Chapter 54
I Am The Luna
I Am The Luna by Moonlight Muse Chapter 54
A Light at the End
ZAIA. My heart skips a beat as I stare at Jai, my legs refusing to move when he rushes over to me and
quickly puts his arm around me to help me up faster, not wanting to hurt my arm.
âQuick!â Panic fills me as I rush from the room, stumbling as the floor seems to move and bend and I
close my eyes, following him blindly.
Calm down Zaiaâ¦.
âLook!â he says with uncontained excitement. I open my eyes, my vision blurring as I stare at the bed, it
takes me a moment to realise what heâs showing me and my heart thumps as I gasp.
The steady beeping of the machine fills the room, and I stare at the EEG machine screen. Thereâs
brain activity!
Not just a faint spurt, but a steady rhythm of increased activity. Hope fills my scrambled mind and my
heart leaps in excitement. Valerie⦠Itâs working!
I look at the moon, hope filling me. Thank you, Goddessâ¦
My breath hitches as her lips move ever so slightly, as she lifts two fingers a little before she relaxes
into her pillows and the machine calms down.
But neither of us is devastated, because one thing is clear, itâs working. Itâs working! Meaning my Val is
coming back to me â to us!
Jai looks at me and Iâve never seen him happier. âSheâs going to make it. Everything be damned if
sheâs going to come back.â He says, giving me a smile that I have not seen on his face in a while. 1
âShe is,â I say softly as I walk over to the bed and Jai goes around the other side, caressing her hair
and her cheek. His heart is racing and my own fills with warmth. He really needs this. âValerieâ¦â Jai
says, lifting her hand and kissing it tenderly. âYou got thisâ¦â
I take her other hand, praying for her to wake up quickly, but I remain silent as I stand there, smiling
softly watching Jai whisper encouragement to her.
âShe will wake up,â I say after he falls silent, gazing down at her and I believe it. Heâs remained strong,
not given up hope, but seeing him like this meant deep down he did fear losing herâ¦
I look at the moon before I kiss her forehead gently. Iâm happy yet exhausted. The events of the day
have been too much.
âThanks, Zaia,â Jai says quietly. âYou didnât give up hope, and sheâs getting better. Thank you for not
allowing her family to pull the plug. I look across at him and shake my head.
âThere is nothing to thank me for. She is as important to me as she is to you.â I say softly. He nods
before he seems to observe me. âAre you alright? You look⦠paleâ¦â
I shake my head, masking my emotions. Tonight is a good night for him. I donât need to ruin that. Weâll
talk when my own mind is clear tooâ¦
âYes, just tired. Good night, Jai, Iâll talk to you in the morning.â I say. âShe is going to wake up.â He
nods, giving me a small smile.
âGoodnight Zaia.â He responds with a small smile. I leave the room, closing the door silently behind
me, and head upstairs. I tread carefully to the twinâs room. Theyâre fast asleep cuddled against mom
who is asleep as well. A storybook lies open on her stomach.
She looks tired, and itâs obvious she cried. herself to sleep. My heart squeezes as I gently pick up the
book, not wanting to disturb her and place it down on the bedside table.
I canât help but smile at all three squeezed into Siaâs bed, but they look content, so I donât disturb them.
Switching off the lamp, I fix the duvet, pulling it up and making sure all three are covered.
I place a soft kiss on each of their foreheads, Mom frowns slightly and I quietly move back before I turn
and tiptoe to the door. I pause, my hand on the door frame as I cast another glance back at them and
smile softly.
All I want is for everything to be alright so my children can have the life they deserve. One free from
risks and danger. I leave the room, silently closing the door behind me.
I am about to make my way to my own bedroom when I pause and glance down the hall at the room
Sebastian is in before I make my way there. Opening the door quietly, I slip inside. Heâs still
unconscious, but I can tell heâs getting betterâ¦
Iâm sorryâ¦
I lock the door before I take off my heels and necklace, dropping the jewellery onto the bedside table. I
unpin my hair, letting it down.
before I walk over to the bed and slowly slip in beside him. His scent and his warmth welcome me and
right now I need it. I rest my head on the edge of the pillow, not wanting to hurt him.
âWake up Sebastian, thereâs just so much going on⦠and I⦠I miss you.â I whisper, staring at the side
of his face. So much has happened⦠and who did this to him? We still donât know.
I lift my head, cupping his handsome face as I slowly lean over him and press my lips against his.
Tingles of pleasure rush through me, my heart pounding, and a single tear falls from my eye. I need
youâ¦
With all the secrets and lies around me, he is the one I feel I can truly trust. Please wake up. I brush my
finger along his short beard as I gaze into his face.
Pleaseâ¦
His chest rises and falls steadily, and I close my eyes. I sigh, as I lean up, planting a soft kiss on his
forehead and Iâm about to move back when his eyes open and I find myself staring into those brilliant
sharp blues. My heart thuds as I stare down at him, it takes me a moment to comprehend that heâs
actually woken up.
âZaiâ¦â He croaks and I let out a shaky breath. âBastien!â I say, flinging my arms around his neck. He
grunts and I gasp, âShit! Sorry!â
I jerk back, hoping I havenât hurt him as I sit back on my knees, placing my hand on his chest as I look
him over.
âIâm sorry!â âItâs totally fine. You can jump me anytime.â He says, his voice thick and hoarse. I canât help
but smile, ever the cocky one!
But heâs awake! Goddess! Heâs awake!
I quickly get off the bed, rushing to get him. some water from the decanter that sits on the dresser.
He struggles to sit up, and although I know itâs taking a lot out of him, he pushes through, his pride not
letting him give up, and he manages to do so before I even get back to the bed.
He groans as he adjusts his position and looks. at me, gripping his left flank. âHere,â I say, my heart
thundering, and I raise the glass to his lips. He reaches up but grits his teeth as he slumps.
back against the cushions, and I lean over, helping him drink. He takes a few big gulps before he
moves his head back and I place the glass down.
âIâm impressed Iâm alive.â He mutters, staring at the ceiling before looking at me. I sit down beside him,
and he lets go of his flank and places his hand on my thigh. Heâs breathing hard.
I bite my lip as his eyes meet mine, not missing the hunger in them, and Iâm very aware of the way his
thumb is caressing my bare thigh. âWhat happened?â I ask as his gaze skims over my breasts, and I
feel very aware of how revealing my dress is.
Only Sebastian can ignite this désire inside of me. The way heâs looking at me is drowning me. Please
say something before I submitâ¦
He frowns, staring at my thigh, removing his hand and looking at the symbol there. âWhat is going on
and how long was I out for?â
He asks, his voice sharper now. âNot long, just a couple of days⦠but a lot has happened,â I say as he
struggles to sit up again.
I place my hands on his shoulder and gently force him back. Right now, Iâm stronger than him, and he
groans before he gives in.
âI still feel like hell.â
âI never knew you know how hell feels.â I tease, running my fingers through his hair that falls. over his
forehead, making him look much younger.
âI doâ¦when you leftâ¦â
I glance at him, about to say something, only to see his gaze on my breasts. I cock a brow. âEyes up
here, Mr.â I scold lightly His gaze flicks up, and he tilts his head.
âItâs hard not to stare when you look so fine, besides I may have hit my head hard, but I swear I felt
your lips on mine⦠care to explain?â he whispers huskily, making my core clench.
âIâ¦â I begin as his hand finds my leg again.
This time he slides his hand right up the side of my thigh, grazing the side of my ass. âCare to explain?â
He murmurs, squeezing ever so tantalisingly.
Is it evil of me that I am relieved that he canât pull me close right now? Because if he could, I wouldnât
be able to resistâ¦
Do I even want to?
âI was just wondering since youâre such a perve, if maybe kissing you might make you stand to
attention,â I reply with a smirk as I glance towards his midsection. Thoroughly happy with my
comeback.
He raises an eyebrow. âHow long did that one take you to come up with?â He says mockingly. I roll my
eyes. âHey, not long. It was a good one. Besides, I was only stating facts. You are a perve.â
âWhatever you want to call it, Little Fox. I donât mindâ¦â he remarks, his eyes on my breasts again. He
isnât telling me what happened, and I need to know.
âTell me⦠what happened?â I urge. He frowns, âThen after I do, I want to know why 11/12 you have the
Blood Born symbol on you.â
âDeal.â I reply.
He stares up at the ceiling; the mood darkening.
âAfter I left the hospital, I didnât feel comfortable enough to leave, so I stayed outside the hospital.
When I realised you left, I shifted to wolf form, yeah I know, how improper right?â he frowns and shakes
his head. âNot at all.â I reply with a smile.
âI went for a run to clear my head and thatâs when out of nowhere I was attacked. There were two of
them. I wasnât expecting it, itâs pretty much a blur⦠but their aim was clear, they were there to kill.â
âDid you see them? Anything?â
Heâs silent for a moment before he looks down. âJust their eyesâ¦. A pair of grey eyes and a pair of
bright blueâ¦â 5
âThe biker,â I say, my stomach twisting as dread and fear fills me.
âPossibly, they were similar enough to mineâ¦
but I donât think Iâve seen themâ¦â
âAnd the grey?â I ask, trying to think who has grey eyes and why, why do they want to hurt him?â
He shakes his head. âI have no idea⦠but they worked well together.â He says quietly, but it is his next
words that send a chill down my spine. âOne thing is clear: they wonât stop, not until they succeed.â