chapter 48

AMELIA's POV

He carassed my hairs and kissed my head " I am happy that you didn't give up on your dream !!...now you can fulfill you own dream ! ....now ,  You will design for this show !! "

Did I hear it right ??

He wants me to design.

No ! That can't be possible .

I am obviously hearing things !!

There is no way I am doing this !!

" No way !! Am not doing that " I shouted and get up from my chair.

" But why ?? It's your dream ! I just wanna help you achieve it" He questioned

I roll my eyes " I never dreamed to work for you !! .....and I also wanna fly so can get me some wings !! " Sarcasm dripping from my words.

Why don't this man get it in his thick skull .

I don't wanna do this , and not every dream is meant to be fulfilled .

" No I can't ! But your designs are so good ....you just need some training and you'll do great !! "

" Yea! That's the point , I need training ,I am not going to do that ...you need a talented and Amazing designer ,who can give you some superb designs ....and clearly that is NOT ME!!" I shouted back. Is it that hard to understand ??

" YOU ARE both talent and amazing designer ! I know you can do this !! "

How the heck does he knows u can do this ?

Where I don't know if I can !!

Ahhhh!!!! I screamed mentally.

" Look I know you are desperately in need of a designer and believe me that is NOT ME !....you need someone who can give you some gorgeous designs in this short span and i can't do that !! ....I don't have any experience and I have never ever designed ever for anyone and here you want me to design for a full fledged fashion show that is gonna represent your brand !! So it's a clear NO !! " I tried to say everything calmly as I could .

" You are a very good designer Amy ! You just don't  know that yet !!...why do you think I wanted to hire your friend - I mean you !! Because I know it and even Deniz told me make sure I hire this designer !! "

What !! Deniz said that !!

Really !!! She liked my designs

" Deniz liked my designs ??! " I questioned

" She loved them ! Apart from the fact they are not related to our theme but they are good ! She said you have a new view !! "

Oh my my !!

Does that mean I am really good !

Whatever , I can't do this for a show ! What if no one liked them and tbis show go flopped and he has to suffer a loss .

I can't do that !!

" Okay , I will definitely learn from her ! But I can't help you with this show ....infact Deniz is so good , you can ask her to do this , that'll be perfect !! "

" I can't ask her , she is on an emergency leave !! It's her family matter her sister is in hospital, she can't help !! "

Oh .that's very sad .

I don't want him to be sad again , he is really in a deep shit but I can't do this !!

Why don't he understands , I am nothing in compare to those big experienced designers !!

It'll only cause him more loss ! And I can't let that happen .

I sighed heavily

" Umm...look , if you want I can give you my all drawing books ...maybe you can find something , but I can't design for this, it's a very bad idea ....it'll be total flop and you'll just waste your money !!

" Why do always think negative !

Just have some faith in yourself !! ...it'll be great and everyone will love them ! "

" How can you say that ??!....and it's easy ...it's not a buisness project that you can be so sure about it ....and I have no experience and you gain nothing from all this you are just wasting your money and time on me !! "

"I don't care about the money!....whatever happens ! I just want you to do this and I know you are too good for this , just trust me !! "

I was almost going to say yes !

But then again here we are TRUST !

i can't trust him , not after everything happened

" Here we are ,back to square one ....I don't trust you , not after everything I saw !!" That words came out of my mouth .

A look of pain spread on his face and he comes near me to hold my arm but I take a step backwards as if he is plagued

" Look , just listen to me !! Nothing happened between us  two at that day ....it was just a misunderstanding , I had never cheated on you and never will ! Just please believe me , am not Lieing ...I have never lied to you !! " He says softly and his eyes are begging me to believe him .

For a second I trusted him because , It looks like he is telling truth , but it's just a sweet lie .

Truth is always harsh .

" I wanna believe you , I really do ....but I can't !! I can't trust your words anymore !....I can't trust you without any proof !can you give me that ?? " I ask him in a broken tone which I can't help

His head hind low , " I swear , I am telling truth, just believe me for one last time !!... Please !!" He wisphers

" Okay ...I will,Just answer my one question.....what would you do if you've seen me with some other guy in that similar situation ??? "

The room goes into silence !!

A strange but a strong emotion appeared in his eyes but I wasn't able to recognise that and then he close his eyes .

" Thank you ....I got my answer , that means I am right !! ....I'll be heading home , I'll give you my designs ,I'll be  happy if that can help "

With that I left him , in my cabin and head to that stupid penthouse which I have grown to call home.

I took a long shower to calm myself , today events played across my mind .

This day has been the worst day in my entire life.

After that I sipped some coffee to relieve that thrombic pain in head . Then I collected all my drawings which I had bring here with me.

I smile looking at my drawings , this is the only thing that can calm my nerves.

Suddenly , I hear the main door opened and then with a slam it gets closed.

The thing I hear was

Mr dumbhead shouting my name on the top of his lungs.

What ??....does he want me go deaf !!

I put my hands on my ears and shouted back

" What is your problem ! Do you want me go deaf !!" And marched back to the living room.

As soon he spots me he smiles

Did he just smile ??

Did he found this funny ?

I wanna kill this man!!!

"You wanted a proof to trust me ....I got that ...now you'll trust me! " He smiles widely showing his teeth

What proof does he have ??

I clearly remember there were only two persons !

And I am not gonna believe a single word from that bitch

What was her name again

Lily?

Daisy ?

Jasmine ?

Dahlia ?

Hhh! Whatever flower named girl was she ! I am not gonna trust her ,not even a cent.

" look at this !!" He showed me his laptop ! When did he got his laptop here, it was in study .

Probably when I was debating over the name of that flower named vampire .

" Am not in a mood for any drama ....this better not be !! " I mutter him seriously , as I don't want this day to get anymore better than it already is.

Haha! Not the sarcasm .

" I would never bluff about this ! " He says with the same seriousness and I sat infront of his laptop.

Which shows him working in his cabin alone and then suddenly that flower named slut barge in and sit on the chair as if she own that place.

Mr dumbhead ask her why she is here and she starts flirting and then suddenly she jump in her lap when he tries to push her ,she just stick to him like a bloody second skin any at that exact moment I made my grand entry

I watch the whole incident goes through again infront of my eyes the only difference was that now I know what exactly had happened .

Tears streamed out of my eyes on their own , I could have listen to him. He tried every single damm second to talk to me .to make me understand but I didn't .

I even called him liar , cheater and what not .I humiliate him every single time he tried to talk to me.

My heart said to me trust him but I did I ignored that . I hurted him with my harsh words and he didn't even said a single word and listen everything .

For once in my life I could have let my past aside. i could  have NOT let my issued haunt me.

I am the greatest dumbo of this entire planet . He even tried to help me with my dreams and what I di-

I was brought back to the reality when someone wipes tears away .

I look up to see Mr six packs smiling softly at me. I immediately throw myself at him.

" I am so sorry! When I saw both of you that day , it just reminded me about my past ... i thought ,Every time I trust a guy they turn out to be a cheater so I couldn't stop myself from say those harsh words ,I was so ang- " he cut me off with

" Sshh!! Don't cry ....okay ! It's not your fault ....you were right in your place , nobody would have believed me after that ....and you did nothing wrong , you were angry because you felt betrayed and that was normal ! ....if I were in your shoes I would have done the same ....or may be worse , so please don't feel bad okay ? You did nothing wrong !! " all the whole rubbing my back

How more sweet can he be even after all this ?

I felt so ....stupid now !

He never lied to me and still I thought ....

But what could have I done , after all I see and after all had happened to me years back .

" Thank you for understanding me ! " I wispher out slowly still in his chest not daring to look up .

" It's fine ... but promise me one thing ! " He says while pulling me out from his chest to look at me  and miss that warmth he provided me.

I nody head vigorously " I'll do anything you'll say ! "

He smiles with " just promise me that you'll never  ignore me ! ....whatever happens , no matter how much we fight but never ever ignore me , if you want you can shout at me , you can call me names , you can even hit me but never ignore me .okay ?? "

Was my ignoring that bad . I thought this was nothing .

" Umm....okay" I said

And he smiles and then hugs me back , but suddenly I remember something.... Her words

"you married to her ...then why did you approached me after so many years ....why did you told me that you had a crush on me ....why did showed interest in me ??! .....why did the wanted to be in relationship with me ??"

What does she mean by that ??

Did he really approached her and why ??

Is he lying to me again ?

Is this footage tampered ??

Thinking about this I pulled apart from him even though I miss that warmth .and he just frown at me confused.

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BUT I DON'T WANNA LIVIN' A WORLD WITHOUT YOU !!

I DON'T WANNA LIVIN'A WORLD WITHOUT YOU!!

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So what will Amy do now ?

She can't stop herself from doubting as it's really difficult for her to trust him again !

What do you all think Amy will do now??

Do let me know in the comment section below and vote for this story pls ( puppy dog eyes )

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Did you know white cats🐈 with blue eyes👀 are mostly deaf

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