Chapter 9
Beneath the Ice
Lisa had never felt quite this nervous before.
The past few weeks had been a whirlwind. She had officially accepted the leadership position her dad had offered, and while she wasnât diving into the family business just yet, she would be taking on a project that involved managing one of his partner companies.
It was a big step, and for the first time in a long while, Lisa felt like she was on the edge of something huge.
But right now, she was standing in Jennieâs office, heart pounding, because Jennie had just dropped another bomb on her.
âYou want me to... give a speech?â Lisa asked, trying not to sound as horrified as she felt.
Jennie sat at her desk, as composed as ever, her expression calm and unmoved by Lisaâs panic.
âYouâll be presenting at the companyâs annual shareholdersâ meeting. Itâs a ten-minute speech, covering the key milestones and strategic goals for the upcoming year.â
Lisa blinked, still processing. âMe? Why me? Donât you usually give that speech?â
Jennieâs gaze didnât waver. âIâll be giving the opening remarks. But this year, I want you to handle the core presentation.â
Lisaâs stomach flipped. This was
not what she had signed up for when she walked into work this morning.
Sure, sheâd been feeling more confident lately after all, she was about to step into a leadership role for her dadâs company
but giving a speech to Kim Industriesâ shareholders? That was another level entirely.
âI... uh, Iâve never done anything like that before,â Lisa stammered.
âAre you sure you want me to do it? I mean, youâve seen me in meetings.I tend to, you know, ramble.â
Jennieâs eyes narrowed slightly. âThatâs exactly why you need to do it.â
Lisa blinked again, caught off guard. âWait, what?â
Jennie sighed, standing up and walking around her desk, her heels clicking against the floor with the kind of authority that Lisa would probably never master.
âYouâre stepping into a leadership role soon, Ms. Manoban. Youâll need to be able to address large groups, communicate effectively, and, most importantly, exude confidence. This is your opportunity to prove that you can do that.â
Lisa opened her mouth to respond, but no words came out. Jennie had a point if Lisa couldnât give a ten-minute speech to shareholders, how was she supposed to manage an entire company?
Jennieâs gaze softened just slightly. âIâve noticed your progress, but this is the next step. You need to learn how to command a room.â
Lisa let out a nervous laugh. âCommand a room? Me? Have you met me? Iâm more of a âtrip over my own feetâ kind of person.â
Jennie raised an eyebrow. âThen stop tripping.â
Lisa stared at her, surprised by the bluntness but also... weirdly encouraged. Jennie wasnât coddling her, wasnât offering her any kind of emotional support, but somehow, that made it even more real. Jennie expected her to step up.
Lisa took a deep breath, trying to channel some of Jennieâs icy confidence.
âOkay. Iâll do it. But if I screw up and the shareholders revolt, Iâm blaming you.â
âYou wonât screw up, Ms. Manoban. As long as you prepare.â
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For the next two days, Lisa threw herself into preparing for the speech. She spent hours memorizing the key points, practicing in front of the mirror, and even doing mock presentations for Chaeyoung, who offered her moral support but laughed every time Lisa stumbled over her words.
âI donât know why youâre so worried,â Chaeyoung said one afternoon as they sat in the break room, going over the speech for what felt like the hundredth time. âYouâve got this. Youâve been killing it at work lately.â
Lisa groaned, dropping her head onto the table.
âYeah, but giving a speech to a room full of shareholders is not the same as wrangling client schedules or organizing an office. These people expect... I donât know, polished professionalism. Iâm more of a chaotic energy kind of girl.â
Chaeyoung snorted. âTrue, but thatâs what makes you. And anyway, Jennie wouldnât have asked you to do this if she didnât think you could handle it.â
Lisa lifted her head, staring at her friend.
âYou think so? Jennieâs not exactly known for her warm and fuzzy vibes.â
Chaeyoung smirked. âSheâs not warm and fuzzy, but sheâs smart. If sheâs giving you this responsibility, it means she thinks you can do it.â
Lisa sighed, trying to let that sink in. Jennie had trusted her with more responsibilities lately, and the fact that she was even being given the chance to give this speech... it was a sign, right? Jennie wasnât the type to take risks on people she didnât believe in.
"Okay, fine. Maybe Jennie believes in me,"Lisa thought, rolling her eyes at herself. But that didnât make the speech any less terrifying.
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The day of the shareholdersâ meeting arrived, and Lisa stood backstage, clutching her tablet with a death grip. She could hear the murmur of voices from the audience, and her heart was racing.
Jennie was already on stage, giving her opening remarks with the kind of poise that Lisa could only dream of.
âRemember to breathe,â Chaeyoung whispered from the side, giving Lisa a supportive thumbs-up from backstage.
Lisa nodded, taking a deep breath. She had practiced, she had memorized the speech, and she had even managed to stop herself from rambling during her last rehearsal. She could do this. She had to do this.
Jennie wrapped up her introduction, her voice as calm and confident as ever. âAnd now, Iâll turn things over to Ms. Manoban, who will present our key milestones and strategy for the upcoming year.â
Lisa felt her stomach flip as Jennie stepped off the stage and gestured for her to take the podium. No turning back now.
With shaky hands, Lisa walked out onto the stage, blinking against the bright lights that made it hard to see the audience. She glanced over at Jennie, who was watching her from the side of the stage, her expression unreadable.
Lisa cleared her throat, her heart pounding in her ears. âGood morning, everyone. Iâm Lisa Manoban, and today Iâll be going over Kim Industriesâ key milestones and strategic goals for the upcoming year.â
There was a brief, terrifying silence as the audience waited for her to continue. But then, something shifted in Lisaâs mind...maybe it was the adrenaline, maybe it was the countless hours of preparation, or maybe it was just Jennieâs voice in the back of her head telling her to stop tripping.
Whatever it was, Lisa suddenly felt herself slipping into a rhythm. She started talking, going over the numbers, the projections, the milestones the company had hit. And as she spoke, the nerves began to fade. She wasnât rambling. She wasnât stumbling. She was... doing it.
As the speech went on, Lisa even threw in a few light jokes nothing too risky, just enough to keep the audience engaged. And to her surprise, people actually laughed. Theyâre laughing. In a good way.
By the time she reached the end of the presentation, Lisa felt something she hadnât expected: confidence. She wrapped up the speech with a steady voice, smiling at the audience as she delivered the final line. âThank you, and we look forward to another successful year at Kim Industries.â
The room erupted in applause, and Lisa stood there, blinking in disbelief. I did it. I actually did it.
As she stepped off the stage, Jennie met her at the side, her expression still cool and composed. But there was something in her eyes something almost... approving.
âGood work, Ms. Manoban,â Jennie said, her voice as steady as ever. âYou didnât trip.â
Lisa let out a breathless laugh, still riding the high of having survived the speech. âThanks. I think that mightâve been the scariest thing Iâve ever done.â
Jennie raised an eyebrow. âAnd yet, you handled it.â
Lisa grinned. âYeah. I guess I did.â
Jennie gave a small nod, and for a brief moment, Lisa thought she saw the corners of Jennieâs lips twitch just the tiniest hint of a smile. It was gone almost as quickly as it appeared, but Lisa didnât care. Sheâd take it.
As Jennie walked off to deal with post-meeting business, Lisa stood there for a moment, feeling like she had just crossed a major threshold.
She had given a speech in front of shareholders, and she hadnât completely bombed it. Jennie had trusted her with something huge, and she had risen to the occasion.
Lisa pulled out her phone, typing a quick message to her dad: Just finished a big presentation at work. Didnât trip over my words or my feet. Letâs talk about the new project soon. I think Iâm ready.
She hit send, smiling to herself as she pocketed her phone. She had grown, not just as Jennieâs assistant but as someone who could handle pressure, face challenges head-on, and most importantly believe in herself
Maybe Jennie had been right all along: Leadership wasnât about feeling ready. It was about stepping up when the moment called for it.
And now? Lisa was ready for whatever came next.
.....
After the shareholdersâ meeting, Lisaâs confidence had hit a new high.
She had pulled off the speech without tripping either figuratively or literally and for once, Jennie hadnât needed to swoop in to save the day. In fact, Jennie had even praised her, in her own cold, Jennie Kim kind of way..
Lisa had expected the usual post-success slump a moment where sheâd second-guess herself, waiting for something to go wrong but it hadnât come. Instead, she felt steady, grounded, and surprisingly... prepared.
That didnât mean everything was suddenly perfect, though.
Lisa had barely settled into her usual work routine when another curve ball came flying her way: Jennie had just asked her to sit in on a major executive strategy meeting.
Now, sitting in on meetings was nothing new for Lisa. Sheâd been in plenty of them, usually to take notes or handle logistics. But this was different. Jennie had explicitly told her to be prepared to contribute.
âYou want me to contribute?â Lisa had asked, blinking in surprise when Jennie first brought it up. âLike, with actual ideas?â
Jennie had given her that classic Jennie stare -- cool, unreadable, and just a bit judgmental. âYes, Ms. Manoban. I assume youâve learned enough by now to provide valuable input.â
Lisa had nodded, trying not to show how freaked out she was. âOf course. Iâm full of valuable input.â
Now, as she sat at her desk going over the agenda for the meeting, Lisaâs mind raced with all the things she could potentially say.
This was a room full of top executives, and Jennie was expecting her to contribute something meaningful? No pressure, she thought sarcastically.
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The meeting room felt colder than usual, or maybe that was just Lisaâs nerves acting up.
She sat beside Jennie, clutching her tablet like a lifeline as the executives filed in one by one, taking their seats around the long, imposing table.
Jennie, as always, was calm and composed, her posture perfect, her expression impossible to read. Lisa had tried to channel that same calm energy, but her bouncing knee under the table betrayed her.
The meeting started smoothly enough. Jennie took charge, leading the discussion on the companyâs long-term growth strategy and key initiatives for the upcoming year.
The executives nodded along, chiming in here and there with their own insights. Lisa mostly stayed quiet, trying to absorb everything like a sponge.
But as the discussion turned toward a new project in the international market, Lisa felt Jennieâs eyes on her.
âMs. Manoban,â Jennie said, her voice steady, but with a note of expectation,
âyouâve been working closely with our international teams. Whatâs your assessment of the expansion potential in the Asia-Pacific region?â
Lisaâs heart skipped a beat. Okay, here we go. She had prepared for this sort of. She took a deep breath, forcing herself to speak with the confidence sheâd been practicing.
âWell, based on what Iâve seen,â Lisa began, her voice only slightly shaky,
âthereâs definitely a lot of growth potential in the region. The market is expanding quickly, especially in tech and digital services. I think we could focus more on localizing our marketing strategies to fit cultural nuances, which would give us a stronger foothold. The challenge will be ensuring we donât spread resources too thin while still maintaining the flexibility to adapt to the local markets.â
The room was silent for a moment as the executives processed her words. Lisa held her breath, waiting for someone anyone to react.
One of the executives, a stern-looking man in his fifties, nodded thoughtfully.
âThatâs a good point. Localizing could definitely give us an edge.â
Another executive chimed in, agreeing with Lisaâs assessment. And before she knew it, the conversation had shifted into a deeper discussion on international strategy, with the room seemingly embracing her input.
Lisa blinked in surprise. Did I just... contribute? She glanced at Jennie, half-expecting some kind of feedback, but Jennie simply nodded, as if this was exactly what sheâd expected all along.
As the meeting continued, Lisa found herself speaking up more often than she thought she would. Her nerves began to settle, and by the end of the discussion, she realized something startling: She had held her own.
When the meeting finally wrapped up, the executives filed out, leaving Lisa and Jennie alone in the conference room. Lisa slumped back in her chair, exhaling a long breath she hadnât realized she was holding.
âWell,â Lisa said, running a hand through her hair, âthat wasnât as disastrous as I thought it would be.â
Jennie stood, gathering her things with her usual efficiency. âIt wasnât disastrous at all, Ms. Manoban.â
Lisa blinked, sitting up. âWait, was that... praise?â
Jennieâs eyes flicked toward her, cool as ever. âI expect competence, Ms. Manoban. You delivered. Thatâs all.â
Lisa grinned. âIâll take that as a compliment.â
Jennie didnât respond, but Lisa could swear she saw the faintest hint of a smile tug at the corners of Jennieâs lips before she turned and walked toward the door.
Just as Jennie was about to leave, she paused, glancing back at Lisa. âYouâve made progress.â
Lisaâs heart skipped a beat. Jennie Kim, the Jennie Kim was acknowledging her progress? This was practically a victory parade in Jennieâs world.
âThanks, Ms. Kim,â Lisa said, smiling. âIâve had a pretty good mentor.â
Jennieâs expression remained neutral, but there was something softer in her gaze. âRemember that progress doesnât mean the work is done. Continue improving.â
With that, Jennie left the room, leaving Lisa sitting there, feeling both dazed and elated.
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Later that evening, as Lisa sat in her apartment reflecting on the day, she couldnât help but feel proud of herself.
She had contributed in a major meeting, earned Jennieâs approval (sort of), and didnât trip over her words or her feet. In fact, she felt more in control than she had in a long time.
Her phone buzzed with a message from her dad: Looking forward to seeing you take on the new leadership role, Lalisa. Youâre going to do great.
Lisa smiled, tapping out a quick reply. Thanks, Dad. Iâm ready for it.
And she meant it. For the first time, Lisa wasnât just saying she was ready, she actually felt it. Jennie had pushed her, challenged her, and forced her to confront her own doubts. And now, Lisa was starting to see that she had more in her than sheâd ever realized.
As she set her phone down, Lisa thought about the next steps. Sheâd be transitioning into her new leadership role soon, but she wasnât leaving Kim Industries just yet. There was still so much to learn, and Jennie, in her cold but oddly effective way, had become someone Lisa looked up to though sheâd never admit that out loud.
There was still progress to be made, still steps to take. But for once, Lisa wasnât afraid of the next challenge.
Because if she could handle Jennie Kimâs expectations, command a room full of executives, and give speeches without falling flat on her face, then she could handle anything.
And with a grin, Lisa knew she was ready for whatever came next.
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Two weeks later, Lisaâs schedule was packed. Between preparing for her transition into the leadership role her dad had offered and continuing to support Jennie at Kim Industries, she barely had time to catch her breath. The new position was starting to feel real, she was set to take over the expansion project for her fatherâs company by the end of the month.
But Jennie wasnât letting her off easy.
âMs. Manoban,â Jennie said one morning as she stood at Lisaâs desk, a folder in hand. âI need you to work on this strategic report for the board. It needs to be ready by next week.â
Lisa looked up from her computer, raising an eyebrow. âNext week? Thatâs not exactly a lot of time.â
Jennieâs expression was as cold and calm as ever. âI trust you can handle it.â
Lisa blinked. I trust you can handle it. Coming from Jennie, that was practically a gold star.
âWell, I guess Iâm going to be living at the office for the next few days,â Lisa muttered, grabbing the folder. âNo pressure, right?â
Jennie didnât respond to the joke, but she gave Lisa a small nod. âYouâre capable of managing your time. Donât waste it.â
Lisa chuckled as Jennie walked away. âSo encouraging, Ms. Kim.â
But despite the sarcasm, Lisa felt... proud. Jennie wouldnât be giving her so much responsibility if she didnât think Lisa could handle it. And while the pressure was intense, it was also a sign that Lisa had earned Jennieâs trust or at least Jennieâs version of trust, which involved a lot of high expectations and minimal praise.
As Lisa opened the folder and started reviewing the details for the report, she felt a sense of purpose settle over her. This was the next step another challenge to overcome, another chance to prove herself.
And now, with everything she had learned, Lisa was ready.
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The following days were a blur of work, meetings, and last-minute deadlines. Lisa worked late into the evening, pouring over the strategic report for the board, making sure every detail was perfect. She barely had time to think about her upcoming leadership role her focus was entirely on finishing the report and meeting.
Jennieâs expectations.
By the time the weekend arrived, Lisa felt like she had barely slept. But the report was done, and Jennie had reviewed it with her usual cool efficiency, offering only a brief, âItâs sufficient,â before sending it off to the board.
Lisa, exhausted but satisfied, collapsed at her desk. âSufficient. Thatâs basically a standing ovation in Jennieâs world.â
But even as she joked, Lisa couldnât help but feel a surge of pride. She had done it. She had met Jennieâs expectations, delivered on time, and handled the pressure without falling apart. It was yet another step toward proving that she was ready for the next stage in her career.
And as she glanced at her phone, which buzzed with a message from her dad about an upcoming meeting for her new role, Lisa smiled to herself.
She wasnât just Jennieâs assistant anymore. She was growing into something more someone who could lead, contribute, and hold her own in any situation.
And for once, Lisa wasnât afraid of what came next.
Because with Jennieâs cold, unflinching guidance and her own newfound confidence, Lisa knew she was ready for anything.
....
Lisa stared at her calendar, feeling a mix of exhaustion and anticipation. It was a strange feeling being at the edge of something new while still tied to the current chaos that was her job at Kim Industries.
On one hand, she was stepping into a leadership role for her dadâs company, something she had been dreading and dreaming about in equal measure. On the other hand, Jennie wasnât exactly letting her off the hook yet.
âMs. Manoban, I need that budget proposal by tomorrow,â Jennie said as she passed by Lisaâs desk, not even slowing down.
Lisaâs head snapped up from her computer, her eyes wide. âTomorrow? Are you serious?â
Jennie turned briefly, her expression unreadable. âIf I werenât serious, I wouldnât have said it.â
Lisa blinked, muttering to herself as she typed out a reminder. âCool, cool. No pressure. Just another night of no sleep. Love it.â
As Jennie walked away, Lisa sighed. Between wrapping up her responsibilities at Kim Industries and preparing for her new leadership role at her dadâs company, she felt like she was being pulled in a hundred different directions. But weirdly enough, she wasnât crumbling under the pressure. She was actually handling it.
Well, most of it.
Her phone buzzed, pulling her attention away from the screen. It was a message from her dad: Reminder: Strategy meeting on Thursday. Letâs review your plans beforehand.
Lisa groaned. Right, the strategy meeting. The one where she was supposed to present her ideas for expanding into a new market. It was her first major responsibility in her new role, and it was coming up fast.
"Okay, Lisa,"Â she thought to herself, taking a deep breath. "Youâve got this. You just survived giving a speech to Jennieâs shareholders. You can handle this."
But still, the pressure was building. The weight of juggling two rolesone foot still firmly in Jennieâs world, the other stepping into the unknown territory of her familyâs business was starting to make her question whether she could really pull it all off.
"Am I really ready for this?"
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That evening, Lisa sat at her desk long after most of the office had cleared out. The budget proposal Jennie had requested sat open on her screen, but her mind kept drifting to Thursdayâs strategy meeting.
She knew the stakes were high not just for her familyâs business, but for her personally. This was her chance to prove herself, not just to her dad, but to herself.
As she stared blankly at the numbers in front of her, she heard a familiar sound the soft click of heels approaching. She glanced up to see Jennie standing at the edge of her desk, arms crossed, looking down at her with that same unreadable expression.
âYouâre still here,â Jennie observed.
Lisa rubbed her eyes, leaning back in her chair. âYeah. Still working on that proposal you wanted. And... well, Iâve got this big strategy meeting coming up for my dadâs company. So, you know. Just juggling a few things.â
Jennie raised an eyebrow, her gaze sharp. âIt sounds like youâre letting yourself get overwhelmed.â
Lisa shrugged, trying to play it off. âI mean, maybe a little. But itâs nothing I canât handle.â
Jennie remained silent for a moment, her eyes narrowing slightly as she studied Lisa. Then, in her usual cool, clipped tone, she asked, âWhatâs the strategy?â
Lisa blinked, confused. âWhat?â
âThe strategy for the meeting,â Jennie said, tilting her head slightly. âWhatâs your plan?â
Lisa hadnât expected Jennie to ask about her work outside of Kim Industries. But then again, Jennie wasnât the type to miss an opportunity to test her.
âOh, well,â Lisa began, sitting up straighter, âitâs about expanding into a new market. Southeast Asia, specifically. My dadâs company has been doing well in manufacturing, but I think we need to pivot more toward sustainable tech, especially with the way that region is growing. My plan is to focus on long-term partnerships and building local teams to adapt to the market there.â
Jennie nodded slightly, her eyes still fixed on Lisa. âAnd how do you plan to convince the board that this is the right move?â
Lisa opened her mouth to respond, but then stopped. She hadnât actually thought about convincing anyone yet she had just been focused on coming up with the idea itself.
Jennieâs lips pressed into a thin line. âYou need more than a good idea, Ms. Manoban. You need to anticipate their concerns. Financial risks, competition, resource allocation those are the questions theyâll be asking. Have you prepared answers for those?â
Lisaâs heart sank a little. âI... hadnât really gotten that far yet.â
Jennie exhaled sharply, not in frustration, but as though sheâd expected this answer. âYou have the potential to do well in this role, but you need to think strategically. Good leaders donât just present ideas they present solutions to problems others havenât thought of yet.â
Lisa nodded slowly, Jennieâs words sinking in. âRight. So, I need to think about what theyâre going to challenge me on and come prepared with answers.â
Jennie gave a slight nod. âExactly. If you want them to trust your leadership, you need to show them youâve already considered the risks and how to mitigate them.â
Lisa stared at her for a moment, surprised by how much Jennie was offering. This was more advice than Jennie usually gave at least all at once. It was almost... helpful.
âThanks,â Lisa said softly. âI think I really needed to hear that.â
Jennie didnât respond to the thanks, but she didnât brush it off either. Instead, she straightened and glanced at the clock. âGo home, Ms. Manoban. You wonât be of any use if youâre too exhausted to think.â
Lisa laughed, rubbing her eyes again. âYeah, I think youâre right.â
Jennie turned to leave but paused at the door, her back to Lisa. âYouâve been doing well here. Donât let your doubt hold you back.â
And then, before Lisa could even process what Jennie had just said, she was gone, her heels clicking softly down the hallway.
Lisa sat there for a moment, stunned. "Did Jennie Kim just give me an actual pep talk?"
Shaking her head in disbelief, Lisa shut down her computer and grabbed her things. Jennieâs words echoed in her mind as she left the office, a strange mix of confidence and nerves settling over her.
She had a lot of work to do before Thursdayâs meeting, but now, thanks to Jennieâs advice, she felt like she had a clearer plan a real strategy. And for the first time, she wasnât just hoping to survive the meeting. She was preparing to own it.
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The next few days flew by in a blur of preparation. Lisa worked on refining her strategy, thinking through every potential challenge, every question the board might ask.
She put together financial projections, risk analyses, and a plan for addressing concerns about resource allocation. It was intense, but she was determined to show up fully prepared.
By the time Thursday morning arrived, Lisa felt ready. Nervous, but ready.
She stood outside the boardroom at her dadâs company, clutching her notes and taking deep breaths to calm her racing heart. This was it the moment sheâd been working toward. The first real test of her leadership.
As she walked into the boardroom, her dad gave her a warm smile, but she could see the same hint of expectation in his eyes that she always saw in Jennieâs. He believed in her, but she needed to prove it to the rest of the board.
The meeting started, and after the usual pleasantries, it was time for Lisa to present her strategy.
She stood at the front of the room, her nerves buzzing but her mind focused. She had rehearsed this a dozen times. She knew the material. And, thanks to Jennieâs advice, she had thought through every potential obstacle.
She launched into the presentation, walking the board through her plan for expanding into Southeast Asia, emphasizing the growth potential and the importance of sustainable tech. And just as Jennie had predicted, the questions started coming concerns about financial risks, competition, and whether the company had the resources to handle the expansion.
But this time, Lisa didnât hesitate. She answered each question with confidence, pulling out the financial projections sheâd prepared and explaining how they would mitigate risks. She had anticipated every challenge, and she had solutions.
By the time she finished, the room was silent for a moment, the board members exchanging glances.
Then, her dad spoke up, his voice filled with pride. âWell done, Lalisa. I think weâve found our leader for this project.â
The board members nodded in agreement, and Lisa felt a wave of relief wash over her. She had done it. She had proven herself.
As the meeting wrapped up, Lisa couldnât help but smile. It wasnât just about the success of the presentation it was about everything that had led to this moment. Jennieâs tough love, her fatherâs belief in her, and her own willingness to push past her doubts had all brought her here.
Later that evening, as she sat in her apartment reflecting on the day, Lisaâs phone buzzed. It was a message from Jennie: How did the meeting go?
Lisa grinned, typing out a quick reply: "Nailed it. Thanks for the advice."
A moment later, Jennie replied: Good. Donât get complacent.
Lisa laughed, shaking her head.
Classic Jennie.
But even as she joked, she knew Jennieâs words were true. There was still a long road ahead, still more challenges to face. But now, more than ever, Lisa knew she was ready for them.
Because with Jennieâs cold, precise guidance and her own newfound confidence, she wasnât just preparing to survive.
She was preparing to thrive.
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