18. wedding bells

I wasn't able to sleep even for a second , last night.

So as a result , I got swollen eyes with dark circles and for that Jenna shouted at me almost half an hour while applying some ice on my eyes to reduce swelling .

Now , I am sitting alone in my room all messed up and confused .

Anxiety filling inside me, I was scared for my own life

What will happen now with my  life .

This day gonna change everything , I don't know him ,i don't know ,what is his so called reason to marry me .

What if ??... he wants some kind of revenge like in movies .

Snap out of it Amy ! This is reality not a cliche movie !! My subconsciousness yells at me

But why the hell he wanna marry me , he doesn't  even love me. so why ??

He could have stopped everything , my life would be back to earlier , but he chose not to .

He could have cancelled this whole wedding drama but he choose not to ....

He could have saved me but instead he chose to make my life a hell with this marriage .

But I am not an easy target , you'll regret it Mr dumbhead .

If you expect me to be an innocent sweet girl then you are wrong !!

If you can turn my life into my worst nightmare than why can't i

I will make your life a living hell !! You'll regret your decision of marrying me !!

You gonna pay everything !

I muster up myself and head to washroom to have a long and relaxing bath in my own personal washroom .....maybe for the last time !!

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Its been two or more ,may be more than two hours , that I am sitting here infront of my mirror and my neck is hurting like hell , this hairstylist is blowing my hairs with something I don't even know but I am sure it will definitely harm my hairs .

My precious hairs

He told me not to move my head

Well , someone please tell him that no one can be stone to not to move for hours .

And as for my face ,it has been caked up properly .

After some time finally my hairs were done into a low side bun with some sparkling pins .

And now I was supposed to wear that breathtaking white fitting gown .

By breathtaking I don't mean to say beautiful ,well it's beautiful , more than beautiful .

What I mean to say is , it hugs me so tight that it's a little difficult to breath in it , as I am already so much in trouble to walk with this .

Well I have so many problems !!

I stand there , in my white lacy mermaid wedding gown which is off-shoulder with full sleeves , that saves me from wearing gloves .

My hands neatly manicured with perfectly shaped nails .

I hold my gown from front and pull it slightly above so I don't stuck in this and invent a new style tripping.

I walk slowly barefeet to mirror and found an angel in mirror

This isn't me .

She is so beautiful !!

I was stunned to see myself in mirror .

The door cracked open and Jenna comes in view wearing a beautiful blue gown .

Her hairs cascading over her shoulders

" Amy !! You looks ... stunning !!wow !! " She hugs me tight

" Thank you ! Even I didn't recognise myself ! " I said honestly .

" I can relate  ! " She gave me mocking grin...I rolled my eyes ....this is something for what friends are made for.

I walk to sit and she notices my feet

" Amy ! I'm telling you , you aint wearing flats ,okay ! You have to wear heels today "

" Jenna you know , I can't ! I don't want to be a breaking news for next couple of days !! You know , I hate attention so much !! "

" But i'm- Jenna was cut off by Ethan who barges in

" Well , you can wear this ! I guess ,you can handle this for some time and these are also heels " he showed us a pair of white wedges

Sure these are high ! But these are safer than those dangerous ones !!

" Honey ! Its a great " Jenna cooed

" Didn't you found some low heel sandles there ?! " I question

" Well , it was not my idea it was dad's ...he ordered them yesterday and gave me to deliver !! " he explained

" Thanks to dad ! " I mutter under breath

" Now ! No buts and wear this " Jenna orders

" Okay mom ! " I too gave her a mocking grin with a salute.

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" Ready ?! " Dad asked

" Not at all " I said honestly .

Scared would be an understatement for what I am feeling right now

" Dad , I am scared ! " I wisphered

" Don't be ! Everything is gonna be okay !! "Dad says softly

" You look stunning Amy !! Everyone is gonna gawk at you today !! " Ethan says making me self aware more than I was already .

I hit his shoulder playfully

" Well , it's time ! " Dad says looking at his watch

I hold the bouquet of flowers in my hand tuck my arm with my dad take a deep breath .

" Lets get this over with " I said to dad

He smiles

And we walk while Ethan looks at me with sad eyes from the room

I smile weakly at him

" Come my boy ! Won't you walk your sister down the aisle ! Its your chance !! " My dad says smiling and making us both turn our head to him

"But- " Ethan starts

" We both will !....I am not gonna leave this opportunity of waking my princess down the aisle for you....you can just tag along  " Dad clears

I smile and tuck my other arm with Ethan still holding the bouquet in my hand .

" Don't let me fall ! Please !! " I said to both of them

They smile " NEVER! " In unison

And after a few steps we enter into the hall.

I hold my breath and set my eyes on the alter where stands Mr dumbhead who looks sexy as hell in his black tuxedo .

Everything was a blurr , I can only hear clapping voices but can't see anyone .

With every step my heartbeat goes crazy , my heart was ready to burst out from my mouth any second .

Finally I came to end , my dad give my hand to Mr six packs and pays his back muttering something incoherent which I couldn't hear due to lots of clapping in the hall,then Mr. Dumbhead smiles at him back and help me on the alter.

I look at my dad and Ethan for the last time .

And release a breath that I didn't even know I was holding .

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Come on!! Don't be so a lazy ass

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