ODETTE
Two days had passed since I was informed of my impending discharge. I was grateful to be returning home, but I was reluctant to leave Caroline.
I had also learned that Tyler had been charged with assault, attempted murder, trespassing, and resisting arrest. Testifying could help ensure his conviction. Reece and Mr. Rhine both agreed that this would enable me to terminate his parental rights.
Carolineâs condition was improving. They had been gradually reducing the amount of oxygen she was receiving.
She had also started gaining weight, which was a positive sign.
âI hope I get to see my niece today,â Sterling announced as he entered my hospital room.
âOnly if youâre nice,â I teased.
âIâm always nice. Wren is parking the car, so he should be up here shortly.â
âReece is with Caroline right now. I wanted them to have some bonding time. You can go join them if you want,â I told Sterling.
âIâll wait for Wren to come up so he can keep you company while I visit Caroline. So, what made you name her after Mom?â
âIt was Reeceâs idea. He suggested Caroline Rose, and I fell in love with the name,â I admitted.
Wren burst through the door. âWhere is she?â he asked.
âSheâs in the NICU nursery with Reece. You and Sterling will have to take turns.â
âAnd Iâm going first, so you keep Etta company. Iâll be back,â Sterling stated.
Sterling exited the room while Wren took a seat in the chair next to my bed.
âHow are you feeling?â Wren asked.
âBetter. I donât hurt as much. I wish the bruising on my face and neck would fade. At least I donât need surgery on my arm, right?â I said, trying to look at the positive.
âThatâs good. It means less time to heal,â Wren added. âWhatâs the plan for you and Reece when you bring Caroline home?â
I shrugged.
âI donât know. Iâm scared that Iâm going to screw this up. I havenât made the best choices in life, and she could have died.â
âThat wasnât your fault. Thatâs all on Tyler, and heâs in jail. Heâs not going to hurt you anymore,â Wren reassured me.
âHopefully, heâll get the help he needs and regret what he did.â
âIâm sorry about being a jackass toward your relationship with Reece,â Wren apologized.
âYou were worried. I forgive you.â
âNo, I was a selfish prick. I wasnât willing to share my best friend. I realized I was acting like a child.â
âEither way, I forgive you,â I said to Wren.
My brothers spent the next few hours coming and going, gushing over Caroline. She was going to be spoiled, and I couldnât wait to see it.
***
âAre you sure youâre okay?â Reece asked.
âYes, Reece. If you ask me one more time, Iâm going to lose it. Can you give me a moment and leave me alone?â
We had spent one night at the house without Caroline, and I was a wreck. I was taking it out on Reece, and all he wanted to do was help me.
âIâll be upstairs if you need anything,â Reece said casually after I snapped at him for the hundredth time.
I felt so guilty. All I had to do was apologize, but I couldnât bring myself to do it. I had all this pent-up anger and nowhere to channel it. Reece didnât sit with me; he stayed upstairs until it was time to visit Caroline.
He grabbed his keys and waited for me, not saying anything. We were halfway to the hospital when I decided to break the silence.
âAre you giving me the silent treatment?â I asked Reece.
âNo, I get yelled at for everything I say, so I figured it would be best to say nothing at all. I know youâre going through a lot, and I donât want to make it worse.â
âI know Iâve been horrible to deal with, but I feel like Iâm being suffocated. Everyone is always around and trying to take care of me.â
âMaybe you should talk to someone, like a therapist who specializes in trauma,â Reece suggested.
âI donât need another doctor trying to diagnose me. I just want to be home with my damn daughter and to be left alone,â I snapped, losing my temper again.
Instead of parking, Reece pulled up to the pickup and drop-off area at the front of the hospital.
âAre you not coming in?â I asked Reece.
âNot right now. You have your time with Caroline; Iâll visit her later. Iâll have Wren pick you up.â
âAre you leaving me?â I asked.
Reece let out a sigh. âNo, but I think we need space. So go spend time with our daughter, and Iâll see you later.â
I was fucking everything up. I was driving him away.
I needed to fix this.