Chapter Fifty.
IVY.
I wake up warm, surrounded by the steady rise and fall of breathing bodies. Micahâs arm is draped over my waist, Callumâs face is tucked into the crook of my neck, and Eliasâs hand rests over my hip, anchoring me in place.
But itâs Theo I feel the most. His strum of contentment coming through the bond.
Heâs behind Elias, his body curled protectively around all of us, his breathing deeper, heavier. Heâs exhausted. More than just physicallyâI can feel it in the way his grip tightens ever so slightly when I shift, as if he needs to be sure weâre still here. Still safe.
Somethingâs changed.
I keep still, listening to the quiet. Itâs been so long since weâve had a morning like thisâwhere no one is on edge, where Callum isnât retreating into himself, where Theo isnât pacing the house like a caged animal.
And yet, the air feels⦠different.
Scents are calmer, soft.
I turn my head slightly, peeking over Eliasâs shoulder. Theo is awake. Not looking at me, but at them. At all of us, like heâs memorizing the moment.
I reach out, running my fingers gently through Eliasâs hair before letting my hand brush against Theoâs. His gaze snaps to mine, sharp and alert, but then his features soften.
He knows I can tell.
Knows I see the tension lingering at the edges, the weight behind his exhaustion.
But I donât push. Not yet.
Instead, I squeeze his hand.
For a moment, he doesnât move. Then, slowly, he lifts our joined hands and presses a kiss to my knuckles.
My heart clenches.
Elias stirs beside me, followed by Micahâs soft grumble as he nuzzles deeper into my side. Callum stretches, blinking sleepily, his fingers instinctively reaching for mine.
Itâs the most peaceful morning weâve had in weeks.
And still, I canât shake the feeling that something is different.
Something has ended.
And something new has just begun.
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The nest is warm, filled with the slow, even breaths of my packmates, but I wake up feeling restless. Slipping carefully out from the tangle of limbs, I press a kiss to Callumâs temple before padding out of the room.
The house is quiet in a way that feels different. Not empty. Not heavy with tension. Just⦠calm. Itâs been so long since it felt like this, I almost donât know what to do with it.
The scent of fresh coffee leads me to the kitchen, where Micah is perched on the counter, scrolling through his phone. He looks up as I enter, pushing a steaming mug toward me without a word.
âYou are a gift,â I murmur, wrapping my hands around the warmth of it.
âI know.â He smirks before tilting his phone toward me. âMorgan messaged you, by the way. She called first, but I was half-asleep and told her to text instead.â
That gets my attention. âWhat did she say?â
âShe wants to know if youâre alive.â He grins. âAnd when youâre coming out of hibernation.â
I groan, setting my coffee down to grab my phone. Sure enough, thereâs a string of texts from Morgan.
Morgan: Okay, you get a grace period for being there for your men or whatever, but itâs been FOREVER.
Morgan: Iâm starting to think youâve been kidnapped by your hot packmates and are being held hostage in some weird sex cult.
Morgan: Actually, if thatâs the case, ignore me. Live your best life, babe.
Morgan: But also call me. I miss you.
A small smile tugs at my lips as I tap the call button. She picks up before the first ring even finishes.
âOh my god,â she huffs. âYou do remember I exist!â
âI meant to call you yesterday,â I say sheepishly.
Morgan makes an unimpressed noise. âYeah, yeah. More importantly, how are you? No bullshit.â
I hesitate, gripping my coffee a little tighter.
âIâm okay,â I admit. "Things are better.â
Thereâs a beat of silence before she exhales.
âGood. I was about to come break down your door.â
I laugh. âYou? Breaking into a house of a two Alpha pack?
âIâd like to see them try and stop me.â
And honestly? I believe her.
âSo,â she continues, âdoes this mean I can finally drag you out for something other than groceries? Lunch? Coffee? Day-drinking at an inappropriate hour?â
I hesitate, but not because I donât want to. Itâs just⦠I havenât stepped back into normal life yet. Not really.
Morgan senses it. She always does.
âNo pressure,â she says, voice softer. âI just miss you, Ivy. And I want you to do something for you.â
I exhale, rubbing a hand over my face.
âActually⦠I have a shift at the cafe today, but we could eat after?"
"Its a plan."
I smile.
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Walking back into the café feels like stepping into another life. The scent of fresh coffee and warm pastries wraps around me like a familiar hug, grounding me in a way I hadnât realized I needed.
Elias dropped me off. I was expecting him to stay in the corner like the last shift but instead he kissed me on the head and said to text him if I need a ride after I see Morgan.
Anxiety, confusion and hope battle in my tummy.
What happend?
The morning rush is winding down, but the café is still livelyâsoft chatter, the hum of the espresso machine, the clatter of dishes. Itâs comforting, predictable.
Clara spots me from behind the counter, her golden curls bouncing as she does a dramatic double take.
âNo way,â she gasps, setting down a tray of mugs. âYouâre a ghost. A legend. A myth.â
I snort, slipping behind the counter. âHey, Clara.â
She grabs me by the shoulders, eyes scanning me like sheâs checking for injuries. âYou exist.â
âI do,â I confirm, laughing as she shakes me a little.
âAnd youâre working a shift?â
âApparently.â
She gasps again, dramatically clutching her chest. âOh my god, Iâm going to cry. Hold on.â She turns toward the espresso machine, pressing a hand to her forehead. âIâm justâso emotional.â
I roll my eyes, grabbing an apron. âYou are so dramatic.â
âYou love it.â
Sheâs not wrong.
As I tie my apron, I catch her watching me more seriously.
âYou good?â she asks, quieter this time.
I hesitate, but nod. âYeah. Getting there.â
She studies me for a second before nodding back. âGood. Now, come on. We have a shift to survive.â
By the time my shift ends, I feel⦠lighter. Not completely, but enough that Iâm not dreading the rest of the day.
Morgan is already waiting for me outside, leaning against the café window in oversized sunglasses and a smug grin.
âLook at you,â she teases as I step outside. âA working woman.â
I laugh as we make our way to a small corner bistro a block away. Itâs niceâquiet but not empty, warm but not stifling. We slip into a booth, and before I can even pick up a menu, Morgan is staring me down.
âOkay,â she says, pulling off her sunglasses. âTalk.â
I sigh, running a hand through my hair. âAbout what?â
Morgan gives me a flat look. âBabe.â
I sigh again, leaning back. âItâs been⦠a lot.â
She nods, waiting.
âI donât even know where to start,â I admit.
âHow about the fact that you basically went into lockdown? Or that I had to threaten to show up at your house to even see you?â
I wince. âIt wasnât personal.â
âI know that,â she says, softer. âBut I missed you, Ivy.â
The lump in my throat is sudden, unexpected.
âI missed you too,â I whisper.
Morgan exhales, reaching across the table to squeeze my hand.
âSo,â she says, voice lighter. âYouâre finally resurfacing. What now?â
I hesitate, but only for a second.
âI think⦠I think we can get back to normal,â I admit. âOr whatever our version of normal is.â
Morgan grins. âGood. Because I have so much gossip to catch you up on.â
And for the first time in a long time, I want to hear it.
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Sorry I disappeared for a bit. Things are abit crazy here.
But I'll update as much as I can, at the very least once a week if not more â¤ï¸