Chapter 31
I Am The Luna
I Am The Luna by Moonlight Muse Chapter 31
A Storm
ZAIA. He unbuckles his belt sexily. Slow and teasingly. The thin strip of hair that travels from his belly
button down past his belt and into his pants makes me swallow hard. His defined V and his abs are all
drool-worthy.
Heâs watching me with a hunger that I never thought Iâd ever see again⦠One that makes me light-
headed, but heâs playing on my emotions. I am not going to throw away everything I built for one taste
of heaven and sin.
I twirl around, turning my back to him as my heart pounds. âYou really lack common courtesy,
Sebastian,â I scold icily as I stare out through the gaps in the blinds at the violent storm.
The fact that my babies are home alone without me is making me uneasy. I do need to return⦠if I set
off- I gasp when his arm reaches past me, and he parts the blind, peering out.
âItâs bad.â He murmurs. âWe might just have to wait it out.â âNo,â I say, my gaze dipping down before I
can stop myself, but heâs put on the sweatpants.
Thank the Goddess! My cheeks burn at the fact I had a look down. âDisappointed?â he asks in a husky
growl. I roll my eyes.
âNo, keep dreaming,â I reply before I look into those startling blue eyes, becoming serious. âI canât wait
it out. The children are home and with everything Iâve learned, Iâm even more scared for them.â
He frowns and glances at the door. âI understand completely, with the Scotts back, perhaps you might
have to use the window to get outâ¦â He says, looking me over. I tilt my head, rather surprised at how
fast he has agreed, but Iâm grateful. I nod, hesitating as I look down.
âThink I could give you my number, so we can keep in touch? We need to figure this out without any
secrets. Iâll get a second phone so we canât be traced.â
He tilts his head as he crosses his arms, leaning against the wall, as his muscles flex.
âIs that even a question? However, I came prepared,â he says before he moves away from the window
and walks to the briefcase thatâs on the table and takes out a small simple phone. âMy number is in
there, and just keep it switched off when not using it,â he finishes, holding it out to me.
I nod, my gaze falling to how dangerously low those sweatpants are sitting. Goddess, does he have to
torture me like that? He coughs, a glint of amusement in his eyes, and I frown, snatching the phone
haughtily from him.
âThisâll do,â I say. Iâm about to move past him to put the phone into my bag, when he grabs hold of my
wrist, tugging me close. I glare up at him, but that amusement in his eyes remains.
âIf you want to touch or look, feel free to do so,â he says, pulling my hand against his hard abs. Oh,
goddessâ¦
My heart thuds as I feel his firm skin beneath my fingers. Tingles of pleasure rush through me as he
moves my hand slowly lower over the plains of his god-like body.
I canât deny, no matter how foolish, or an idiot Sebastian is, he is built like a god and one that you
would willingly worship.
Focus, Zaia. That cocky, infuriating yet sexy smirk of his is growing and I think itâs high time I remind
him that I am not falling for him.
I soften my expression, pouting slightly as I slowly toss the phone. He passes me onto the bed and
steps closer. My heart is going crazy and his scent is driving me nuts, I rake my eyes over him and for
a moment Iâm distracted by one of the necklaces that hang around his neck. A necklace I had
purchased for him⦠years agoâ¦
I look down, letting my hands run down, precariously close to the band of his sweatpants. His muscles
tènse and I bite my lip.
âAre you enjoying that⦠Alpha?â
Heâs about to reply when he narrows his eyes, a flicker of suspicion in them and I canât help but smile
deviously as I suddenly grab onto a few of the hairs that travel downwards and yank on them hard.
âFuck!â He hisses, cursing as he tries to keep his voice down as he pulls back. I cock a brow as I raise
my hand level to my face, looking at the few hairs I managed to pluck between my fingertips.
âOh dear, I think I was a little rough.â I pout, before I look at him, smirking at the deathly glare heâs
giving me.
I let the hair go, dusting my fingers off as I pick up the phone and shove it into my bag. âDonât overstep
Sebastian⦠from here on we are simply partners to find out who is behind all of this and why. Aside
from that⦠we are nothing.â I say quietly.
The pain of a broken heart doesnât vanish overnight, and I am not going to lower my walls to simply be
hurt all over again. He doesnât reply and I twist my hair back, putting my wig back on.
âIâve been doing my own research over the years and there are things Iâve discovered. Iâll share this
with you at another time⦠however, my first priority is Valerie. We cannot let her die⦠can you
command the Scotts that as they belong to your pack they must obey and not take her off. I know itâs
unfair, but you know how to be a dick, right?â
âFor you, yeah sure. What do you have in mind?â he asks icily, his voice now emotionless.
The s3xual tension between us has almost fully disappeared, but in its wake, it has left a painful
reminder of the broken bond between us. I have to be selfish and protect my own heart first.
âThereâs the ancient book of healing that talks of the healing powers of the moon. I know itâs possible
lore⦠but we are werewolves. Surely there must be some truth in it. I want you to buy me some time
whilst I look into it.â
âGot it. Rest assured, I will not allow them to pull the plug.â
âThank you,â I say quietly as I slip my jacket.
âAre you leaving?â he asks. I nod. âYes, I need to get back,â I say quietly as I push the blinds up and
slip my shades.
The weather is far worse than I thought. The rain is pouring down so fast that nothing is visible.
I donât even need my wig, because the amount of rain that is hammering down is intense and no one
can see me in this.
If this continues, the roads will become flooded. âIâm coming with you,â he says suddenly. âWe shouldnât
be seen together.â I remind him as I unlatch the window ever so quietly.
âNo⦠but Iâm not letting you out there like that,â he replies firmly. I glance over my shoulder as I
shoulder my bag, seeing him pulling out a hoodie and a jacket of Jaiâs before he grabs his briefcase
and his own jacket.
âAre you serious?â I whisper.
âYes, Iâll leave Jai a message. Weâll work on Valerieâs family and decide our next course of action.â He
says, pulling the hood up and I have to admit he doesnât look like himself. He shoves his clothes and
briefcase into a gym bag and shoulders it.
Sebastian rarely wore hoodies and sweatpants aside from training and seeing him like this, no one
would recognise him, let alone in this rain, anyway.
I lift the window and gasp as the rain hits my face. I quickly climb out and Sebastian is behind me after
leaving a quick hote for Jai.
âYou didnât leave a name, right?â
âNo,â he says quietly as he jumps out silently and pulls the window shut. Weâre drenched. This time itâs
not only him who is soaking wet, and itâs so cold.
âCome on,â he says quietly. Taking hold of my wrist, he breaks into a run, and we head back to where I
left my car.
âWe are going to be soaked through!â I call to Sebastian.
The wig Iâm wearing is already soaked and so is my natural hair. My pants, my shirt, everything is
soaked and Iâm not looking forward to getting into the car like this.
Goddess!
âNot much can be done,â he replies quietly. The rest of the ten-minute run to the car passes in silence,
and I find myself staring at his back.
I know I told him that going forward we are only partners on this mission or whatever you want to call it,
but looking at his back now, I know that is going to be hard. He slows as the entrance building comes
into view, and I slowly tug out of his grip.
âIâll message you when Iâm home,â I say, trying not to shiver. I can only see his lips, but he shakes his
head.
âI told you Iâm not letting you out there like this, but I also canât be seen leaving with you. Get your car,
drive out, and once weâre a hundred or so yards from the pack borders, Iâll flag you down.â
âSebas-â
âItâs not up for discussion⦠I let you out there alone once⦠not again⦠plus you canât drive in this
weather, Zaia, you know that, he replies quietly. I can barely hear him over the downpour and so I donât
argue. He isnât wrong.
âOk, fine,â I say, as he remains in the shadows, and I hurry back towards my car.
Twenty minutes later, Iâm travelling at 5 miles per hour as I try to make out the road ahead of me. The
guard at the entrance had advised me I should sit out the storm, but I had politely refused, saying I
must get home to my family.
He reluctantly agreed and told me to drive safely before letting me out. I had half a mind to simply drive
away without stopping for Sebastian, but when something bangs on my driverâs side.
window, I slam my foot on the brake, my heart hammering until I realise itâs him. I pull the window down
a little.
âFor godâs sake! You scared me!â
âMove over.â He says. I donât argue driving in this us extremely difficult at this rate Iâll get home
tomorrow or dead.
Unlocking the car doors, I slide into the passenger side. He gets in, and suddenly the place just seems
too tight.
To think I got away from him, from the bedroom to now being cooped into this tight car all alone with
him for goddess knows how long.
The rain only gets worse, and even with him driving we are travelling slow. The roads are becoming
flooded and at times we have to take a detour.
âWe need to stop for the night.â He voices. the thought that has crossed my own mind for the last half
an hour repeatedly, but I didnât want to suggest it.
I remain silent, staring at the phone. I had tried to get in contact with Mom but to no avail. There just
isnât any signal.
âLook⦠I tried, Zaia. Trust me, this isnât some sort of plot to get you alone,â he says, staring out into the
darkness. âI know⦠fine⦠Letâs stop somewhere.â I say quietly as I clutch my phone/tightly.
âWeâll find a lodge or something. Hopefully, theyâll have a phone or signal so you can call home,
alright?â He says, now changing direction as we drive down a path in search of somewhere to stop for
the night.
âOkâ¦â I reply.
I sure hope so.