Chapter 3
I Am The Luna
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ZAIA.
Once back home, everywhere I look I see him, see the life we built together here. Crippling pain
consumes me at what Iâm leaving behind, but I wonât allow him to
take more from me.
I wonât let him hurt the life growing inside me. These babies are as much mine as they are his and I will
do my best for them.
I begin packing, taking only the bare essentials, and dumping them into a suitcase.
The quicker I am out of here, the better.
I write a quick note to Emma, thanking her for her services.
Picking up the divorce agreement, I sit down at the dining table. The silence in the
house is deafening.
Emma must have finished her work by now and left. With shaking hands, I sign the
papers and close the file and with it, the door to that chapter of my life.
Plucking up my phone, I stare at my motherâs number. I havenât called her in a while. ⦠Although she
and my father are separated, she too had been against me marrying
Sebastian.
However, I know sheâll understand me better than anyone⦠After all, my father left.
her for none other than Annaliseâs mother.
My parents were destined mates, but my father had an affair with another woman,
hence Annalise was born, mere days apart from me.
My stepmother didnât only take away my Momâs mate, she took my dad from me
too.
When I was little, we were close, but my stepmother didnât like it and always instigated him against me
and tried to cause a rift between us. In the end, she
succeeded.
Even though I was raised with luxuries and given the best education, our
relationship simply became a formality to him. A responsibility he no longer wanted.
As I grew up, my father kept in contact. Of course, heâd even drop by on my birthdays, but the moment
I refused to give up Sebastian for Annalise, he had
disowned me too.
I will go to Momâs home and ask if I can stay there for a few days. Just long enough for me to sort
things out with myself.
Tears trek down my face as I slip my wedding band from my finger and place it on top of the divorce
file. Grabbing the handle of my suitcase, I pull it along,telling
Ethan to bring the car.
With a last, lingering glance down the hall, I take my leave.
His betrayal from last night still echoes in my ears. The anger in his voice still haunts me. The memory
of him and Annalise in the office still stings.
I thought this pregnancy might save our bond, but I was a fool to think so. I should have known he
would never believe me over her, when once again he accused me of lying to him.
Stepping outside, I see the rain has stopped, a rainbow spreads across the sky, welcoming me with
open arms, but I canât appreciate its beauty, not today. The weight on my shoulders is heavy, the pain
already beginning to claw at my insides.
A sharp pang in my chest almost brings me to my knees, my vision blurring. A soft whimper escapes
my lips before I can contain it.
The sound of a car door banging shut makes me look up.
Bastien?
âLuna! Are you alright?â
Ethanâ¦
I nod, trying to remain strong. âYes. Please take me to my Motherâs home.â
âYes, of course, come
Lunaâ¦â He assists me into the car, placing my suitcase in the
bag and gets in the driverâs seat.
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âShe lives on Oak Mill Drive.â I say weakly. Iâm no longer able to hold back my tears. as I stare at my
home that now disappears from view.
âYes, Luna, I will take you there immediately.â He murmurs, his tone surprisingly. gentle. His eyes meet
mine in the rearâview mirror, filled with a concern that is
foreign to me.
I rest my head on the window as we drive through town, the passing cars and people.
a blur.
We reach my Motherâs street after a good twentyâminute drive and I point out her pale green door. The
paint is peeling, and it looks more worn than I remember it, but it brings back a surge of nostalgia from
my childhood.
When was the last time I visited her here?â
Itâs been far too long.
Ethan opens the door for me, before he quickly goes to grab my suitcase and carries
it to the front door for me. When he places my suitcase down, I pass him an envelope. He looks at me,
surprised.
âWhat is this, Maâam?â
âJust a token of my gratitude for all you have done.â
âLunaâ¦â
âGoodbye, Ethan.â I say. He hesitates but nods and takes his leave.
I see the curtains twitch in a few of the windows. In this small winding street,
everyone is always curious when an unfamiliar face shows up, especially when itâs
in a luxury car which doesnât fit here.
I wait for him to drive away before taking a deep breath and knock on the door.
My nerves are playing up and Iâm beginning to doubt my decision. Maybe I should
just check into a hotel. I shouldnât have come here..
Iâm about to grab my suitcase and run, when the door is pulled open and I find myself staring into my
Momâs grey eyes.
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âMomâ¦â
âZaia?â She replies, shocked. Her eyes fall on the suitcase before she looks searchingly into my eyes.
âIs everything alright?â
suitcase Iâm unable to reply, my eyes welling with tears. She picks up my glances around the street and
beckons me inside, closing the door on the prying eyes that may be watching us and pulls me into a
comforting hug, and I finally break down. Sobbing my heart out at my broken marriage and the loss of
my mate.
Ten minutes later, I am sitting on the wornâout settee in the small living room. Blowing my nose on a
tissue as I sniffle.
âDoes he know you are pregnant?â Mom asks as she rubs my back, her lips pursed,
frowning deeply.
I shake my head, âNo, thereâs no point, Mom. He is completely smitten with Annalise now that sheâs
back. I donât think I should use these babies to trap him in a marriage
he clearly wants no part in.â a
Mom sighs and nods her head.
âIf you donât want him to know, then weâll keep it secret. Babies are never the way to keep a man. He
once dropped Annalise for you, even if he remains with you. temporarily because of the children. He
will drop you one day, just as he has done.
now.â 1
âMom, we were destined mates. You know how important that is. I did not think heâd do this.â I protest.
Itâs not like I stole anything that did not belong to me!
She sighs, patting my arm. âYes dear, I do, but only relying on the mate bond is not enough to keep a
couple together. You knew this, but you had fallen in love with him and chose to ignore that. But he
clearly didnât care enough.â
âI knowâ¦â I murmur, feeling saddened that she still thinks that, after all, Sebastian had treated me
well⦠up until now, anyway.
âHas he rejected you yet?â Mom asks when Iâm a little calmer.
I shake my head. âNot yet, but Iâm sure he will soon.â
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âWill his rejection harm the babies?â
I shake my head. âNo, I did ask Valerie, but she said I will probably not be able to have any more
children after this.â
âGoddess! Zaia, we canât let him reject you then. It will ruin your chances of being a
mother!â:
âMom! I still have them, these two precious babies that are growing inside of me. They are more than
enough. Besides, I donât think I can ever love again.â I say quietly, placing a hand on my stomach. âIâve
made up my mind. I will let him go. I hope you can support this decision and keep it secret.
Reaching out, I hold her hand tightly in mine. Her hands are colder and feel more wrinkled than the last
time I held them. I give them a squeeze, hoping sheâll
understand.
âVery well⦠I donât think you need him. Tomorrow go and be over and done with him. Then you can
focus on yourself and your children. You are still young Zaia, you will find someone better.â
âWill I? Then tell me, Mom, why havenât you moved on?â
She stands up, my words clearly upsetting her. âMy situation was⦠different.â
âIâm sorry Mom.â I say getting up. She turns back to me and smiles sadly as she
shakes her head.
âNo Zaia, itâs alright, weâll be ok.â She says before pulling me into a warm embrace, one that I truly
need. âYou have me, your children have me, we will move away from this pack, somewhere on the
outskirts of the city or further away. Somewhere he will never be able to find you, or try to take your
children. I promise you, I will keep
you safe.â 1
I nod and Mom takes her leave, saying sheâll go prepare my bedroom for me, leaving
me alone in that ornate living room.
After a few moments, as I listen to the floorboards creaking under her weight as she
moves around upstairs, I take my phone from my bag.
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Taking a deep steadying breath, I dial Sebastianâs number, it only rings once before.
he picks it up.
âHello?â
âI want to let you know that Iâve signed the papers, and I have left.â I say, trying to
keep my voice steady.
Heâs silent for a moment. âGood to know. We will hold the rejection tomorrow
morning. Come to my office at 9 oâclock sharp.â
Like itâs just another business appointment.
âThatâs fine, I will be at the pack hall on time.â I reply quietly.
âOk.â
I hang up, my heart pounding against my ribs, matching the rhythm of the clock that hangs ominously
on the wall. He doesnât even regret his decision, not even one bit.
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