Nick's POV
"Andrew, Noah, Sky, we are going to uncle Mike and Aunt Lucy's house" I said to them and they nodded happily
"Okay, let's go downstairs, but be really quite cause grandpa is talking to our guest" I said as we left my room
"But how come we can't meet them, Sky got to see and why can't Me and Andrew" Noah said quietly as we went down the stair
"Cause they not that nice people" I said as we went to the front door and I help them put on their shoes
I opened the door leave...but Mike, Lily and their kids, Amber, Damon, Alex, and is new fucking mate were in front of me
"What the heck are you guys doing here" I whispered to Mike and Lily
"Well, Rylan said you were having lunch and he asked all to come over" Mike said as he walked in and everyone followed, I pulled my pups behind me
Alex was the last one to come in, he stopped and looked at me for a moment and then look down at my kids. He looked mad for a moment and looked at me.
"Who's kids they" Alex said looking like, if I said the wrong answer he would get mad, as I whispered to my pups go back to my room
"There mines, that's all you need to know" I growled at him
"So, it was true what your Beta's said you got pregnant...so who is the father" Alex growled back at me
"That none of your business" I said angrily at him
"Just fu-" I cut him off
"IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS, SO STOP ASKING AND GO WITH YOU MATE " I shouted at him
"ITS NOT A HARD QUESTION, I JUST WANT TO KNOW YOUR BRATS FATHER IS, ITS NOT LIKE I CARE ABOUT YOU. YOUR STILL AT DUMB, WEAK, OMEGA...BUT YOUR JUST A WHORE LETTING ANY GUY HAVE THERE WAY WITH YOU. I CAN BET THERE FATHER WAS A JUST GOOD FOR NOTING ROUGE THAT YOU PAID HIM TO FUCK U" Alex shouted at me, his wolf was slowly coming out
"Well....if you really want to know who there father is ...its you" I said sadly
"W-What?!" Alex said surprised
"THEY ARE YOUR SON'S" I shouted him angrily
He stood there silent
"YOUR THERE GOOD FOR NOTHING FATHER, WHO REJECTED HIS MATE AND HIS OWN CHILDREN. I SWAER AFTER ALL OF THIS TIME YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED AT ALL, YOU REEK OF THAT SLUT THATÂ IN MY LIVING ROOM AND THATS THE THING I HATE THE MOST" I shouted at him angrily
Alex's eyes were changing colors "I-" I cut him off again
"You made it clear that you don't want me as your mate, you have no right to see my kids" I said as I walked away from him and went to find my pups
I went to my room and saw Lucy with my kids who were watching tv
"I can't believe him, he got some nervous to talk to me like that" I said frustratedly
"Well, I saw him make out with his new mate" Lucy said making me more mad
"Why am I so mad that he is with that girl, I shouldn't care" I said angrily
"I know this may be crazy....but I think you still love him" Lucy said
"I can't he rejected me" I said
"Well, you hate him, but I think your wolf doesn't and maybe he stills loves him" Lucy said
"I can't he's already mated with someone that's not me, he moved one and so should I" I said
That's when I had a idea
"I will get a boyfriend" I said
"Nick, I don't think that's a good idea" Lucy said worriedly
"Don't you think I should be loved by someone, he did...so why can't I" I said as I sat next to him
"Okay Nick, I will help you" Lucy said defeat
"Thank you, all we need is to find a guy that would date me" I said
"Have you had a eye on anyone lately" Lucy asked me
"Well, I kinda do...." I said blushing
"Ooo, who is it" Lucy grinned
"Lucas Harrison" I said blushing red, which mad Lucy giggle
"You like Lucas Harrison, he's ranked 5 in our elite warrior squad and he is 25 years old" Lucy said
I nodded , blush
"He's tall, muscular, handsome, kinda, loves kids, and he's gay" I said
"I didn't even know he was gay, how did you find out?" Lucy asked
"Um...I went to the packs gym to workout a few weeks ago, when theres only a few people there and I went to the men's locker room to shower. I striped and put my cloths in locker and wrap my towel around my hips and I made my way to the shower area. The floor was wet and I slip an was about fall, until he caught me. After I thanked him we talked and he told me, he was gay" I said blushing red think about him
"Wow" Lucy said
"But I don't think I should ask him...he maybe waiting for his mate" I said
"Well, how dose Snow feel towards him?" Lucy asked me
"He likes him...but just as pack member and notting more, but I kinda like him" I said sadly
"So 90% that you and Snow like him as a friend and 10% you love him" Lucy said and I nodded
"I'm going to ask Lucas then" I said nervously
"Ask me what?" Lucas asked as he came into the room, I hope he didn't hear me
"O, hey there Lucas what brings you here" Lucy asked him
"Zoey told me to give you this, Alpha Nick" Lucas said as he handed me a fold pice of paper
I unfolded the note and it said Hi :)
I SWAER I'm going to kill that girl
"I will be going then" Lucas said as turn a walked toward the door, Lucy looked at me as she was telling me to say something
"Lucas" I said as he stop and turned and looked at me
"Yes, Alpha" Lucas said
"I was wondering...if you want to hangout sometime" I said nervously, in my head I was like why am I acting like a high girl asking out her crush
"Umm....Sure" Lucas said kindly as he left
I looked over at Lucy who just stared at me
"What?"I said confused why she is looking at me
"Why didn't you ask him out on a date" Lucy said as she was shaking me
"I..I.D..Did" I said as she was still shaking me then stopped
"No, you just asked him to hangout, not on a date" Lucy sighed, falling backwards on to my bed
I thought about what I said to Lucas and I did asked him to hangout, I'm a idiot
"Can you watch kid for a little bit and Lily, I'm going down stairs" I said
"What?..where Lil-" Lucy stopped when she heard the sound of someone throwing up in my bathroom
"She is wasted" I said as I ran back down stairs
I walked in to the living to see that everyone is still here, talking
"Nick" Amber said
"Yeah" I said as everyone was looking at me
"Me and...um your family" Amber said looking at them
"Those people aren't my family, they are died to me" I said coldly
"Son, we-" I cut my father off
"Don't call me that, you all treated me like I was slave, and never and I mean never cared about me" I said angrily
"Nick, just give them a chance to talk you" Amber said holding my shoulder
"Why should I, they are just cold hearted people who think it's okay to treat there own son and little brother like slave, punching bag. All three of you never showed me any love to me, never celebrated my birthday and never said a nice thing to me" I shouted at them
"You know you shouldn't be talking to your family like that" Alex said to me, making me more mad
"They aren't my family, they never though of me as part of the family. Unlike you, you bastard who had loving family that care about you, and me I was stuck with theses monsters. Back then I was scary to wake up every morning fearing they were going to kill, I had a dream once that were a happy family and I woke crying knowing it wasn't real. I will never like will forgive them for what they did and you, too" I said angrily at him
"We know what we did was wrong and we're sorry" My father said sadly
I looked at my mother, father, and brother and I felt that they were sorry for what they did.
"Tyson did you ever tell them the truth" I said to him and his eye widen
"About what?" My mother said confused looking at me then at Tyson
Everyone in the room was looking at him for an answer
"Umm...Mom, Dad, remember that day when Nick broke your two wolfs status that you each got from your parent at your wedding" Tyson said shamefully and sadly
"Yeah" they both said
"He didn't break them, I did..." Tyson said nervously, our parent looked at him and angry then disappointment
"I was cleaning the fireplace when Tyson came and grabbed my hands and rubbed it all over the status and push them off" I said as look at my parents looking guilty for thinking it was me
"Nick, again we're sorry" My mother said guilty
"All I wanted in life was to have loving and caring parents and older brother. My childhood and teenage years were the worst, you don't even have any photo of me when was baby, didn't want to waste anything on me" I said making them more sad and guilty
"Actually Nick, I took photos of you" Amber said as she pulled out a blue and white photo album from here behind her from her bag and stood up from her seat and handed it me
I was shocked, I never know that she did. I place the album on the coffee table, I sat down on the floor and opened it. The first page was my brith certificate, I turn to the next page there were a lot of picture and next to the picture were little notes about the pictures. Like me drinking bottle milk, me shifting when I was a pup, me walking for the first time, and more.
"This amazing" I said look at her
"Nick, do you think you can show your..umm..your parents?" Amber asked, she looked like she wanted me to show them
"Fine" I said handing it to my mother
My mother and father looked through the album looking guilty and shamed.
"You..looked so happy" my mother said sadly
"I was when I was around my friends and Amber, who was more of a mother to me than you" I said annoyed at her
My father was about to say something until, my kids came running into the room in there wolf forms chasing each other. They stopped and notice Amber and Damon were here and shift back into thuman form to hugged them.
"Grandma Amber, Grandpa Damon" They said happily hugging them
"You boys are growing up so fast" Amber said bending down to their level
"Mommy, can we go outside and play" Sky said me
"Sure...but I want you and your brothers meet some old friends of mommy" I said regretfully as Sky, Andrew and Noah came to my side in front of my parents, brother, and Alex.....
"Okay" they said looking at them
"This Mark and Carly, and their disappointing of son, Tyson and his mate, and the man next grandma Amber and grandpa Damon is their son, Alex" I said with a fake not noticeable smile, Andrew, Noah and Sky stared at Alex for few seconds then they ran off
"What was that all about" Alex said confused
"They know you idiot" I said angrily as I ran to chase after them
When Andrew, Noah, and Sky are upset, scared, or mad they would usually go to their treehouse in the backyard. It's like there own space to go to, if they want to be alone. I ran to their tree house, but there already pulled up the ladder.
"Andrew, Noah, Sky, everything is fine, come down here so we can talk" I said gently, but loud so they can hear me
After a few minutes, they came down, but they looked sad
"Dose he love us" Noah said sadly, the three look at me for the answer
"He dose" I said sadly, they looked happy for a moment, but looked sad
"How come he's never come home" Sky asked
"Um...he's was very busy, but he cares about you three" I said quietly
"But dose daddy loves you, mommy" Andrew said, I flinched at he's question, I don't know what to say
"Um...daddy...he doesn't, but he loves you three and that's okay" I said putting a fake smile
"But, we thought mommy and daddy posed to love each other" Noah said
"Your right, but daddy loves someone else" I said sadly, why am I sad
Andrew was about to say something, but him, Noah, and Sky looked behind me. They shifted into their wolfs and ran behind the tree, I then know why they did that.
"You know, you scared them right" I said turning around to see Alex
"I...um...just wanted to see how thing we're going?" Alex said a bit nervously
"It was going fine, until you showed up" I said glaring at him
"Sorry, but do you think I can...you know..meet them" Alex said look behind me at my pups
"Are you sure?" I asked him
He nodded
"Okay shift to your wolf, so you can talk to them" I said as he shifted into his big black wolf
He walk behind tree and I walk toward the backyard door and leaned on the doorway. I wanted to listen them, but I thought it was good idea to give them this moment to themselves. But next thing you know it, Andrew, Noah, and Sky come running in to the house looking mad, but sad. I back looked to Alex who was in his wolf form and still behind the tree, but laying on the ground. I ran over to him to ask him what happen or what did he said. I looked in front of him and...he was crying, well I be dam, Alex Lycan is crying, he was quietly whimpering and his wolf ear were bent down. He shifted back to his human form, then in a flash he tackled me to the ground and he was kissing me. I was shocked and frozen in place, Snow howling and wiggling his tail happily in my head. I then pushed him off of me, and moved away from him. My heart was beating fast and I could feel face getting hot. I looked at Alex looked like he was fighting for control with his wolf. I got up and walked towards him and slapped across his face him.