JANINE POV
I've been sighing heavily while staring at the sky for almost an hour already. I stood up afterwards when I noticed that it's already time for my first class.
I want to finish my studies but I don't have enough money, plus my father is sick and I don't know where to get the money to sustain his medical needs.
We used to be rich but when my mom left us for her illicit affair everything fell apart. My father became alcoholic and neglected our family business, which after a year closed because of bankruptcy.
Good thing that he at least paid the whole amount of my educational plan until college. The reason why I chose the university that I am with right now is to find someone that can sustain my school and my father's medical needs. Finding a good financier is much easier to do than having a part time work.
It's like the angel's above favored me when I saw Ginger entered our class. I can't take my eyes off her the moment she smiled, she's charming. I never appreciated the same sex before the way I am appreciating her features.
She's a local but her British accent sounded so foreign, she's obviously rich and the way she acts, I can tell that she's Int'l girls.
I smiled because an idea came up. She could be my financier, I don't mind if she's a woman since they're more sensitive and passionate. I rejoiced mentally when she said that she'll enroll in our class.
The whole semester is gonna be interesting for me. When she left, I excused myself in class to follow her. I didn't approach her immediately when I saw her lying on the grass.
I took my time to think of what to say and what to do to capture her attention because I know that girls like her is hard to please. I took a deep breath before I decided to finally approach her.
I can tell that she's asleep though she's wearing her sunglass. I bit my lower lip when my eyes averted to her lips, it's very inviting. I smiled before sitting down to kiss her.
I stood up afterwards and flashed my seductive smile. I know that she's checking me out and I don't mind.
"Are you done checking me out?" I asked when I noticed that she's taking her time.
"Not yet, why did you kissed me though?" She asked before standing up.
"I'm Janine, eighteen years old, I kissed you because I like you and I have a proposal for you" I said seductively while tracing her lips. It's so soft, it makes me want to kiss her more.
"So blunt, but I'm kind of interested on your proposal. What is it?" I chucked lightly. That's what I'm expecting her to say.
"Do you have a car? Are you rich?"
"Maybe" She replied grinning while raising her brow.
"Well I'm not, but I want to finish my course which is tourism obviously. Have you enrolled in our class already?"
"You want me to be your financier" She asked amused.
"What makes you think that I would agree on being one?" I smirked upon hearing her question.
"I can see on your eyes that you like me too, plus you stared too long at underwear" She laughed. I can see on her eyes that she's also interested in me.
"Let's be the kind of friends that benefits each other" she thought for a while.
I crossed my arms while waiting for her response. I'm one hundred percent sure that she'll accept it.
"You're eighteen and I'm twenty one hmmmm, I like your bluntness" She paused and gazed at my cleavage.
"Okay sure, I'll accept your proposal but please, don't fall in love with me" I laughed while shaking my head. I like her but that doesn't mean that I will fall for her. I'm not into girl but it's better with her than anyone else.
"Oh trust me I won't" I replied before leaning closer to kiss her again.
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Ginger and I became extremely close, being with her all the time excites me. She'll give whatever I asked of her and I pleasure her in return whenever she wanted me to.
She's a real charmer so it's not a wonder that lots of people wants to be with her. It's fine with me that men likes her but I get a bit jealous whenever she entertain girls because she already have me all to herself.
I may not be so good in sex since she's my first time but I'm trying my best for her. I even watched a few female to female porn just to educate myself on what to do.
Ginger is very intriguing, especially her soon to be mom, Alessa Mendez. I envy her because she's gonna
marry one of the most sought after bachelor in the Philippines and what I envy the most is that Ginger seems to be all over her.
They don't seem to close to each other because they always fight when their path crossed. Before, I thought that she's mad because she thinks that Alessa is a gold digger but to my surprise, the main reason is that they're ex-lovers.
I started to hate Alessa when Ginger told me everything that happened six years ago. I saw the visible sadness and hurt on her face while she's talking. She may not say it to me but I can feel that she's still in love with Alessa.
Ginger is the most amazing person that I ever met, I hate to admit it but I am falling for her already and I will do my best to make her fall for me.
Asking a car is too much but I badly need it and she didn't even hesitate to give that to me. The reason why I asked her that is because I can't commute my dad to the hospital because he can't walk, I can't carry him either because I am petite and small compared to him.
I'm glad that although I'm blunt when it comes to asking her money, she doesn't think of me as prostitute. She doesn't know about my father being sick, I'm not telling her since she doesn't ask me about my personal things and that's one of the things that I like about her.
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It's been a month since our conversation in the lavatory when I thought that she's still in love with me, but I still can't forget about it.
I'm sitting on the bench while reminiscing the words that she told me when she suddenly appeared and sat beside me. I smiled and about to kiss her when a hickey on her neck.
"Who the hell put you that mark?" I asked frowning while pointing on it.
"Alessa" She said nonchalantly.
My ears ticked and I felt jealous instantly upon hearing her name. I was just away for a week, there are lots of girls that she can flirt with while I'm gone, but she chose to have sex with her dad's fiancée.
"Ginger for goodness sake she's your dads girlfriend, you don't have the rights to touch her!" I reminded her while trying my best to stay calm.
"I know that already, but she seduced me and I'm too weak to fight the urges that I'm feeling" she said before sighing in frustration.
I closed my eyes and clenched my jaw. I know that she still have feelings for Alessa but it's not right because she's betraying her father's trust.
"Are you sure that it's just urges that you're feeling and nothing more?" I inquired after a while.
I don't have the rights to be mad at her because it's not what I signed up for, but I want to know my place in her life.
"I am still in love with her" I feel hurt upon hearing what she said.
"All these years I thought my feelings for her is already replaced by hatred. But everything faded the moment I saw her in our house. I'm just denying it to myself but my love for her never changed" she added as her tears started to fall.
I also feel like crying because of her revelation but I held myself because she needs me right now. I feel her pain because we're the same, we both love the person that doesn't love us back.
She rested her head on my shoulder afterwards.
"She is your dad's fiancee Ginger, your feelings for her won't be returned because she loves your father" I explained while caressing her head.
"I know and I'm not planning on telling her what I said to you. I don't want to hurt dad and what happened last night is just a mistake because she's drunk"
"It's funny when I thought that I already moved on from her, then after six years she came back and we crossed each other again. I once thought that it was fate, after all, we never had a closure"Â she added.
"Maybe you two are meant to see each other again but maybe it's not for a happy ending, maybe it's for the second chance to end things in a nice way" she chuckled by what I said and moved away to face me.
"Why are you so good in explaining things?" She wiped her tears afterwards before facing the front.
"That's one of the things that I like about you. You're cool and you're rational" I smiled. I guess it is the right moment to confess to her.
"I am in love with you" She faced me frowning.
"You're in love with me?" she repeated while pointing to herself.
I'm already expecting her reaction but I feel relieved now. I chuckled before cupping her face.
"You don't have to say anything, I'm only saying you this because I can't keep it to myself anymore" she just nodded in response since she can't speak clearly because I'm still cupping her face.
I don't want her to feel awkward so I stood up and fixed my things after releasing her face from my grasp.
"Where are you going?" She asked me confused.
"I am going to meet someone, he's an avid suitor of mine" I lied pretending to be excited.
"Huh? you just confessed that you are in love with me and now you are going to a date?"
"Well, that's what you call one hour move on" I winked before walking away from her.
I headed to Alessa's building afterwards to confront her. She calls me slut but she's the one who's taking Ginger and Emman for granted.
After a few minutes of searching, I found her in front of her locker together with Maya. Luckily there are no students at the hallway.
"Alessa!" She frowned upon seeing me approaching.
"What do you want?" she asked harshly. My eyes averted on her neck, she have hickeys as well.
Damn she really enjoyed what happened between her and Ginger.
"Now who is the slut?" I said smirking while pointing to her neck.
"Except you I don't know who else, care to tell me?" She replied while her arms crossed.
"Feisty huh? Enjoying chicks and dicks and to top all of that, they're related. I bet that's a major definition of a slut" I'm so mad at her and I am not gonna allow her to hurt Ginger for the second time.
"How dare you" she tried to slap me but I blocked it with my hand and held it tight.
"Not again" I said before slapping her face twice.
"That's for Ginger and the other one is for Emman, that should be three but I can do it some other time" I said between gritting my teeth.
"Don't you ever lay your hands on Ginger again, don't make me tell Emman your secret" I threatened while fighting her death glare. She pulled her hand away from my grasp afterwards.
"You bitch I'm not afraid---" she said then about to attack me when Maya stopped her by hugging her in the back.
"Alessa don't! we're in school!" She calmed down upon hearing what Maya said.
"Good girl, don't fight with me" I said smirking before walking away feeling satisfied by what I did.
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