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The photo of me and Jessie is now trending everywhere, people are confused and so they should be. Everyone thought me and Madeline were together and yes we are, but now i'm with Jessie as well?
I keep getting dm's from fans saying they are disappointed in me and my decisions but they don't know the truth. While i'm out here getting slaughtered for what's happening Jessie is getting what he wanted. Fans.
Madeline is getting a little bit more followers as well and people are checking up on her saying I'm a bitch and that they are no longer a fan of me. I know they aren't my real fans sending these messages because i know the real ones will always stay by my side.
I do have a few people in my dm's that are sending me love but most of it is just hate, obviously with my new album and the song wildflower, it just give people more reasons to hate on me.
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Billies not doing good, i knew this would happen and it's all my fault. I never should have told her to do this. There are photos and videos of her going around the internet saying how bad on a person she is and it's really getting to her.
She hasn't been active on social media for a bit now for obvious reasons and she hasn't barely messaged me. I would go round to her house but i would never get an answer, even Finneas went round and used the spare key but she would never leave her room.
I'm currently on my way down to her house to tell her to blow the whole thing off it's been going on for two weeks now and it's just constant hate for Billie, it's not fair. I told Finneas what i was doing and he gave me the spare key so i could just walk in, because we both knew she wasn't going to answer the door.
When i got to Billies all of the lights were off, i didn't bother turning them on i just headed straight to her room, no one was there. I found it a-bit strange of why she wasn't in her room but i was also grateful she had finally got up.
I continued making my way around the house and finally got to the last place of the house. The game room, as i got closer to the door i hear slight mutters from the other side of the door and put my ear up to it.
"I hope you have fully broken up with her." I heard someone say. I couldn't fully make out who it was so i carried on listening to try and figure it out.
"I have, don't worry about it" Billie said.
"Good i never want to see you with her ever again" The manly voice said again.
I was confused on what was going on so i decided to open the door and walk in.
Once the door was open i see Billie and whoever this mysterious person was kissing.
"Well, Well, Well look who it is." He said once again.
It was Jessie. My face dropped and i instantly looked at Billie.
"What's going on" I asked.
"Get out, Billies mine now you don't need to be here." Jessie said, the sound of this voice made me want to smash my face against the wall, it was so annoying.
"I think you should go Madeline." Billie said in a Stern voice.
I didn't say anything else i just ran out of the room my eyes filling up with tears as i slammed the front door shut. How could she do this, She said she would tell me everything. I knew had that gut feeling for a reason.
I'm sat in my car in tears and i'm trying to ring Finneas i didn't know how else to turn to that might know what's going on.
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"Hello, is everything okay you never call me" He says sounding a little concerned.
"He's at her house Fin, Jessie they are together at her house and i saw them kiss." I cried through the phone.
"WHAT" He shouted through the other end of the phone.
"Fuck this, i'm messaging her don't worry about this Madeline everything is going to be okay." That was the last thing is said before i hear the call end.
I drove home and i was crying the whole way, i was happy for once and i got taken away from me just like that. I just don't understand why they were kissing. I finally got back to my apartment and went straight to my bedroom, i got in bed and sobbed until i fell asleep.
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