Chapter 457
I Am The Luna
Chapter 0457
VALERIE.
âWhich is what weâre saying,â Zade counters almost mockingly as he flips the bread knife heâs holding
lazily between his fingers as heâs relaxed back in his seat.
âIâll be fine,â I say. Zade looks at me for a second, almost as if observing me.
âSo then, go back there. Try to carry on as normal and weâll make sure security is completely amped.
Including within the hospital,â Sebastian says before he looks at Atticus and his brow furrows. âWhatâs
your issue, wonât you give your input? You usually love to give your opinion, even when itâs not needed
or wanted,â
All eyes turn to Atticus, who looks up, blinking as heâs brought out of his reverie. âYeah, thatâs fine. I will
make sure to send my best men as well.â
What is up with him?
âAnd how long until I get that list of chipped werewolves? Or shall we just start calling those we know,
like your pack members, in to have their chips removed without the governmentâs so -called consent. I
donât really understand why they even get a say,â Zade says coldly.
Zaia sighs softly, shaking her head. âI know⦠I wish we did things differently.â
âNo. This was decided on, to satiate an uprising. People do silly things when filled with fear, deadly
things.â
The table falls silent before I stand up, telling them Iâll go visit Atticusâs mom, Shelby, as I want to also
check her paperwork myself. And then after that, I will go to get a pregnancy test, which should be
available in the small pharmacy within the pack.
âSheâs not doing well at all. This is so much more serious. Why didnât you tell me?â I ask when Atticus
enters and Iâm pouring over Shelbyâs reports, having lost track of time.
âYou had just left on your break. I didnât want to call you back⦠Besides, thereâs no cure⦠her body
isnât able to fight it. The doctors think sheâs not got long left,â he replies quietly, his
eyes
shadowed as he looks at the woman who may not be his blood, but she is his mother in every right.
I look down, indeed the reports donât look good⦠and everything I would have tried has been triedâ¦
âIâm sorry, but I will perform another blood test and see if I can advise on another route,â I say quietly.
He nods as he walks over to the bed, stroking Shelbyâs hair.
âWhat is it, Atticus?â I ask quietly.
He sighs heavily and looks up at me. âNothing.â
âI thought we were closer than that,â I say, feeling a little hurt.
He looks down. âWell, you look like thereâs something on your mind as well.â
I smile bitterly, unable to stop myself. âMine isnât important, Iâm just overthinking things.â
âI will be the judge of that. Tell me, whatâs wrong?â He comes over to me and crouches down in front of
me, taking my hand in his as he rests it on top of the clipboard in my lap. âIs it between you and Zade?
Did he say something to hurt you?â
I shake my head. âNo, I just⦠it might not even be anything, I mean until I checkâ¦â I mumble before I
sigh and lean forward, resting my head on his shoulder.
âTell me,â he urges softly.
Sighing again, I close r
e my eyes. âLong story short⦠I might be pregnant. But he doesnât want a child and although I might
not be⦠I feel as if heâs become a little distant this morning.
There, I said it, no matter how stupid it sounded.
Atticus sighs, letting go of my hand and instead, hugs me tightly.
âI think heâd be fine, even if he thinks he wonât⦠he seems to be a protective man⦠if you are, even if
he doesnât want it, he will not abandon you. And for the record, we all know it takes two,â
I chuckle weakly at that.
âAll Iâm saying is heâll be fineâ¦â His voice is quiet and I nod, feeling mentally exhausted. I am
overthinking it, but ever since Zade has been avoiding fucking me this morning, I canât shake the doubt
away.
âYeah, I wish heâd see thatâ¦â
âTheyâve had a different lifestyle. You and Zade are polar opposites, and even with the bond you have
created, differences will always arise. Thatâs when you need to work on it and if come out stronger, only
then can you have faith in the relationship youâre in. Talk to him.â
you
I nod, feeling emotional. âYeah⦠I willâ¦â
A knock on the door makes us move apart as Zaia sticks her head in through the door. âHey, ready?â
she asks, looking between us. âSorry, am I interrupting? I was thinking itâll be ideal if weâre back before
the kiddies get here.â
âNot at all,â Atticus says, giving me a smile before he stands up. I guess I wonât get to ask what his
problem is right now, but I will later. He wonât get away without telling me.
âWhat time do the children get here?â I ask, standing up. I miss them and look forward to seeing them.
Zaia smiles. âIn the afternoon.â
âThen we better get moving,â I answer, placing the clipboard down and bidding Shelby farewell before I
leave the room with Zaia. I had asked her to come with me to the shops,
wanting that support.
Time to get that test.
+15 BONUS
I stare down at the three sticks. Unable to believe the first result, I had redone the test two more times
just to be sure.
Zaia smiles warmly at me, giving me a hug. I had told her everything on the way to the pharmacy
earlier.
âHow do you feel?â she asks me gently.
She knows me far better than anyone and right now even I donât know how to feel.
Before I can reply, the door opens and Zade steps in, his eyes instantly flickering to the sticks. Iâm
holding.
An odd, tense silence settles in the room as I let out a shaky breath.
âWhat are the results?â he asks through the mindâlink.
I glance down at the sticks in my hand before I look him in the eye.
I want to see his reaction, although deep down I know Iâm being irrational, I just⦠I just need to know
now, and so I decide to lie.
âIâm pregnant,â I answer, unable to stop myself from blurting out the lie as I watch him intently, waiting
for his reaction with bated breathâ¦
Moonlight Muse Author
Thankyou for reading!