Chapter 86: Chapter 86

Chapter 86 Nathan’s pov The elevator door closed.

I saw Diana holding Moss’s arm and disappearing from my sight.

I felt like a blazing fire was burning in my heart.

I wished I could smash the elevator door, rush in and drag Diana into my arms, and then kill the man who dared to hold her.

I had to desperately suppress the violent factor in my body and force myself to calm down.

I knew I was a bit abnormal.

My possessiveness towards Diana might far exceed my imagination.

But it was wrong.

I should keep a distance from Diana.

At least so far, she was still the suspect persecuting Avia.

But as soon as I closed my eyes, my mind would constantly flash with the time I have spent with Diana in Blood Shadow Pack these days.

I found that no matter how much I hated her or how badly I treated her, I still loved her.

No one knew what I was thinking when I saw her wearing a revealing skirt in front of those bastards in the private room–

I wanted to hide her and then dug out the eyeballs of those who dared to cast vulgar glances at her.

I thought Healer was crazy. How could she send Diana to do such a dangerous thing? But at the same time, another cold voice in my mind constantly reminded me: Diana was a vicious woman. She sent people to rape Avia. She should have died.

So, I deliberately showed indifference towards her.

I allowed myself to say extremely cruel words to her, hurting both her and myself. I thought I could make it.

I wanted her to feel the pain Avia endured when she was raped.

However, when she crawled up to me with a sore body, my heart softened.

Diana, that foolish woman thought her threat had worked for me, but what she didn’t know was that I just... still loved her.

Yes, it was ridiculous. I still loved her...even after she hurt Avia.

Later, we were forced to act in front of Lewis’s man.

When I held her, I felt like my blood was boiling all over. I wanted to have her. I wanted to penetrate her. I wanted her to sweat and reach an orgasm...

I almost exhausted all my endurance to restrain my impulsive thoughts. However, even so, I couldn’t help but want to take care of her. Whether it was in the morning when she woke up, or at the banquet on the cruise ship...

When Lewis held her hostage, I could hardly breathe.

When I saw sharp nails piercing her flesh, my heart seemed to bleed.

I was aware that Diana has become an unusually important presence for me.

This was not right!

She hurt Avia. I should never have any feelings for her.

I even thought since I couldn’t bear it, why not use Lewis to kill her?

“If you want to kill her, then kill her. But if you want to run away, no way!”

Cold words came out of my mouth, while at the same time, my heart seemed to be torn by countless hands.

I let this pain spread, but I ignored it.

I thought as long as Diana died, all my pain and struggle would come to an end. However, when Lewis really raised his hand to attack Diana, I realized that I was just deceiving myself.

My brain was still struggling, but my body had already made the most honest response for me.

I grabbed the gun from my subordinate and, without hesitation, aimed it at Lewis. The moment the gunshot rang out, I shouted frantically at Diana, “Come here!”

But she didn’t.

Diana didn’t run towards me.

Actually, she wanted to run, but when she saw Lewis about to swallow the stimulant, she stopped.

She exerted all her strength to knock down the pill in Lewis’s hand, preventing everything from becoming worse, but she fell into the sea under Lewis’s heavy blow. At that moment, I felt my breathing stop.

I rushed to the deck and shouted her name, trying to catch her.

In vain.

The huge waves enveloped her body.

I didn’t even hesitate. I followed Diana and jumped into the sea.

I knew she couldn’t swim and was afraid of water.

Not long after Diana and I were together for mate bond, I once took her to a pool party.

Perhaps most people saw that I didn’t like her, so they didn’t respect her.

I did not stop, even tacitly agreed to this behavior.

I rarely wasted time on people I didn’t care about, so I didn’t think there was anything wrong with doing so.

Those people became increasingly reckless and pushed Diana into the swimming pool.

Diana struggled desperately, asking me to save her.

But I chose to ignore it.

Werewolves were born to swim. It was a survival instinct.

In my opinion, she just did this to catch my attention and win my sympathy.

It wasn’t until the water became calm and I felt the dying pain from Mate that I suddenly realized she wasn’t lying to me.

She really couldn’t swim.

Perhaps I felt the pain of her death so much that I couldn’t forget her struggling face in the water.

And now, the mate bond between us has been lifted.

But in the same situation, I found that my heart was hurting more than ever before.

I couldn’t face Diana’s death. It would make me feel like the world had collapsed. After saving Diana, I calmed down.

I started to reconsider many things.

I was thinking, would I really fall in love with a malicious woman?

If Diana was really the culprit who hurt Avia, why would she risk her life to get the antidote?

I was shaken.

I knew I must investigate this matter thoroughly.

However, on the other hand, I was once again plunged into great panic.

What should I do if Avia’s rape really had nothing to do with Diana?

I have already hurt Diana once, for which she decisively cut off all contact between 1. us.

Would she still forgive me this time?

I didn’t know.

I felt a splitting headache and even felt tired.

I went back to my room.

I needed a brief rest.

But shortly after I lay down, the door was knocked on.

It was Cameron, my mother.

Seeing me wearing pajamas, Cameron frowned slightly.

“I thought the first thing you did when you came back would be to see Avia,” Cameron said.

I sat on the sofa and said, “I’m not a doctor.”

“But your appearance will make her happy,” Cameron also sat down. “I’m here to discuss something with you.”

“What?” I asked.

“I think your wedding with Avia should be on the agenda,” she said.

looked at Cameron in surprise.

“Wedding? When did I say I was going to marry Avia?”

This time, Cameron became the one who were surprised.

“I always thought you and Avia liked each other. It was only because Diana threatened you with mate bond that you were forced to separate with Avia. Now there are no obstacles between you. And Avia has awaken from her coma. Shouldn’t you get married?”

I pinched my eyebrows and leaned back on the sofa.

“I just see Avia as a sister,” I said.

“I don’t believe it,” Cameron shook her head. “If you don’t like Avia, why were you with Zoe when she was unconscious? Zoe looks so similar to Avia. Isn’t that why you keep her by your side?”