Chapter 34
I Am The Luna
I Am The Luna by Moonlight Muse Chapter 34
A Couple of Plans
ZAIA. âZaia, is everything ok?â I look up at Mom from where Iâm slicing the potatoes for the evening
meal.
âOf course, why do you ask?â I smile. Mom looks concerned from where sheâs braiding Siaâs hair at the
kitchen table.
âYou donât cook unless you have a lot on your mind.â She says with a knowing look of understanding in
her eyes.
I returned yesterday morning and although I filled her in on everything with Valerie; I refrained from
telling her what went down between Sebastian and me.
I donât know why, but I know how she would have disapproved of me spending the night with him, and
that would only make me feel worseâ¦
My heart clenches as I remember that morningâ¦.
(FLASHBACK)
My eyes flutter open and I find myself cocooned in warmth. I snuggle back against the hard wall of
muscle behind me when I tense. Wall of muscle?
Sebastian!
Iâm about to pull away when I realise that my head is on his arm, his hand clamped around my breast,
his other arm firmly around my hips, holding me tightly against himâ¦
Heâs asleep, I can tell from his steady heartbeatâ¦
âSleep Foxieâ¦â He murmurs, burying his face into my neck. âYou smell goodâ¦â
He used to always hold me like thisâ¦
I donât want to get up. For a fleeting moment, I want to enjoy the warmth and comfort that his embrace
offers meâ¦
Irritation at my weak resolve makes me glare at the wall, and I slowly free myself from his hold. I have
to make sure I never get into this predicament ever again! I need to leaveâ¦
(END OF FLASHBACK)
âZaia darling, please answer me,â Mom says, making me look over my shoulder at her.
âValerie.â I lie, well it isnât a complete lie. Valerie has been on my mind, and I have been doing some
research. âOh, you are thinking about the therapy, correct?â
I smile. âYes, you can call it that. I know in this day and age the practices of our ancestors arenât
implemented at all, but I truly feel Iâm onto something.â
âOh, I have no doubt. So is Jai going to ask Sebastian to allow Valerie to be brought here? You know
how he is so stubborn!â
Mom says with distaste. âI know, but hopefully for Jai, he listens,â I say shortly. I have made it clear we
will not discuss Sebastian in front of the kids, especially not in a negative light.
I close my eyes, hoping she didnât catch my tone, and if she did, that she plays it off to my irritation with
Sebastian.
I look at my reflection in the kitchen window, wondering who would want us apart? Who is so hellbent
on hurting us?
âDonât let it get to you Zaia, it isnât your fault you didnât know about Valerie,â Mom says as Sia slides off
the stool and walks over to me.
âLook Mama, I made the moon.â She says, giving me an adorable smile as she holds her paper up to
me. I crouch down and take it from her. âOh, itâs beautiful! Should we hang this somewhere?â
I ask. She tilts her head, thinking deeply. âWe hang it near Aunty Valerie, then the moon will heal her.â
She says in her adorable little voice. I look at her sharply, my heart skipping a beat. The theory Iâve
been discussing with Momâ¦
I wrap my arms around my little princess and hug her tightly. âThat is the perfect plan,â I say, stroking
her hair.
âWell, since Sia agrees, we have to!â Mom says. I nod as I stand up, carrying Sia. âYes, deep down, I
feel that this will help. We are werewolves, Mom. When I was there, there was brain movement. Sheâs
in there.â
âAnd we will save her, right Mommy?â Sia asks. I nod. I told them a little about Valerie when they asked
where I went, and both had been very curious.
When I explained to them, they had been understanding, and of course, asked many questions. They
may be three years old, but they are bright. Iâm just waiting for the day that they ask about their fatherâ¦
âWhat is the meaning of this, Zaia?â Dad asks. Weâre in my new office, one floor up, at the Toussaint
Headquarters, and he has just placed a file down in front of me. I glance up at him curiously before
looking down at the first printed page in the file.
âNew CEO Zaia Toussaint of Toussaint Empires turns down Business Tycoon Atticus Payneâs
proposal.â I read aloud before I cock my brow. âI donât want to lose focus on what I am doing, Father. I
have come so far, and I plan to focus everything I have on my career, not on me.â
I push aside the file and cross my legs as I look across at him. Heâs agitated, almost as if he just wants
to blow.
âIs something else the matter, Father?â I ask, frowning slightly. âNo, aside from someone else stepping
in on the Zero project, thereâs a high chance we might lose that deal.â He grunts. âIf we had Atticusâs
backup, I think we could have secured the position and proved we have the capacity to handle the
project.â
Marry him for a business deal?
âThe one by the mountains⦠look, Dad, donât worry, Iâm flying out there for the meeting and Iâm
extremely confident Iâll get the deal. What company has joined the race?â I ask, tapping my pen on the
file.
âSebastian Kingâs.â Dad almost snarls. My heart skips a beat at the mention of Sebastian. Why would
he do that? Everyone knows that our company is interested in that project. Why now?
Youâre messing with my mind again, Sebastianâ¦
âAnd itâs why I donât think you should go. Iâll go.â
âNo,â I say, standing up. âI worked on this project for so long, I will not let anyone take it from me, not
you Dad, or Sebastian. If he wants to compete for it, then Iâm up for the competition, but I am not taking
a back seat!â I say, my eyes flashing.
Dadâs hatred for Sebastian has only grown over the past years. Whilst he came to accept. and approve
of Atticus, his resentment for Sebastian and his company only increased tenfold.
âHe might pull something. I donât want you going alone. I will come with you.â Dad says firmly, knowing I
wonât back down.â
I shake my head. âNo. You need to be here with the children.â
âThen we take the children with us. Your⦠your Mother can come along too and mind them. I think the
trip will do them good too and Sia can enjoy the fresh air.â Dad suggests, sounding uncomfortable at
the mention of Mom.
I tilt my head, trying to think I dislike long trips and knowing that my babies are near would be good.
âAnd will your wife be alright with that?â I ask weed to know,â Dad says curtly.
âShe doesnât âSecurity-â
âThe very best for my grandchildren. No one and I mean no one will touch those children, here or
abroad.â He says firmly. âNo one, not even Sebastian King, will know theyâre there.â
I sit back and nod appreciatively. The protection that Dad provides for me is the one thing that I
appreciate the most and I wonât ever forget it, no matter what the future holds. âThank you. I think we
can do that.â I say, agreeing.
âOr perhaps Atticus-â
âNo, I think Iâd prefer you over Atticus if it has to be someone. Besides, I donât think itâs smart for me to
go with him when the rumours are already spread all over the media.â I say, picking up the file and
flipping through the different printouts of different news outlets.
There are a few photographs. Me and Atticus. at the party, a blurred image at the fountain, me and him
out for coffee. Atticus knew about Valerieâ¦
âHe is still a good prospective partner, Zaia. I mean, heâs good with the kids and from what I can see,
you two get on well.â
âHmm⦠like I said, Iâm not interested,â I say quietly, staring at Atticusâs picture.
Remembering the way he had made out that we were together back then. The way he had said the
kids were his⦠those red flags I had forgotten about now itch at my mind. He did things when I didnât
ask him toâ¦
âFather.â I suddenly look up.
âYes?â âI heard from someone that Valerie, my old friend, is in a coma, and I diligently got into contact
with her family and support system. Donât worry, they arenât in Sebastianâs pack.â I reassure Father.
âOh, I see⦠so sheâs in a coma? Was she hurt?â he asks, lightly concerned.
âYes, and I have requested her to be brought here. Her family is planning to pull the plug, but before
they do that, I want to try some. natural healing from the old books. I know they arenât very trustworthy
but itâs worth a try.â I say, masking my emotions as I tell him this.
He frowns deeply and looks at me keenly. â She is still part of Sebastianâs pack despite not being at his
pack?â
âCorrect, but Jai has agreed to talk to Sebastian. It has nothing to do with me.â I say. Oh, what father
would think if he knew that we had spent the night together? âWell, as long as you have nothing to do
with him, I am fine with it.â He says curtly. I nod.
âAbsolutely.â
âVery well then. I think I canât stop you. That woman helped you and itâs only right that we return the
favour. She will be given every possible care she needs here at our pack. Rest assured.â
âThank you, Father,â I say, truly grateful. He slaps his knees. âWell, I better get back to work. I might not
be at the office for the next few days. I need to handle pack matters. Thereâs been an increase of
robberies around the borders.â
I nod in understanding. âOf course⦠one more thingâ¦â I hesitate as he stands up and pauses, waiting
patiently. âSince she left this pack, and went to Sebastian, have you heard from Annalise?â
Iâve never asked. I pretend she doesnât exist. I focus on myself⦠but now, now the burning question I
should have asked Sebastian has been playing on my mind since I returned. His mood instantly
darkens.
âOccasionally. What makes you ask about her today, Zaia?â He asks sharply, as he looks me dead in
the eye. I shake my head. âRemembering Valerieâ¦
made me think of the others in that pack. Annalise should have been Luna by now. They may even
have pups, but we hear nothing.â
Dad doesnât reply, frowning deeply. âNo, their relationship didnât last, and I heard that Sebastian King
may be getting engaged to Cara Montero.â
My heart thuds when I hear that, and it takes everything to remain impassive.
âI see,â I say. He nods and takes his leave, and for a moment I look down, remembering when they
were together when I saw him that night of the dinner. Did he lie? Is he trying to hide the truth?
I place my head in my hands. It doesnât matter, itâs not like we are anything. Then why does it hurt
inside? I sit back and pick up my phone, seeing the two messages from Atticus.
Unlocking it, I stare down at them. ATTICUS: Good Morning, Red. ATTICUS: So how about a catch-up
tonight, dinner and drinks?
I tilt my head. Well, why not and I can take the chance to ask him why he never told me about Valerie.
ZAIA: Perfect, pick me up at 9pm tonight.
ATTICUS: No Good Morning back? I forgive you since you accepted. Canât wait until tonight. Iâm sure if
you knew whatâs coming you wouldnât be so excitedâ¦
I need those answers, and I plan to get them. Now, to message Jai about having Valerie brought
hereâ¦