to go. She isnât used to this lifestyle.â Neither does she know that my father is one of the wealthiest men in this city.
Morgan Evans. The Devil himself.
And I happen to be his son. Unfortunately, I wouldnât introduce my most hated enemy to that man if I had anything to do with it.
âWell, she is always welcome. Iâd love to meet her,â Mom says with a smile, followed by a series of whaling coughs that cause me to stand up from my chair at the dinner table. It screeches across the floor, and my heart nearly stops.
âMom,â I say, walking towards her.
From upstairs, I hear my sisterâs voice, âMilo! Whatâs going on?â Her steps come racing downstairs, but my eyes are on Mom as she wheezes.
My breath shallows as I reach a shaking hand across the table for a glass of water and give it to her. âIâm calling 9-1-1.â
She raises her hand, shaking her head. Her coughs have stopped, and she takes the cup of water from my hand and sips it.
âIâm fine, you guys. Just⦠got choked up on my rice, is all.â She looks up, and I follow her gaze at the foot of the staircase across the house to Genesis.
Genesis stands tall, her eyes filled with tears and cheeks burning red. Sheâs seventeen, my beautiful, kindhearted little sister. Jet black strands of hair fall over her face, sticking to her cheeks with the tears that have fallen them, her eyes trained on our sick mother.
âGen, everythingâs fineââ I attempt to say, but she scoffs.
I press my lips together, knowing it wasnât just Mom choking on rice. Sheâs sick, and sheâs been sick, and Genesis isnât stupid.
âWhat do you all think I am?â Genesis cries. âYou canât just lie to me, all right? You canât just shut me out of whatâs happening with all of this. I hate it!â
I sigh, âHow do you expect anyone to tell you anything if this is how you act? Like a child.â
She steps closer to us, complicated steps, her hands in fists. âIâm not a child!â She snaps.
âThen stop acting like one!â
âYou colossal assholeââ
âEnough!â Mom attempts to shout but strains her voice. âEnough. Milo, be kinder to your sister. Sheâs trying her best. This is hard for all of us.â
Genesisâ eyebrows jump, âBut not Dad.â She says. I send her a glare, but she ignores it. âWhere is he anyway? Heâs God knows where while his sick wife is at home?â
Mom stands up, and I help her out of her chair and follow her finger towards the living room couch.
âMorganâs at a meeting,â Mom says, though she sounds like she believes that no more than any of us. Meaning, not at all. âHe should be home soon.â
I sit her down, ensuring sheâs comfortable and hydrated, before grabbing her pills from the bathroom to see Genesis gone, probably up in her room now. I know I should be easy on her, but being so dependent on mom her entire life, seeing mom so sick is hard. After Iâm done, I make my way upstairs, mentally reminding myself to clean the dinner table.
Genesis door is cracked open slightly. I knock once and walk in to see her balled up on her bed, her back facing me. Her room is as decorated as the entire house is, to the T. A circle mirror sits above her bed, and picture frames of mom and her friends from a private school are on the side wallsâa dresser on the opposite end.
âGet out,â She mutters, not very convincingly.
âIâm sorry,â I say, sitting beside her on the bed. âFor keeping things about mom from you.â I lean down on her pillows, and she slowly turns over, looking up at me with bloodshot eyes.
Her lip quivers as she speaks softly, âSheâs going to die, isnât she?â
I furrow my brows, shaking my head. âNo, Gen, no. All right? Sheâs fine, sheâs going to be fine.â I take her head in my hand and bring her into a hug against my chest as she weeps, muffling her cries probably so Mom doesnât hear her.
Itâs been a year since the diagnosis, a long year of chemotherapy and doctor visits.
âSheâs going to be fine,â I repeat once again, more for me than Genesis.
***
This morning, I woke up in Genâs room. Not that thatâs unusual; Iâve been forced to have sleepovers with her since she was around five years old and me thirteen. She never had other girls to play with; most of them were snobby bitches from a private school that I had to threaten a few times over the years.
If thereâs one thing to know about me, Iâd go to jail for my sister.
âMilo, can you drop me off to track practice?â Genesis asks to enter my old room. Itâs been practically unused since I moved out and into the new apartment under Raelynn.
I shake my head, âI have to see someone today. Have you asked Morgan?â
âIâd rather not ask him.â She enters my room and flops onto my bed like a starfish. I wrap my tie around my collar in the mirror and see her raise an eyebrow at me.
âWhoâre you seeing? Youâre new girlfriend?â She wiggles her eyebrows.
I bite back the urge to tell her to fuck off. â Mom wants her at that party tonight, so Iâll have to ask her now or never.â
She raises one brow. âYouâre seriously going?â
Halfway through the tie, I stopped my movements. âNot like I have a choice. Heyâ do I look casual?â
I turn to face her. What better way to get womenâs advice than from another?
âCasual? Like normal New York citizen casual or a rich-ass-business-man casual?â
âThe first one.â
She shakes her head, gets up, and walks to my closet, which is still filled with old clothing. âYou look like youâre about to go to dinner with Elon Musk.â Really?
She yanks out a few pieces and throws them on the bed: black slacks and a long-sleeve button-up.
âWear that. Itâs the most casual set of clothes you have here. But donât girls like the rich-ass-business-man style?â
I take the clothes from the bed and sigh. âNot this one.â
I dig in my pockets and throw her my car keys. She jumps and catches them and gasps.
âYouâre driving me?â
âYou need to get your own damn driverâs license already.â
She squeals, running to hug me for two seconds before gagging at the hug and retracting herself from around me, running out of the room and probably straight to my car.
I shake my head, looking back at the clothes and thinking of Raelynn.
How long will she need me to fake this relationship for her? And when she doesnât need it anymore, what then? Do we stop speaking like nothing ever happened? Do we stay friends? For all itâs worth, Iâd rather not know the answer to that yet.
***
Itâs a little past noon when I drive up to Raelynnâs garden right after dropping Genesis off at track practice.
Itâs the same garden she kissed me in. I honk to let her know Iâm here by surprise. I need her number.
My mind goes back to that day, and I find my gut twisting at the thought of it. I close my eyes, leaning my head into my car seat. Her lips were so soft, so sweet against mine. Her slick, warm tongue glided with mine like butter, like they were meant to be together. I press a hand against the center of my slacks, against the bulge thatâs been created, and the pressure only turns me on more. I hiss, removing my hand and groaning, shifting in my seat. Fuck me.
âMilo?â
I jerk my body at the sound of my name. I put my arm on my bulge and look at Raelynn leaning on my window.
Her cleavage is on full display, and I feel like I might actually fucking pass out. They sit in a sports bra sort of top; overalls are the only thing covering her. But with her leaning over like thisâ fuck.
âMy eyes are up here,â she raises her brows, and I clear my throat.
âNoâ yeah, of course. I wasnâtâ¦â I feel my face burn, and I curse myself. And I curse Raelynn for being so⦠God damn sexy.
She bites her lip, and I have to look away at the road to contain myself. Sheâs enjoying this too much for me.
âRight, well, if youâre just sitting here to stare at my boobs, you can do that from afar while I plant,â She says.
I almost take her up on her option. âDid you get the pickles?â
She nods, pushing a curl that falls over her face out of the way. âYeah, thanks, by the way.â Her voice softens.
I stare at her briefly before unlocking the doors, âGet in.â
âWhere to?â
âJust get in, and Iâll show you.â
She nips on her cheek from the inside as if nervous. âIâm dirty and wet, and I donât want to mess up your car.â
âHow wet?â
Stepping back, she shows me her soil-covered overalls that Iâve come to likeâdark spots on the material shows where the water sits.
Thatâs not what I meant.
But my eyes scale down her figure and I shrug. âMy car will live.â Reaching over the console, I push open the door.
Raelynn crosses her arms. âNo, Iâm not getting in there like this, Milo. Iâm filthy. Wherever youâre taking me, I need to change first.
I groan at her stubbornness and step out of my car, walking towards the trunk where I still have some clothes from the move. Opening it, I take out a white button-up shirt and sweatpants, shut the trunk, and walk around toward her.
âHere, wear these. We have an appointment to get to.â
She grabs the clothes, and confusion crosses her face. âAppointment?â
âMhm. Now go change, love.â I walk away and around the front to get back into my car while Raelynn steps back into her garden to change.
She locks the front gate but doesnât go inside the greenhouse or little shed as I expected.
Instead, in full display to anyone walking past this street, she unbuttons her overall, letting them drop to her feet. Sheâs left in her bra top and underwear, and Iâm riled up more than Iâve been in a long time staring at the curves of her body.
Her bronze skin looks so soft, the round of her ass moving as she goes to step out of her overalls. Her locks of hair brushes against her shoulder blades, and my eyes scale up and down her body the entire time.
Slipping on my white button-up and going to button it over her breast, the end seam barely covers her ass.
She slips on my sweatpants, stringing them tight against her waist and tying it before turning to the gate and opening it back up.
She walks to me and steps into the car.
Her hands go up, she gathers her curls into a high ponytail, and I raise an eyebrow at her.
She glances at me, then grimaces, âGross, donât even think about it. Itâs hot; Iâm hot.â
Yes, you are, darling.
âThink about what? I wasnât thinking about anything.â
She rolls her eyes, the corner of her mouth rising, âRight.â
She shuts the door and pulls her seatbelt down, and without a second to spare, I press down on the gas, driving into the street.
All while living through the pain that resides between my legs.