Chapter 100
I Am The Luna
22. A Silent Name or I Am The Luna Chapter 100 By Moonlight Muse
ZAIA.
I pull on my jacket, glancing at the unmade bed. Sebastian had left early and Iâm about to leave for
Dadâs pack.
Since Iâve awoken I feel uneasy. I know something isnât right at Dadâs pack and although I have taken
every precaution possible, I still feel on edge. Am I missing something vital?
I rush through a meeting with Mr Harrison. With everything going on, itâs been exhausting but I canât
afford to lose the deal.
I text Dad telling him Iâll be there by noon, although I planned to get there sooner. Iâve also left
Sebastian a message telling him Iâm leaving since his phone is switched off.
âAlright guys, Iâm off,â I say, poking my head through the door of Jaiâs room. The kids are playing on the
carpet and Valerie is sitting on the bed beside Jai and they were clearly mid- conversation.
Somethingâs changed between them, I can tell from the way Jai has his leg propped up and Valerie is
leaning ever so slightly against it. I hope they have made some amendments. I truly hope so, they both
deserve happiness, and I can tell they love one another.
âTake care of yourself, Sebastian going with you?â Jai asks from where heâs leaning against the
headboard. I shake my head. âNo, Iâll have my guards and some of Atticusâs men,â I say as I enter the
room and kneel beside the kids, giving them both a kiss.
This time I didnât even expect Sebastian to go with me⦠I guess I need to be more independent, and
he doesnât seem to want to accompany me. I wonder why, but Iâm not brave enough to ask him⦠I just
wish I had seen him once before I left.
He doesnât realise just how much his presence gives me strength, how his simple words of
encouragement make me feel like I can take on the world. Jai frowns but says nothing.
âAtticus isnât either?â Valerie asks.
âNo, he needs to handle security around both packs and make sure we are fully equipped. Iâm hoping
Sebastian managed to get some stuff sorted, although Iâm not sure exactly what heâs working on.â I
reply.
Hugging the children goodbye, I take my leave. Wondering exactly what Dad wanted to talk about. He
soundedâ¦. strange. I am on alert, but what if someone has gotten to him?
Iâll be careful⦠I have a plan and one I hope gives me the upper hand if this ends up being some kind
of trap. I will just need some help. Help from someone I really donât want to ask for help from, but I have
no other option right now.
I now pull up on the corner of our previous home and look in the mirror. Iâm wearing a blond wig and
have put on several additional layers of clothes. A cap and glasses, just like our housekeeper.
Halfway here I had switched places with one of the female warriors of Atticusâs pack. She is now
travelling in my place towards this pack, and I came alone. Iâm sure all eyes will be on the cars and my
guards whilst I find Dad unseen.
I had taken a shortcut in the small red car, passing through security with ease. I had called Sebastian
twice, but his phone was still switched off⦠I just wish he at least called onceâ¦
With one final glance, I slowly get out of the car. Mom doesnât know Iâm coming, as I couldnât risk
anyone knowing. I plan to go inside and ask Mom to call Dad and from there, weâll see what is going
on.
Iâve dressed up similarly to the housekeeper and Iâm praying the guards think I am her. Getting out, I
grab the large bags of groceries and bend over as if the bags weigh a lot; I pretend to struggle as I walk
towards the gate. Just how I have seen her do for years.
Thereâs no guard at the gate so I key in the pin, trying not to worry. I scan my finger and when it beeps,
a wave of relief floods through me; Iâm still in the system.
This is the only part I was worried about, getting through the gates. The gate clicks open, and I step
inside and spot two guards who seem to be on break as they hang around looking bored near the
entrance.
They glance at me but say nothing. I just unlocked the gate, of course, they wonât suspect me⦠As
long as they donât check the system to see who just entered. Can I trust them? I am not sure.
I keep my pace steady as I slowly make my way to the doors to unlock them with my key, placing the
bags down first, with my hand on my hip, just as I have seen our housekeeper do for years. If someone
is watching us or has cameras, I canât let anyone suspect us. Almost insideâ¦
This place is heavily guarded outside, but inside I will be fine. Itâs extremely quiet, and I place the bags
into the coat closet before I begin searching around the house for Mom. I know the staff has been in
and out, but as far as I know, Mom has refused to leave the house since our falling out.
If she thought that would make me come back, she was wrong. I canât forgive her for all her lies. Yes, I
love her. She is my mom, after all.
Thereâs complete silence, which means not even the staff is here⦠I was told Iâd be notified if Mom left
the house. I have heard nothing, so where is she?
I hurry up the stairs when I find she is not anywhere downstairs and head towards her bedroom. I
knock on the door lightly, waiting for an answer, there is nothing. but I frown, trying the door handle. Itâs
locked.
Is she asleep?
I knock again.
âMom?â I whisper, glancing towards the stairs, hoping no one showed up like the actual housekeeper.
The guards would be on alert then.
âMom?â I call a little louder. The door is locked. She must be inside.
Closing my eyes, I press my ear to the door, trying to focus on any sound. My eyes blaze as I hone in
on my surroundings. I can hear my own heart ⦠the sound of the wind outside⦠and â another
heartbeat!
âMom!â I call a little louder, my voice ringing in the silent hallway.
I think I hear a muffled sound.
âMom?â
Something isnât right, and my senses are screaming at me.
Stepping back, I focus on the door as I slowly put distance between myself and the door. My back hits
the wall opposite and I inhale slowly.
Ok, Zaia⦠you got this. Encouraging myself, I take a deep breath as I run at the door and slam my
shoulder into it. A surge of orange aura surrounds me, and the door is ripped off its hinges.
I flinch as it falls onto the carpeted floor and hope no one heard the thud. Even if there is carpet, it is
still loud. I look up and my heart almost stops when I see Mom lying on her bed, but thatâs not what
gets to me.
Her hair is a mess, her arms and legs are tied behind her back, and sheâs gagged, Sheâs lost a lot of
weight and bruises fresh and old cover her body. Sheâs injured. I can see bloodstains on the bed and
worry envelops me.
âMom!â My heart is pounding as I rush to her side, unable to stop my hands from shaking as I untie her
quickly.
There are tears in her swollen bruised eyes, old make-up streaks cover her face, and I can tell from the
odour she has not bathed in a while.
âWho did this!â I ask, my voice shaking as I remove the cloth from around her mouth. She hisses as I
try to help her sit and I realise one of her arms is broken and the goddess knows what else.
âZaia, leave. Leave my child!â She croaks.
I look around. She needs water!
Iâm about to rush to the bathroom when she calls me. âThereâs no time, Zaia, please go,â she whispers,
her voice full of fear and urgency.
âIâm not leaving you,â I reply firmly, rushing to the bed again. âWho did this?â I ask, my eyes blazing with
rage. I will destroy them.
Her eyes are saddened and they fill with tears. âThey came⦠they wanted it⦠you have to go. Get it
first.â
âWanted what, mom?â I ask worriedly, my heart clenching. I feel guilty. I left her and this is what
happened. I shouldnât have let and sadness get in the way! my hurt Her tears flow, and she looks
defeated.
The state she is in is killing me. This is the mother who was always ready to do everything for me
despite her secrets⦠I shouldnât have left her.
Goddess!
âThe dust. It was him, your brother.â Her heart is thumping, and she closes her eyes. âZade⦠Zade he-
his left eye, itâs not normal. Thereâs something more⦠he⦠they want the dust.â
Sheâs panicking and I freeze, thinking I heard something. I place a finger to my lips as I listen, but
thereâs only silence. Standing up, I strip out of several layers of clothes and ready the gun Iâve brought.
Just in case.
I need to get Mom out of here, but I donât trust using my phone not knowing who I can call. Who is
close enough to come to my help?
Dadâs strange message is now making me worry about him, too. What if they got him, too?
âMom, calm down. Tell me, my brother â Zade, he is part of the Sable⦠What does he look like?â I ask,
brushing her hair back gently. She flinches and I feel the matted blood.
How could they do this?!
âAuburn hair, grey eyes, but one- one eye changes.â She says, her eyes widening with horror.
I nod. âAnd who else, do you know anyone else that you can tell me about? Who did this?â I ask gently,
knowing she couldnât tell me those who attacked us back when we were newborns.
She tenses. âIt was Zade⦠he did thisâ¦â She closes her eyes as another wave of tears seeps from her
eyes.
How could heâ¦
âYou need to know. I have to tell you where the dust is,â she whispers, suddenly looking at me with
sharp eyes.
Moon Dust.
âYou mean Moon Dust, right?â I whisper. She nods, her heart thundering violently.
âThe Dust⦠it will lead you. Look Zaia, you need to leave, they are out â blood.. The Dust â my old
home, under the stairs. In the closet, at the back, there is a floorboard. Under there.â Her words
become incoherent, and her eyes become glassy.
Iâm listening to everything carefully. Making sure I donât miss anything she is saying. The Moon Dust,
mom has some?
âAre you- listen to me. Tell no one. We have to keep it secret.â Her eyes sharpen as she stares at me
imploringly.
âI will, I promise,â I say gently. She nods, and suddenly she seems to still. She looks at me seriously
and smiles softly. âIâm glad I got to see you one more time⦠you know⦠I didnât tell them, no matter
what they did.â
âDonât say that Mom, this is not the last time,â I say. Sheâs scaring me. âI did my best.â Tears stream
down her cheeks, and I tilt my head, caressing her face.
âYou did well Mom, Iâm so proud of you.â
âI want to fix things between us⦠I⦠I did your father wrong. I was an awful mate, an awful wife⦠but I
have always loved him and you⦠I⦠I want you safe, donât trust them. Thereâs more of them That boy
who used to play in the woods⦠he is one of them⦠M-My father too⦠He⦠He was the one who took
him.â
She flinches and I frown. What boy?
âGrandfather?â
As far as I knew, my grandfather was not in touch with Momâ¦
âHe is one of them and that pathetic woman who thinks she-â she coughsâ Donât trust A-â
She coughs again, and I see a trickle of blood run down her cheek.
âWho Mom?â
âShe was⦠she is on their side. A- A.â Sheâs struggling, and I can tell sheâs trying her best. She opens
her mouth, but no sound comes out as her eyes roll shut. âAhâ¦â
âMom!â I say, my heart thumping as I hear hers beginning to fade. âNo⦠no!â
Iâm losing herâ¦
Her mouth moves but no sound comes out and over my thundering heart, Iâm unable to make out what
sheâs saying.
My stomach twists as I remember back then she said she couldnât say or something would happen.
Is this some kind of magic?
Would it kill her?
No, please no!
I need to get help! I take out my phone, dropping the gun onto the bed, but I freeze when I realise her
heartbeat is gone.
Mom is goneâ¦
I stare at the bruised, battered body before me, realising I failed her⦠and now, Iâve lost her. Tears
sting my eyes, blurring my vision as I stare down at the body before me.
Lifelessâ¦
The phone slips from my hand, my thundering heart loud in my ears and my breath shaky. Iâm about to
touch her when I see the faint shadow fall over me.
The shadow of someone silently approaching me from behindâ¦