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AMELIA's POV

It's been almost two hours and Brittany is still dozed off because of that shot Liam gave her.

He did that cause she was getting out of control according to him and she would have done something really crazy .

Then Liam also explained that two days ago in a therapy session she agreed that what she she did to me was wrong ,she don't get to make decisions for me and can't put me through anything she wants even if she blames me ,she was getting better but my sudden confrontation may have put her again  deep  in that pit making her hate me more.

According to her therapist , she was weak cause she was always alone and that hurted her in a serious way , she thinks everyone she loves leaves her ....she also suggested to involve Jen in process that would be helpful for her but Brittany didn't wanted that , and after what happened between me and Liam ,jen hated Liam's guts. She only tolerated him for Brittany .

Her doctors said There were two types of cases one where the patient blames his own self for everything and second where the patient finds someone else to blame and in her case it was the later one . And apparently , the someone who was perfect for her to blame was me in her case.

I was restless for all the time she was dozed off but then

Mr Cuddles hugged me and tried to comfort me ,that helped but i was still worried.

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After twenty minutes she woke up , and jen hugged her tight.

"I was so scared . I am sorry Brit, I was not there for you when you needed me !!"

" You are right , you were not there for me when I was crying curled on my bed and you were busy having a sleepover with Amy !....but I managed !! "

" Brit I'm so sorry that you were alone when you needed me...I am a terrible sister." She cried

" It's fine Jenna , I am okay now!....that's in the past! " Brittany hugged her back.

She looked at me and shot me a look which I can't understand " you were right I put you through alot , and that wasnt my shot to make but still ..... I just wanted you to feel how does it felt when the you love is snatched away from you .... That pain I felt when my only best friend , my love left me because of you !! And then jen also started drifting away from me because of you !!"she explained everything for what she did all the planning.

" Your love??" I asked confused .

" Yes ! My love and my best friend !! .....I loved Sebastian practically from my diaper days , but he loved you !! ....and one day he told me , he is leaving cause you don't like him .....he was the only one friend I got . Even if I loved him , I was happy for him if he loved you ....but I never wanted him to leave me ....he left ME for YOU !! " She shouted the last part at me.

Now I vaguely remember that guy with blond curly hair and grey eyes , whom I have seen always with Brittany .

I do remember he proposed me one day in the canteen when we just entered high school ,but I turned him down  as I wasn't into him and secondly I thought it was some sort of prank cause he never talked to me ,like ever !

And according to me it was wierd when a guy comes to you and says ' Hi , I want you to be my girlfriend cause I kinda love you !! ' Instead of ' Hello ,how are you or can we become friends?' .

" Brittany I know nothing about Sebastian !....and I really didn't know he was serious and left because of that . I thought that was some sort of prank cause he never talked to me , like not even a 'Hi' ....so it was wierd . I never wanted that to happen !! " I told her everything honestly cause I don't want her to hate me or blame me more.

" yes! She is right ! I was with her that time , it was really strange and that week was filled with that sort of  pranks !!" Cami speaks softly for me from behind.

" I never drifted away from you Brit .... I love you and I will always love you , how can I not ,you are my only sister !! ....Amy is my friend but ypu are my sister ! You both have your place in my heart "

Brittany and Jen both cried and hugged .

" You will not leave me right ?? " Brittany asked

" Never , not even if you want me

To !! " Jenna said with her tear filled eyes.

They both giggled .I was happy for Jen , she has been crying from last two hours saying about how terrible she was.

Then Brittany turned to me.

" I know that wasn't your fault , but I think it took me too long to realise that ....I was just finding someone to blame and you fit in perfectly ! ....I know what I did was unforgivable but I am really very sorry ....I truly am ! And I meant it now ! I have realised it ....and I don't expect you to forgive me and surely you should never forgave me !!....but I can't carry this hate-load anymore now ! I want a new and happy life " Brittany hold my hand and said to me , her eyes were filled with unshedd tears and honesty, screaming please trust me .

I hugged her instead and she wrapped her arms around me

" Let's just forget the past !!....and move along with the future " I offered

We pulled apart and she smiled at me for the first time and a genuine smile " sounds good ! I am in !! "

I grinned at her, finally we were on good terms !

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We all had our  lunch together and then as Max suggested we should play truth and dare like the last time and here we are

" ......So Liam almost burnt the whole house when he tried to cook breakfast for me on our anniversary !! " Brittany spilled making Liam hide behind the cushion .

We all laughed " that was cute ! " Cami admitted she looked at Max

" You never make me breakfast in bed ! Hell not even a coffee ! " She accused him

Max gives her a sheepish smile

" In my defense , I was just saving our home to turn into ashes !"

We all burst into another laughter

The bottle spinned again and stopped at Ethan

Cami questioned him as he chose truth

" So what was the most unexpected and irritating thing jen has told you to do ?? "

He thought for a moment look over jen and said " sorry babe ! ....last week , she made me buy her a butterscotch icecream at 2 ,I drove to her favorites icecream parlor half asleep , Because she refused to eat chocolate chip icecream which we have at home"

I laughed " it just her pregnancy hormones !!...but Ethan you'll survive !"everyone laughed

" So you hate me cause I made you buy me an icecream ! Am not talking to you Ethan ! You're sleeping on the couch tonight ! " Jen remarked  to which we all laughed and Ethan pleaded to her

" I am sorry baby ! That just the question ! But I do love you and all I did was for you and my naughty little baby !! " He referred to their unborn child

Suddenly I saw tears in Brittany 's eyes I asked her softly touching her shoulder

" Hey ! What happened ? Why are you crying ? Was it something we said ? I am sorry if - " she cut me off and wiped her tears with the back of her hand in an un-lady like manner.

" NO ! it's just ....it feels amazing  , it is amazing ....spending time with you all ! I never had a time like this ever ! " I and cami hugged her immediately .

I still can't believe this is happening , me and cami hated her so much.

But I think it was just the timing and the conditions that made us feel that way.

But I am happy for what we have now !!

" Get ready for more time like this ! Because we are never gonna stop troubling you with all this !! " Cami said smiling

" We tried to get you into our gang ! But you mixed up , and then you had Stella and Liza !....so I stopped trying .... We don't get enough time after you moved out with Liam ! " Jenna said softly .

" Stella and Liza are not like you all ! They are with me because my dad happens to be a billionaire that turns me into an ATM card for them ! ....if they had ever considered me as friend , they would have never encouraged me with my madness ! " She confessed

" Hey ! Just forget it , it's all inthe past and we can't do anything about that !! " I hugged her and she nodded

" Am very thankful to you Amy ! You are really a great person ! " She said to me

" Oh please, just stop it ! I don't like this very thankful and crying Brittany at all ! " I stated trying to be intimidating but failed miserably when everyone just giggled at me.

This time that bottle stopped at me ,and I chose truth

" I will ask ! " That came from Mr dumbhead , making me confuse .

What does he wanna know ?

" Who is Blake ? " He looked very serious , his eyes has something similar to anger and something else which I can't figure out.

" You don't know about blake ??Amy you didn't tell him? "

Cami questioned .

" NO ! But how do you know about blake ?? " I questioned him instead

" I questioned first just answer me ! " He said again with giving no emotion at all .

" I remember correctly ,I never talked about blake to you and you never saw him so how do you know ?? " I ask again .

He sighed " you 1 his name while sleeping ! Now  tell me , how the hell is this Blake guy ? So I can break his bones !! " Everyone in the room burst into fit of laughter well except for Mr dumbhead and Max

" Dude , you're jealous ! " He smirked to Mr dumbhead. That made our laughter doubled.

Why everyone tells me that he is jealoused . Is he ?? Really ?

" How will you break his bones that doesn't even exist ?? " Ethan grinned and said between his laugh.

Mr dumbhead gave us all a confused look " how ? "

" That's because he doesn't have any any bones ! It's a giant teddy bear , which Ethan gifted her at her 12 birthday ! She loves him too much that doesn't even let me touch him !! " Jen laughed.

" Me too ! " Cami shouted .

While I yelled " hey ! No one calls blake teddy ! He has a name !! "Imagining my cute blake .

Max just laughed while Mr dumbhead grinned as if he won some sort of award .

" Well , I think we should leave ! It was really very good time , but we are getting late for Brittany's therapy session ." Liam said getting up

" Yeah ! Really I did have a great time with you all ! "

" It was great for us too  to have you have with us ! " I assured.

Not soon after they left. Mr Cuddles got a call from office which made him debate over whether he should go or not.

" Go ! I'll be fine !! " I said with a smile

" No , they can handle ! "

" I said go ! I am not a baby you need to babysit ! " I frowned" and I have every one here ! And I know you'll be back soon ! "

" I promise I will ! But take care of yourself , don't stress over anything and please be very careful and don't trip ! " He said with a serious tone and gives me a peck on my lips

" I will take care of everything you said except for the last part , which apparently is out of my control ! So rest assured and do your work Mr Sugarlips ! " I smiled

He frowned with a smile " Sugarlips ? I don't know what that means but I like the sound of it !! .....or may be that means you found my lips sweet" he smirked at me

" You always speaks nice and sweet things ! .....besides you always calls me Honey Baby sweetie or so many things, can't I call you Sugarlips ?? "

" You can call me anything ypu want ! And I love it ....Sugarlips is different and amazing !! "

" Well , because I am very good at naming !! " I took all the credit .

" Now Shooo! Before you got a call again ! " I ordered him to leave .

As u turned around when Mr dumbhead left , I saw Jenna and cami with a smirk and max with wide eyes.

That smirk is not healthy for me , max broke the silence with " I still  can't believe Sam is being all romantic !! That guy is whipped now ! "

What ?!

He kissed cami and left after bidding goodbye.

" Spill ! " They both said in unison.

" What ?! " There was nothing to spill

" Oh stop acting innocent , we saw it ....so how far are you both now comparing you hated him at wedding ! " Jenna fired at me.

" He is not that bad I thought ! "

" Oh we saw that ! " Cami smirked and waved her hand.

And her hand !

Oh my god !

I ran and hold her hand seeing that big rock on her finger .

" SPILL " I shouted .

We dragged her to my room and she told us both how max proposed her yesterday.

It was fast , but she was sure that he is the one . They both have been living together from months and I was really happy for them both.

" Am so happy for you ! " I hugged her and jen joined us.

" But how do you know he is the one ?? " I asked

" You just know when you have that one person ! He makes me feel perfect , cherished ....every moment with him is like this is best time , it feels amazing to be in his arms ,it felt home ....and when he kiss me I have all those butterflies in my stomach !....you just know that he is the one !! " She gushed and everytime she said about him she has that twinkle in her eyes.

I thought , if I have that twinkle when I think about Mr Cuddles .

I did feel cherished and loved with him and being in his arms was the safest place in the world. Every moment with him was the best moments of muly life even when I glued him to his office chair and also when he tickles me which results me turning into hayena .

But I wonder if I have that sparks in the background  and butterflies in my stomach when he kiss me .

It felt amazing when his lips were on mine, that's why I named him Sugarlips. But whenever he kiss me I forgot everything and just melted into him. I never noticed if I have butterflies in stomach .

Note to myself next time when he kiss me focus if I have butterflies in stomach and sparks in background.

I did felt perfect with him, do i love him ??

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I was in my room applying lotion as we have decided to stay the night here, and apparently he was late today.

" Am so sorry I got late, I tried to come home earlier but it just got long and long ! " He apologized the first thing as he entered.

" It's fine , I know you are busy ! I already disturbed your meeting yesterday and today you were here because you didn't wanted to leave me in that condition , it's all fault ! " He cut off my ramblings with

" Stop with blaming my wonder ful wife! I hate it when someone do that ! "He hugged me

It felt so amazing to be in his arms. I felt at peace , he felt like Home ....and it just seems perfect.he seems perfect .

He is perfect.

I got on my tips and kissed the side of his mouth " thank you for everything you did , you were always with me when I needed , you held me when I stumbled and gave me your shoulder to cry "

" No more crying ! I hate it when you cry ! " He kissed my eyes on by one .

I smiled at him closing my eyes.

At this moment I felt sparks in the background. And the next thing I know was his lips on mine .

I was shocked at first but then let him has his ways and kissed him back . And u remember the note I make to myself some hours ago ...and boy , forgot about the butterflies , I have a full jungle in my stomach.

And I just realised that he is the one .

Yes, I love him!!

" I love you ! " I muttered , his eyes were wide open, and I realised I said it aloud but I don't regret it a bit. It felt amazing to said it loud and I yelled this time

" Yes ! I LOVE YOU ! " I laughed

He didn't even blinked , and I realised maybe this feeling is not mutual , love is a huge thing .

But it felt bad that he don't love me back , but maybe he will after some time , it took me some time to realise , okay alot of time to realise , he will too ...maybe soon

" I know , it's huge ! And you don't really need to say anything to me ....I know I just throw a bomb at you like this , but I don't wanna wait and it just came out ,I couldn't keep it to myself but - " he cut me off with his lips slammed on mine .

This kiss was so different from all the ones we have earlier...it was filled with love and it felt like he was trying to say something like Marking me his own.

As soon his lips leaves mine they were on mt jaw trailing wet kisses and travelled to my neck .

" Say that again" he wisphered

" I love you ! " I wisphered

He grinned like a kid who got his favourite cookie." I love you too!!"

And I was on cloud nine ! Did I hear that right??

He love me !

Oh my god ! He also love me.

We kissed again , and then one thing leads to another and I found both of us on bed with me in my panties and he in only boxers.

Don't ask me how this happened , I was out of my mind to notice anything .

" Are you sure ? We don't need to continue if you don't want ! " He asks

Is this man for real ? How could he even ask me after turning me on like this . And now he wants to leave me all hot and bothered.

" Are you serious ? Do you really wanna stop now ? " I asked him back that came out little too irritated than I intended.

" No ! " He gave me sheepish smile

" So then stop talking and kiss me ! " I pulled his lips to mine, his hands travelled on my body and the next moment the last piece of cloth was out of my body .

He sucked on my left breast while massaging the right on in his hands  , soon he did the same to the right one. By then I was moaning mess.

He kissed all the way to my stomach and sucked on my navel.

I felt immense pain as he entered me but soon that subsided .

And how I felt was unexplainable .

We snuggled into each other and dozed off into each other's arms.

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Sorry for the late update , I kind of got held up in something .

But I tried to make it even with this hell of a lengthy chapter!

Actually this all was supposed to happen in two chapters but I merged it .

And again sorry if I had made any mistake in this chapter , I am not good with smokey scenes so please bare with me.

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