chapter 29

Everyone has a purpose in his life, I too have a purpose and it was taking revenge for my parents. But now I got another purpose in my life live and that is Gauri.It is true that persons can change with time. Many things about me is also changed over years.  I'm not an introvert coward like I used to be at my college time and I have gained that power which can help me to protect people that are close to me. It was my bad luck that I was betrayed by someone close to me and end up here in an injured state. But every incident has a purpose behind it and I'm very satisfied with the purpose behind my attack. My bad luck turned into a good thing for me. I got to meet someone whom I even thought was dead and that was Gauri.I pretended to lose my memory and stayed with her. My purpose is very clear for it.....First thing I want to do is catch those rats who are staying by my side but working for my enemies. It is impossible my work schedule to get leaked and known by those who wanted to harm me. It was impossible for them to know if someone from my people is not working for them. Until then I won't go back and let them think me as dead. When they will be at ease and make a mistake then I would capture them.Beside, I want to know what actually happened to Gauri, what pain did she tolerate that changed her completely. I want to know what people talked about her is real or fake! What happened to her after I left, how did she became a mother of these two children who had no relationship with her and how she died in the records! Why did Gauri died and Shakti is alive with another identity.I want to know the answers of my questions. How come a person who didn't even looked at other men betrayed her family and fiance whom she loved a lot! How an innocent person like her got framed without any fault. Why did she give up her life without proving anything. Why did she thought giving up was better than proving herself! To know everything about her I have to create a place in her life and in her heart. I want her to open up to me. I want her to depend on me, I want her to feel empty without me. I want to capture that place in her heart she has in my heart. Can I do this! If I can't achieve her heart still I want to sacrifice my everything for her.If she doesn't want anyone from her past in her present then I will become someone who can be in her future. I will do everything to stay by her side. It is all a dream for me. Living with my dreamgirl whom I missed so much and whose death made my heart shattered is actually alive and I'm her husband now.... What could I want more than this!It may be fake now but I will definitely make this real. Gauri, me and our kids, if I could live like this forever then I won't go back to the past life and will live as Shiv for her forever. But I still have something to do. I have to punish those people who killed my parents without it I can't live peacefully even with Gauri. I will clean everything and made them regret who made my life hell then I will confess everything to Gauri. After that I would do whatever she wishes. Even if she doesn't forgive me for this then also I won't blame her. But I will try my best to be with her.She is doing well, I heard from the people she worked very hard and achieved everything on her own. Starting a business on his own and making it successful is not an easy thing. She is really a genius and nothing is impossible for her. My respect for her increased a lot. Now, she is a stubborn girl whom noone could stop. She will definitely achieve the goal she wished for and as a mother she is doing great. No one could say that they are not her own children. For first few days I was also very confused. I thought she is actually someone who looked like Gauri and have two kids.I was not even this much happy when my company made crores of profits. But I felt I hit a jackpot when I found out those were not her real children and she is my Gauri. She didn't even know me or remember me still finding my first love is a great happiness to me. If she can be with me in this life, if I can be someone who is valuable in her life then I can die happily without any regret and will think I lived well.Let's just time to take it's course and I will do my best to be a part of her life.End of the season....Â