Chapter 12
I Am The Luna
Chapter 12
ZAIA.
âNaya!â Atticusâs voice calls, and I freeze.
The name he said heâll call me by⦠Oh no...
I turn gracefully and look at him, smiling brightly.
His brown hair is styled back, making him look a lot sharper without the tousled mess it usually is in. Heâs in a dark grey suit that makes his eyes look a tad lighter, paired with a teal mask and tie.
âAtticus,â I reply, trying to make my voice sound a little pitchy.
Heâll know⦠thereâs no way you can live with someone for three years and not be able to recognise them from close. I canât go over there.
Yet Atticus has other plans, and to my dismay, he motions me over, making my heart thunder.
Thinking fast, I raise a finger and gesture to the left. âOne moment, I have to check on something.â I mouth to him, bluffing.
He tilts his head, smiling, before he walks over to me.
For once Iâm relieved he came over to me rather than persist. He touches my upper arms, giving them a gentle squeeze. âHey, are you alright?â
I nod. âAbsolutely, I just want to make sure everything is in place,â I reply quietly, certain that
Sebastian can probably hear me.
âYou look beautiful tonight⦠Iâm glad you were up to coming.â
I didnât really have a choiceâ¦
âThank you, you do too. I mean, you look handsome, not beautiful.â I reply, internally cringing at my mix-up.
He lets out a breathy laugh, reaching up and caressing my cheek - much to my surprise, and it takes my all not to move away from him.
âThank you,â he replies before he bends down and kisses my cheek.
I can feel several pairs of eyes searing into me, but thereâs one pair that is burning holes through my
head.
Sebastianâs.
Does he suspect something?
âCome, allow me to introduce you to Alpha Sebastian King.â
I look at Sebastian before lowering my gaze. âOf course.â
Atticus offers me his arm and I hesitantly loop my hand around it and allow him to guide me over to
them.
What do I do? Goddess, what do I do?
Iâm dragging my feet, walking slowly as Sebastianâs piercing blue eyes continue to burn into me, as if delaying it will somehow stop me from having to come face-to-face with him.
Suddenly someone knocks into me, and something cold splashes down my arm and over the skirt of my dress.
I gasp, my foot catching in the hem of my gown, making me stumble. I grab onto Atticus, my other hand going to my belly protectively, just as Sebastian steps forward, almost as if to grab hold of me, but whoever bumped into me grabs my upper arm, pulling me back.
âShit, sorry! I am so sorry!â
Jai?
I turn to look at the man who has ruined my dress.
My saviourâ¦
âI am so sorry, miss,â he says apologetically, as a snarl rips through Atticusâs throat.
âYou will be more careful. If anything happened to my woman, youâ¦â
His woman?
âIt was a mistake, and sheâs ok. Iâm sorry Alpha,â Jai says, raising his hands in defence.
His gaze dips to mine, and his eyes soften.
He did it on purpose as he recognised meâ¦
âGet out of here before you are forced out.â Atticus spits venomously.
âYou should know better than to threaten my men,â Sebastian growls.
Their auras are raging around them as the ballroom falls silent.
âItâs alright, Iâm ok,â I murmur, keeping my head down as I gather my wet skirts. âIâll just go clean up.â
I spot Valerie, who is standing beside Jai, but thereâs no way Iâll be able to speak to her now.
âExcuse me,â I murmur to Atticus before I pull away gently.
I look back, worried for Jai, when I see Sebastian block Atticusâs path.
His gaze flicks to me almost as if he knows Iâm watching them and I quickly turn away, and hurry into the crowdâ¦
I reach the side hall, making my way to the bathroom. My heart is thudding and only when my phone vibrates, and I fumble with the latch on my clutch bag do I realise that Iâm shaking.
VALERIE: Iâm coming, wait in the bathroom.
Goddess, that was nerve-wracking.
I walk over to the sink and open the faucet, staring at my reflection.
Thank God Jai came. I hope he doesnât get into troubleâ¦
This was not how the evening was meant to goâ¦
I bite my lip, feeling my heart clench.
He even brought her here⦠but obviously, why wouldnât he?
I donât know why itâs upsetting me. I know that we never heard anything about my divorce, and there was no rumour about Annalise becoming the Luna. Even Val told me that⦠but what was I
expecting? Them not to be together?
But⦠they are together regardless of if sheâs the official Luna. If it wasnât for his parents, she would be Luna already. I am certain they are the only ones stopping her from becoming Luna.
âSo, this is where youâve been cooped up for the last few months.â
I freeze when the bathroom is pushed right open and none other than Annalise steps inside, shutting the door behind her.
She knew it was meâ¦
âOh please, we arenât in one of your stupid romance novels where a mask is going to keep your identity a secret. You made a good attempt with the makeup, but youâre still Zaia.â She sneers.
âAnd what do you want?â I ask, turning to her.
âI just thought Iâd come to see my precious sister. I never thought youâd move on so fast. And there you were acting all broken-hearted. Trying to buy pity.â
I scoff, smirking.
âReally Annalise? And why should I remain brokenhearted? Iâm over Sebastian and I really donât
care what he does with his life. As you said, Iâve moved on.â
âOh? And does Alpha Atticus know youâre his rivalâs ex-Luna? Or did you somehow trick him into getting you pregnant to trap him?â
âHe knows everything, donât you worry,â I mutter. How petty is she. âIâm not the type to trap anyone, Annalise. Whatever I do, I do openly.â
âYet you clearly slept with him the moment you rejected Sebastianâ¦â She trails off as if something suddenly occurred to her.
She frowns, staring at my belly, and I place a hand on it protectively. Thereâs a glimmer of confusion in her eyes.
âYou look at least eight monthsâ¦â she mutters. Her face pales and she stares at me, as realisation dawns upon her. âNo⦠No⦠tell me itâs not true⦠it shouldnât have happenedâ¦â
âWhatâs wrong Annalise, does it hurt to know that Iâm carrying your manâs child?â
Iâm not planning on telling her Iâm carrying twins. I also know my secret is safe enough with her. She will not tell Sebastian because she wants him all for herself.
Her eyes flash as she curses.
âHow dare you! You-you canât be pregnant! You miscarriedâ¦. Val-Valerie said⦠the bitch lied.â
âDonât call her a bitch.â I warn, my eyes blazing. âYou clearly arenât happy in your own life, Annalise, if you have to interfere in mine. Neither can you accept the fact that, despite carrying Sebastianâs
pup, no one wants to see you as his Luna. Tell me, have you come here to try to rain on my parade?â
She looks offended. âWhat?â she scoffs.
âYou heard me. Are you that unsatisfied in your life that you find happiness in hurting others?â I ask icily.
She clenches her jaw, touching her stomach. âDonât get so full of yourself, Zaia. The pack knows that this baby is their future Alpha, as for your child, if-â
The door opens, and she stops as Valerie freezes, looking between us.
Annalise looks between us before she claps slowly.
âOh? So, you knew your precious friend was here, thatâs why you were so adamant to come along. I wonder if Sebastian would be happy to hear that.â She sneers.
âI can handle him,â Valerie replies confidently, her eyes cold as she glares at Annalise. âYou should go. There were several women all over Sebastian and he doesnât seem to be missing you.â
That makes her tense before she turns back to me.
âWell⦠dear sister, Iâll leave you for now⦠until we meet again,â she says in a sing-song voice, coming closer to me. She leans over, adjusting her mask and hair before she turns and pauses.
She looks over her shoulder at me before she moves closer. Iâm about to push her away when she
wraps one arm around me in a sudden one-armed hug, one that is painfully tight.
âMake sure Sebastian does not learn that that child is hisâ¦. We wouldnât want anything to happen to it, right?â she threatens in such a faint whisper I almost donât hear it.
My face pales as she moves back and caresses my belly, this time I shove her away, roughly clutching my stomach.
âDonât touch me!â I hiss, how dare she⦠she threatened my baby!
She lets out a tinkling laugh as she pushes past Valerie and leaves the bathroom.
I gasp as I grip the counter as Valerie moves closer. âZaia⦠are you alright? What did the evil witch say?â
I shake my head. âIt doesnât matter.â
Valerie has to return to that pack. I canât make things harder for her. âJust stay alert and be wary of her Valerie, I donât want you getting hurt because of me.â
âIâll be fine. You need to take care of yourself, Zaia. This evening was a mess. I wasnât expecting you to go over to Sebastian like that! I thought you were staying low!â she whispers, glancing
towards the shut door.
I nod. âI was, but Atticus didnât leave me an option,â I explain, sighing.
âBe wary of him⦠heâs still the enemyâ¦â
I donât reply. What option do I have?
âThank Jai for me. He didnât need to do that, but he did. Did you have to nag him to help?â I ask apologetically.
She shakes her head, and a slight blush coats her cheeks.
âNo, it was actually his idea,â she mutters with an eye roll. âAs much as I want to chat and catch up, I need to go before someone notices Iâm gone.â
I nod. She reaches under her dress, and I smile at the leg strap sheâs wearing. Ever efficient.
âHere⦠I want you to take these every night⦠ok?â
âWhat are they? I ask curiously.
She hesitates. âI sent a friend in Chicago some of your blood samples, recent ones plus some older ones, there are traces of poisoning in your system or so he thinks.â
I stare at her, shocked.
Poison?
âWhat?â I manage to ask.
"Itâs hard to pinpoint, as our cells still regenerate fast, but if heâs right, it means whateverâs poisoning you is still somehow being consumed by you,â she explains quickly.
âAre you sure?â I ask quietly.
âHe was 90 percent sure, look, Zay, please, just be careful with what you eat and what you drink from here on out, because I think someone knows youâre here and whoever it is⦠is still somehow
making sure you are affected by the poison⦠This is a special antidote, make sure you take it every nightâ¦.â
My heart is thumping as I grip the counter.
Who would be so cruel to try to hurt a pregnant woman and why? What have I done to harm anyone?
Annalise.
But deep down, I donât think sheâs capable of such a complicated operationâ¦
Did she have help?
Is there someone watching me that I donât know of?
The bathroom door opens as two women step inside, laughing and chattering away, unaware of the dark atmosphere that hangs above our heads.
The merriment from outside fills the bathroom, but all I feel is dread, unable to focus on anything but the fact that someone wants me hurt, or worseâ¦
Dead.