Despair

The life I have is falling apart

Crying silently in the background

No one notices the tears in my eyes

No one sees what's behind the disguise

"Get over it" as if it's that simple

"You're overreacting" "You're too emotional"

Emptiness is what I feel inside

Haunting thoughts are all over my mind

Anxiety making its way to the core of my bones

I can hear the sirens and the horns

My body's fatigued and I'm losing control

I can't see what's right in front of me at all

It's tiresome to live in this indefinite cycle

You have no clue, it's unbearable

My feelings are all over the place

I don't even know my own face

Hope is no longer in my vocabulary

Faith is nonexistent in actuality