Chapter 17 time With Ashton

(unedited sorry for any spelling mistakes)

I have been here for almost two months now and it feels so normal Kingston, Ashton and Greyson have become a part of our group we go to parties together, thankfully I haven’t had another drunken incident which Kingston doesn’t bring up which I am thankful for but also something else which I think is a slight disappointment.

We go to the beach and movies as a huge group through the weeks I noticed I only ever really had the same people sitting next to me wherever we go its either Kingston Ashton or Greyson. They are always touchy Kingston more than ever and always finds a way of doing it. I found out the boys in our group are very protective and prone to violence but that to me just gives them character along with the strange growling thing they do which I just ignore even though it’s kinda hot when Kingston does it.

The past week Everyone was excited I always asked why but no-one would tell me they all just averted their eyes and left even Chloe wouldn’t tell me and that’s saying something she would tell anyone anything they wanted.

Sighing I rest my head against my headboard. The small murmur of people from the TV getting drowned out my the blinding pain in my head and pains in my stomach. My legs were curled up to my chest my head back praying for it to stop.

Getting pulled out of my thoughts by a soft banging on the door.

“What!” I snap at who’s there I’m not in the mood for anyone. The door slowly opens and a shadow of a head popped in I wasn’t able to see the face since my lights were off since I didn’t want them on. Closing my eyes I heard the soft click of the door and the rustle of a bag. The bed dipped and a hand cup’s my cheek sending sparks down my neck.

“hey grumpy bear I came bearing gifts,” a soft voice said making me open my eyes to a shadow a small outline of his face is made by the TV.

leaning closer I put my head on my knee “what you got?”

“chocolate, and since the Wi-Fi is out the notebook, the first and second alien and first and second predator and finally the fun-house massacre all ready to be watched oh and I made a stop at McDonald’s” mm McDonald’s

“I now officially love you,” I say removing my arms from around my knees and stretching then out towards the person.

“Why thank you I love you as well Ava”

“aw your sweet Ashton but you don’t”

“How did you know it was me?”

“your voice silly and the fact that you’re still trying to make it up to me even though i told you you were forgiven as I told Kingston”

“well I don’t think I should be forgiven yet so I’m here to keep you company”

“How did you know about my pain?”

“uh well I noticed you were off yesterday and made a guess when you were emotional as hell then asked Molly so here I am”

“aw that’s so sweet of you but if you don’t get ob this bed right now plug in a DVD and give me my food I’m going to rip your balls off and make them into a pin cushion”

“yes ma’am” he salutes turning his head halfway to the TV as he hands me my food I notice something odd

“hey your eyes are glowing”

“oh yeah its a birth defect it happens sometimes it runs in the family we don’t know why”

“oh okay,” I say opening my burger and taking a large bite after I put my fries inside it. Moaning I hear a soft growl

“what was that?” I ask in alarm

“just the DVD player,” he says quickly his voice seeming deeper.

As he joined me on the bed the movie started to play I noticed he chose fun-house massacre sighing I leaned forward to take another bite of my burger

Hearing movement I look to see him opening his with certain light of the TV I watch his eyes glow its fascinating turning back to my food I quickly eat it then drink my coke sighing in content then grabbing the bar of chocolate I open it mm Cadbury my favorite snapping of a piece I pop it in my mouth loving the flavor

“want any?” I ask looking towards him who’s now finished his food and lays back arm stretched out on the headboard eyes locked on the movie

“Nah doll you eat it”

Ignoring his answer I snap of a line and hand it to him to which his eyes look down at my hand shaking his head I push it out towards him

“you won’t give up will you?”

“nope”

Sighing he took it out my hand and ate it making me smile before a cramp hit making me grimace

“come here,” he said motioning to me scooting back I hit the back of the bed his arm wrapped around my shoulder and pulls me to his chest his other hand going to my stomach making small patterns like h was massaging it the heat of his palm soaking through my vest to which I have no bra under since my breasts hurt. I feel the tension wear out and the heat causing me to relax into him

“How did you do that?” I ask looking towards him his eyes still glowing

“my father does it to my mother during her time it seems to relax her”

“hmm that’s nice of him,” I say in awe he must love his wife to do that for her

“yeah it is she would always complain that periods are the worst until father figured out how to make the cramp go away and now he never gets rid of her for that time of the month she chases him around now begging it was amusing to watch as a kid” he muses I smile at the amount of emotion he has shown and how much he shared with me

“I bet it was,” I say snuggling more into his warmth his hand not moving anymore putting mine over his which is still on my stomach I make it move

“more” I whine I loved the feeling of it now it had stopped hurting he started to do it again his other hand than going to my head stroking my hair and massaging my head reducing my headache

“I have a question,” he said after a while

“hmm? ” I ask

“it’s invite-only so I’m inviting you okay,” he asked to which I nod

“would you come to our blood moon party? ” my gaze breaks from the tv

“you blood moon party?” I ask i didn’t know about it

“Yeah, I’m inviting you?”

“what is it?”

“well, it’s a party that lasts for the three days of the blood moon it’s outside you stay at our home for the three days in our guest rooms and guest houses during the day there are barbecues games fun and spending time together at night it’s full-on party time with alcohol music and a lot of hooking up. “he explained

" when is it? ”

" you arrive on Friday morning while everything is set up and everyone can get settled then on Friday night you get some rest then its the next morning get ready to party ”

" what about school? ”

" schools closed on Friday to Tuesday its a tradition its happened for centuries ”

" Alright I’ll go” I sigh I won’t be on my period then so that will be good

“thank you,” he said squeezing me in a hug

“it’s fine I can’t pass up a party”

“I bet you can’t.”

After four movies I dozed off awakening to my body being hot and a heavyweight on me. Opening my eyes I looked st the clock to see it was three in the morning. Trying to kick the blanket off all I got was a groan which startled me opening my eyes again I turned around to be greeted with a pair of slightly glowing eyes from the TV lighting

“hello” his voice was deep and raspy which sent tingles down to my toes and heat pooling in my core

“Hey it’s three”

“mm, can I stay your so comfortable” he whined. Smiling i nodded my head to which he moved and adjusted his body allowing me to roll over on my back. Moving towards me he puts his head ob my stomach before shuffling his body downwards and then putting his arm around me the other coming up and placed in my hand which he moves and puts on top of his head. Instinctual I thread my fingers through his hair which makes him emit a growling sound his hand then grabs my other one holding it

“I’m sorry I called you a bitch” he mumbles.

“it’s okay,” I say even though it hurt me

“no it’s not I shouldn’t have said the only thing you could use your mouth for was blowjobs and that your eye was dead its not its so beautiful and unique its so full of life and that you were a prostitute. I was a dick and I’m surprised you forgave me but I don’t think you should have. You didn’t deserve the things I said and in telling the truth about your eye I noticed you keep covering it and I feel regret for making you feel like you should it’s so beautiful and unique I love it so much” he said tenderly in between yawns he made a full apology and it sent a feeling through me that I couldn’t understand.

“I don’t,” I say sadly

“you don’t what?”

“I don’t love my eye”

“why?”

“it’s useless there’s no point in it”

“what do you mean?”

“I can’t see out of it I can’t fully see things I know I should be happy about the one I’ve got but still it’s painful. Painful to look in the mirror and know it could be different I could see everything I wouldn’t have to be so careful about where I’m going that it could be the same as my other that they would match and painful of the looks I get” I feel a tear rolling down my cheek

“if I could change it I would doll if I could give you mine I would just so you would be happy just to see you happy to take away your pain and longing”

I don’t know what to say

“anything for you doll mm I’d do anything for you” he mumbles and starts to gently snore snuggling into me. ‘Am i... Am I falling for him?’ i question myself

‘of course, you are’

My conscience said

‘he’s handsome and sweet just what we-i need’ it said and I guess if we were with him I ye wouldn’t be all that bad but it feels the wrong hoe could I have feelings for three guys, not just three guys, three related guys who are triplets how could I, it’s wrong

‘but right’ it says again.

What did you think of his apology do you think it was sweet or annoying. How about her conscience do you think its that or something or someone else. Tell me your reply in the comments i would love to hear from you