Chapter 194
I Am The Luna
Chapter 0194
ZAIA.
I stare down at the mark. Itâs almost the same as mine, Valâs and Atticusâs, but thereâs one thing that
sticks out to me. The triangular point is facing downwards⦠Where all of ours has an upside-down V
that forms a triangle shape, his is like an inverted version of ours.
More so, somehow it just looks more⦠sinister?
Iâm not sure if itâs the correct word, but deep down I feel as if something isnât right.
This mark was not on him before. Iâve seen this man naked countless times, kissed his neck right here
so many timesâ¦
Unease flits through me as Sebastian watches me intently.
âHow is thisâ¦possible?â I murmur, trying to mask my concern.
Why is it different?
Sebastian rubs the back of his neck as I trace the mark, slowly ignoring the shiver that runs down my
spine.
âI donât know⦠but when the three of you touched, I felt a sharp pain, and I heard a voice, something
like âForgive me and how Iâm the wildcard?â Iâm not sure⦠I fell unconscious after that. Maybe I
imagined it all or maybe itâs linkedâ¦â he says quietly, lost in thought.
I stare at him for a moment before getting off his lap and slipping my
coat on.
âWhat do you mean, you heard a voice?â I ask sharply, looking down
at him.
He sighs frustratedly as he sits back. âI might have forgotten to
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mention it with everything going on. We got caught up with a lot of cr ap going on,â he says as if that
explains it away as he observes me intently.
His words only irritate me.
I canât read him, heâs wearing one of his sharp shrewd businessmen expressions and I can never make
out what heâs thinking when heâs like this.
âHow do you forget to mention something so vital? It literally takes two minutes to share something like
that! I mean, it doesnât even take a minute! Thatâs not something you can just brush off, Sebastian!â I
say, wringing my hands, exasperated. âAt this rate, who knows what else you might have forgotten to
mention!â
I donât know why Iâm so annoyed, but I canât deny that the mark has left me shaken.
He frowns deeply, looking up at me. âNothing else, relax Zaia, why are you overreacting?â a
Excuse me?
âReally? Are you actually saying Iâm overreacting?â I frown back at him, trying to calm my irritation.
maybe I amâ¦
âYes. You are. Things happened. It wasnât intentional that I didnât mention it,â he growls.
âWell, it surely means something,â I murmur.
The difference in the design is whatâs getting to me the most.
âWell, Iâm sure youâll figure it out,â he says, standing up.
I look at him sharply. Thereâs a hint of annoyance in his voice and I grab hold of his arm. âSebastian.
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He sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. âSorry⦠I just mean not everything is necessary to share.
Some things are irrelevant and donât need to be discussed.â.
His words sting. Are they really irrelevant?
âDid you know?â I ask accusingly.
âNo. Iâm just saying.â
âWeâre meant to be a team⦠Iâd have thought that meant sharing everything.â I say softly.
Just how I shared the fact that Gerard kissed me with him.
He doesnât answer, and the atmosphere in the room is suddenly cold.
âWell, goodnight⦠Iâll work on getting you out,â I say, turning away.
âDonât do this, Zaia,â he says quietly, gripping my wrist.
âDo what?â I say, looking at him over my shoulder. âI just donât have anything to say.â
Our eyes meet and for a moment I feel like saying so much, but I donât know what I want to say or how.
Once again, he doesnât answer, but he pulls me close, wrapping his arms around me tightly.
âI donât want to lose you⦠Letâs not argue,â he says quietly.
Itâs my turn to stay quiet and I close my eyes, allowing him to hold me for a few moments. I just wish he
understood that right now, every little thing that happens is important to share, but we arenât seeing eye
to eye on this matter and whatâs worse is he doesnât want to.
He kisses the top of my head, and I gently pull away. âIâm just worried about everything, Bastien⦠I just
donât want to be careless.â
He caresses my cheek. âYou never are⦠youâve always been the better of us two. You donât need me.â
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