You guys keep saying to make a twitter account but i'll literally have you all traumatized. ð
TW: profanity, fluff, sexual activity
YONGBOKS POV
Some time has passed since Hyunjin has left with Bangchan. I honestly never realized how much time we spend together, playing games, watching anime while cuddling and eating snack, sometimes with Yujun if it's appropriate, dancing, you name it. It's only been two days and i'm already bored. I miss my man....
(real (i'm single))
I got up from sulking in the bed and went to the closet, stealing one of his pastel blue hoodies that fit like a blanket on me. On the back of the hoodie wrote "Hyunlix" in a bold font with a few pictures of us surrounding it. It smelled exactly like him which only made me miss him more. I sigh, and went to Jisung's room to see if he wanted to watch anime together since it was basically his whole life.
"Hey sungie, hey meanhoe, what are you two up to?"
"Yo lix, i was just about to go dance and workout. Hyunjin back yet?" Minho questioned. I pouted a shook my head. He walked passed me and placed a hand on my shoulder for reassurance before walking out of the room. To my luck Jisung was already watching an anime, his eyes were glued to the screen i'm pretty sure he didn't know i was even in the room.
"EREN RUN DAMN IT, YOURE GOING TO GET YOURSELF KILLED!" He shouted from the top his lungs. I winced at the sudden noise and sat beside him, laying my head onto his lap.
"Oh, hi lixie, when did you get here?"
"Just a few..." I stopped talking once i realized his attention was back onto the screen and he just hummed in response as if he were listening. I chuckled, he's really into this huh?
"WHAT THE FUCK! THE TITAN JUST ATE HIM?! THIS CANT BE!"
"HOLY shi-" I winced again due to the fact that he were right next to my ear. I sighed and sat up, maybe this wasnt the best choice. I'll just go dance and workout with Minho then.
I put my hair up in a ponytail and headed downstairs. I honestly can't believe how long my hair has gotten in such a short period of time, it's already passed my shoulders. Maybe i should dye it black one dye, i think that'll be pretty hot. (FELIX PLEASE IM SO IMPATIENT!!!)
Once i opened the door to the gym i walked passed the equipment and into the room Minho was in. He seemed to be dancing already so i waited for his song to be over. And was i truly amazed, he's just as good as Hyunjin. I wouldn't expect that from someone like Minho. Not in a bad way though.
Once the music finished i gave him a round of applause. He looked up confused but relaxed once he saw that it was me.
"Oh Felix, not watching anime with Hannie anymore?" Once Minho called him Hannie i kind of gotten thrown off, i usually don't hear anyone besides Yujun say that name often. I chuckled in response.
"Nah, it seems that he was in the show himself."
Minho chuckled.
"I get you, he tends to get excited when it comes to anime. He's so cute when he gets like that, don't you think so?" Wow, i've never seen someone get this excited when it came to Jisung. It was quite relaxing.
"Of course, he's adorable when he gets excited, until you have no idea what the plot is anymore." We both laughed.
"I've actually never thought about that. I usually just watch him scream the entire time, it amuses me in multiple ways." My smiled faded before i hit him on the shoulder, this bitch can't help but share too much information that nobody wants to hear about.
"Anyways.....! Have you heard from Hyunjin yet, he still hasn't texted me back and it's been hours." Minho shook his head and checked his phone.
"He hasn't texted me back either, i wonder what they could be doing."
I was going to dance with Minho but now i've become too overwhelmed, he's right. What could they possibly be doing that takes over 3 hours when they've already seen each other today. No, no, no, Felix, don't overthink it, he's my boyfriend i have to trust him, we only love each other....
"Don't worry lix, he'll be back soon, i'm sure you guys could hang out tomorrow." Said Changbin coming out of nowhere and placing a hand on my shoulder.
"You were here the whole time?"
"Yea, i was just on the ground. I think Minho hit me from getting the moves wrong. I actually don't remember how i got on the floor."
I couldn't help but laugh, no wonder he's so good at dancing, seems to take it very seriously. Kind of like Hyunjin....Hes all i could think about anyway. I sighed again, just at the thought of him being gone most of the day.
"Lix, he'll be here s-"
"Felix? Im back!" I voice called out to me from by the door. I quickly turned around to see Hyunjin opening the door and jumped on him without hesitation, making him stumble back onto the door.
"Hi my baby, did you miss me?" He questioned, giving me a kiss on the lips and lifting me into the air. I responded by wrapping my legs around him and burying my face into his nape. He chuckled and kissed me once again.
"You bet he missed you, you were all he could talk about."Â Of course this bitch had to rat me out like that, i gave Minho the middle fingers for exposing me and went back to being clingy towards Hyunjin...as if i weren't going to cuss him out once we got back into the room.
"Don't feel too safe with him. I have a feeling you're in trouble, Hyunjin." Said Changbin who read me like a book somehow.
"Absolutely."Â responding as innocent as ever and placing a kiss on Hyunjin's cheek.
"Damn it." He sighed.
"Don't worry about that, you two. I'll make sure i make up for my mistakes later tonight anyway." Minho and Changbin began to chuckled at us, knowing exactly where all of this was leading. Well at least that's what he thinks.
"Don't think i'm giving into that, Hyunjin. You aren't slick. Lee Yongbok will not fall for that this time!" I exclaimed in 3rd person.
If i'm being 100% honest, i'm not the strongest soldier.
HYUNJIN'S POV:
I smirk toward the other two knowing good and well he's being an all talk right now. He knows himself too well and so do i.
"Well good luck, to the both of you." Minho chuckled after his statement, Changbin and I followed along. I carried Felix out of the gym and upstairs to the room shutting the door, locking it behind me, and setting him on the bed, not moving from between his legs, only closer toward his face. He turned his head already knowing i was going to attempt to kiss him, his actions only made me chuckle.
"Hyunjin-ah, i've missed you all day, you know that? And earlier! Why didn't you kiss me normally, you were rushing and forgotten all about me, because of that Bangchan guy, you hurt my fee-"
I interrupted him by pulling his chin towards mine, connecting our lips together. I almost laughed how tensed he got but almost immediately relaxed himself. It amuses me how fast i can shut him up the way no one else can.
I finally pulled away from him and lifted his chin to where he couldn't look away from me again. He only moved his eyes to the side, not wanting to look at me.
"I know that i hurt your feelings earlier, but please dont tell me that please, Felix. I'm sorry, baby."
His stern gaze turned from away from me to looking me right in the eye.
"If you knew Jin-ah, then why did you do that? I was worried you were mad at me and were ready to get away from me."
"I'm sorry i made you feel that way, beautiful. I promise to you now that when the time is right, it'll all make sense, which is another reason why i was so excited earlier. I promise i won't disappoint you, but can i please ask you to have more trust in me. I'm yours Felix, no one else's. I love you with my whole, entire, heart, mind and body, and will never do anything to hurt you."
His lip began to quiver but i quickly gave him a peck on his rose lips, it was a little hack to stop him from becoming emotional or crying i recently discovered.
"I love you so much Hyunjin. I trust you, but i want to trust you completely. It's so hard for me....i have a rough past so please forgive me."
"Don't worry my love, your mother already shared that with me, no need to explain it further or ever. Those monsters no longer matter, the only thing that matters is your future, which im hoping to be apart of." He smiled at my words and pulled me into a hug.
"How about i start by pouring some of my trust into you?" I smirk, he giggled and pushed me off of him. Though i wouldn't dare budge, i ended up right back on top of him, pinning his slim arms to the mattress.
"Jagiya! Let me go, i'm not giving in. I don't forgive you yet so you're not getting anything from me." He argues trying to free himself. Nice to hear him calling me jagiya again. It worked, i already have him smiling again.
"Stop moving, Yongbok." He instantly stopped moving and a tiny of blush began to spread across his face. I chuckled, he seriously can't help himself huh?
"You're making this hard for me, Hyunjin." He whined, breaking the eye contact we recently held. I moved his chin back towards me, this time more aggressively.
"It'll only become harder if you look away from me again, princess."
Metaphorically, i could visibly see him melting after i called him princess, considering that i w only called him that once before.. I took that as my chance to kiss him, this time longer and sloppier. He finally kissed me backed, and i let go of his arms causing him to wrapped them around my neck, one of his hands brushing through my hair. After some time, his hands moved from around me, whimpering before pulling away.
"Fine, Jin-ah, i'll allow you to help me trust you, although it won't work this quickly..... i'm willing to trust the process, ......prince."
Those were his last words before the respect i had for him left my body. He should know that he's my weak point and him teasing me will only turn me on, it's gotten to a point where it's hard to control myself, he knows that, therefore he's doing this to himself. Although i should know better, if you know Felix well enough, you should know that he loves rough treatment.
I let go of his waist, pulling him up to where i could take off the hoodie that he stole from me for the twentieth time. He wasn't wearing a shirt underneath, so it just made it easier for me. I deliberately reaches towards the cotton shorts he wore, undoing the knot before making my way back towards his soft lips, biting his lower before connecting our lips entirely.
"Open your mouth." I say sternly. He did as i said with a sly smirk of his face, he think he's slick, let's see if he'll be able to keep up this time then. Without hesitation i slid my tongue in to his mouth, earning a groan from him. Our tongues danced together in an uneven pattern that also just felt so right.
Then again, everything Felix does is just so perfect. (real)
Felix kept up for the most part but it was still easy to tell that it was something he didn't do very often, which is great, i love being the only one to try new things with him, as for him he doesn't know he was the first to give me a hickey. His mouth tasted sweet like rice cakes or honey. Maybe both, but i sure enjoyed it.
As i pulled away, he whined wanting me to come back for more. "You want me, baby?" I ask teasingly. He pouted and playfully pushed me away from him.
"Stop teasing me, Hyunjin! You're ruining the mood." He groaned. I chuckled and moved his hair out of his face and placed my lips onto his once again. After some time of making out, he began to become quite needy, and began to tug at the belt of my pants.
"Want....want you ....." he spoke in a soft whisper.
"You have me baby, always will."