Chapter 44
bare
poems to books i'll never write and lyrics to songs i'll never sing
i'm tearing down all the personality from the walls of my room
all of the sticky notes with my favorite quotes
all of the silly drawings
all of the markings of memories because i don't want to remember
i'm putting it all in a box and sealing it in the back of my closet where no one can see it, including myself
i don't want to see remnants of the old me
everyone expects me to be the same as i was,
and i cant pretend that i am anymore