Savvy and Allen's P.O.V ... Unwanted, Unloved, and Unknown

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Savvy's P.O.V

School, the one thing I wanted to avoid today. Skipping had crossed my mind several times. I wanted to stay home and allow myself to curl up in a ball on my bed, crying till the day turned to night. Of course they, (Hope, Kay, and Maddy) wouldn't let me. As a matter of fact they poured water on me when I said I wouldn't get up.

Getting out of the car, I breathed in the fresh air ... If I could avoid him, today might not be a bad day.

Vinny walked over to us with a smile, I couldn't help but smile back. But just when he was about to say something to me, Kay grabbed Vinny and dragged him away. I sighed. I kind of wanted to talk to him. Vinny, my personal teddy bear. Plus, he always made me laugh and smile when I feel like everything in my life is crappy.

"Well, I'm going to go meet Tom, he said there is something he wants to tell me." Hope said.

"Okay, see you later." Maddy said, I just waved bye to her.

Maddy and I walked, wordlessly down the halls. I looked up and down the halls for Allen, in doing so I didn't see a person in front of me as ran into them. I fell backwards.

"I'm so sorry." I heard a voice say. I looked up at a blue eyed, blond haired guy.

"It's fine, it was my fault." I stated as I stood up.

"Are you okay?" He asked, I nodded. "By the way, I'm Jack."

"Savvy." I replied.

"Savvy, come on, we're going to be late." Maddy said from beside me. I said goodbye to, Jack and walked away.

Maddy and I reached my locker. I took out my books I would need and closed my locker.

"Hello, Savvy ... Maddy." I heard a voice say behind me. I couldn't move or look behind me at Allen. I was afraid that I would cry once I looked into his eyes.

"Hi, Allen is there something you want?" Maddy asked with venom in her voice.

"I don't want anything from you. Actually, Troy said he wanted to talk to you. He told me to tell you that you can find him in the gym." Allen stated. Maddy made no move to leave me alone in the practically empty hall with Allen. I cursed to myself when I concluded that the halls were almost empty because class was to begin in like 3 minutes. "Maddy, you might want to go to Troy, before he comes looking for you."

"You don't tell me what to do." Maddy cut him off. Damn, I could tell she was mad. "You're an asshole. You know that?! I wish we all could have seen that you were an asshole sooner! And how dare you waltz in here! Do you know that I've been with Savvy for the past 12 hours! Watching her act happy! When I knew she was heartbroken! She loved you! You douche bag!!" Maddy huffed, something inside of me made me laugh. I could just image Allen's face, I wanted to see his expression, but I knew I shouldn't turn around and face him.

"Maddy, you don't understand-" Allen began to say but Maddy cut him off.

"You're a dickhead, that's all I need to know! And, how dare to talk about not understanding-"

"Maddy, let them talk." Troy said coming up behind her. Maddy shook her head.

"No, I rather kick him in the balls!" She shouted. Troy sighed and wrapped an arm around Maddy's waist. I watched, flabbergasted, as Troy picked Maddy up and threw her over his shoulder. She yelled profanities at Troy and Allen as Troy carried her away.

"Now, that they're gone, Savvy I want to tell you something." Allen began."Sit with me at lunch." I turned and finally faced him. His eyes looked different, more distant. I could already see from taking one look at him that he was holding in his feelings.

"I-I don't think that's a good idea." I said.

Without looking me in the eye, Allen spoke. "I wasn't asking."

"Whether you were asking or not, I'm not sitting with or by you." I harshly said.

"This, I guess, is where I say if you don't sit with me, I'll not hesitate to send the photo of you on my hood to anyone ..." Allen stated.

"Why, do you want me to sit with you?! Is it because you can't be with me, so instead you want to keep me close?" I asked. Allen looked me dead in the eye.

"Why I want you to sit next to me is my own damn business. It's not because I want you close. Now it's completely your choice to sit with me or not. But you know what'll happen if you don't." His voice was cold and stern. I exhaled in anger. Without saying a word, Allen walked away. Leaving me there ... furious ...

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Smile ... Smile ... Smile ....

I kept repeating to myself, before I walked into first period. The teacher, Mrs. Mars, looked at me.

"Savvy, why are you late?" She asked.

"My locker wouldn't open." I lied. She nodded and told me to go sit at my seat and that she wouldn't mark me tardy. I silently took my seat next to Hope and Kay.

"What happened?" Hope asked me, clearly reading my pained and angry expression. I shook my head for her to let it go.

"Nothing," I lied. I knew Kay and Hope both saw right through me, but they didn't question me. I glanced at the desk and saw our classwork. Knowing I was making perfect grades in this class, I balled the paper up and tossed it in the bin beside the teacher's desk. Mrs. Mars gave me a look when I did, but said nothing. I like how she was the kind of teacher that was laid back and didn't question a thing we did. Plus, I liked her for the fact that she was a teacher of a few words, never really lectured us, just gave out worksheets.

"Hey, Savvy." I spun around to come face to face with Vinny.

"Vinny? What are you doing in this class?" I asked with curiosity. He shyly smiled.

"Ummm, I changed my classes." He admitted. I grinned.

"Well ... I'm glad you did." I admitted. Vinny blushed, which made me grin even more. He was so cute when he acted shy. I guess that was just Vinny, the shy one. Ever since middle school--which was when I met him--he acted this way.

I saw Vinny's eyes flicker to Kay with a unreadable expression.

"So, you and Kay, huh?" I questioned. Something inside of me was itching to know if he was dating her ... or anyone for that matter.

"Kay and I? What?" Vinny naively asked. I rolled my eyes.

"Come on, I can tell you two are you know ... secretly dating." I was egging him on for an answer. All of a sudden Vinny shook his head.

"Oh! No, no, no Kay and I are not dating in any sort of way ... We are friends! That's it, I swear!" He started shouting.

"Calm your horses and buggy. I get it. You two don't want anyone to know." I winked at him. He face-palmed.

"Savvy, I'm not dating Kay ... I like someone else." His words made me gasp. I was shocked and...

Wait ... what was this feeling? ... Jealousy? Envious? ... No! Vinny was like a brother to me ...Yeah, brother.

"Y-you like someone else ... Who? Do I know her? What's her name? Does she go this school? Do I know her? What does she look like? Are you two friends-"

"Savvy, chill." Vinny said, as he placed one of his hands on each of my shoulders. "Calm down ..." I sighed.

Why did I drill him about it?

He then grinned at me and I just couldn't hold it any longer, I smiled back.

Brother ... Brother ... he was like a brother to me...

Then why in the world did I have to keep reminding myself of that?

When the bell rang ... I stood up with a jolt and ran out of the classroom.

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Allen's P.O.V

"Oh, cut the bullshit ... you act like your mom is a freaking assassin!" I chuckled at Savvy. She was too naïve to know that my mom was not an assassin, yet she knew many.

My mom was ... how can I put this? ... very powerful. Living in this town / neighborhood was just a cover up.

No, my mom was actually a -

"Get to class, both of you!" Mr. Broadway yelled. Savvy sighed.

"Bye, Allen." Savvy whispered and walked away.

Why did I feel like her goodbye meant that she was actually trying to get over me?

Oh, Savvy, if only you knew how I felt ... and what was going on.

Oh, if you innocent girls didn't play Truth or Dare, we might not actually be in this situation...