Twisted Hate: Chapter 55
Twisted Hate (Twisted, 3)
After we returned to the living room, Ava whisked Jules away for what I assumed was a similar conversation to the one we had, minus the sibling stuff. However, instead of staying in the apartment, they decamped to a nearby bar so Ava could quote unquote try and forget she ever heard the phrase Personally, I thought they left the apartment so they could secretly plan how to gang up on me in the futureâI how they workâbut I was so relieved by Avaâs acceptance of my and Julesâs relationship, I didnât care.
After the girls left, I joined Alex by the wall of windows, where he stood with a pensive expression.
âIâm surprised you didnât go with them.â I came up beside him and stared down at the city laid out before us. Dusk transformed the skies into a palette of soft pinks and purples, and lights flickered on in the sea of buildings until they resembled a carpet of tiny jewels. âYouâre usually glued to Avaâs side.â
Alex had been paranoid about Avaâs safety since his uncle kidnapped her; he even hired a bodyguard for her until she chafed at the constant shadow. They got into a huge fight over it before Alex caved and dialed back on the protection detail.
âWeâre working on that.â A hint of disgruntlement colored his voice. âShe says Iâm too paranoid.â
âYou . And I say this as her brother, someone whoâs very invested in her well-being.â
He let out a small rumble of irritation but let the issue drop. âThere is another reason I stayed behind. I needâ¦I want to tell you something.â
My eyebrows climbed at his uncharacteristic stumble. âOkay. As long as itâs not another confession about a seven-year lie, because I swear to Godâ¦â
âNow whoâs the paranoid one?â Alex rubbed a hand over his jaw, his brow knitting in a frown.
The longer he hesitated, the more my curiosity spiked. Alex rarely struggled for words. Except for Ava, he didnât give enough of a shit about anyone to care how his statements were received.
âIâve never had much of a family,â he finally said. âAs you know, my parents and sisters were murdered when I was a child, and my uncle was a psychopath.â
Only Alex could deliver such brutal facts with such unflinching honesty.
âI didnât have many friends growing up either, and that was fine. I dislike a majority of people I meet. I had my business and side projects, and that was enough.â His throat bobbed with a hard swallow. âThen I met you and Ava. You were both quite irritating in the beginning, with your insistence on adhering to social niceties and your determination to see the best in people, no matter how foolish an endeavor that is.â
I snorted, but a strange tightness gripped my chest.
âButâ¦â Alex hesitated again. âYou also saw the best in me. Youâre the only people whoâve ever seen more in me than a bank account, a status symbol, or a business connection. We may have different views on life and the way we approach things, but you and Avaâ¦â His voice softened. âYouâre the closest thing I have to a family.â
. If I teared up over something Alex said, heâd never let me live it down.
But I knew how hard it mustâve been for him to admit that. Alex was as sentimental as a porcupine was cuddly, but for all his faults, he was a good friend in the only way he knew howâloyal, unquestioning, and willing to burn the world down for the people he loved.
âFuck, man, you shouldâve warned me you were going to get all sentimental and shit. I wouldâve brought more Kleenex.â
The words came out more choked than I wouldâve liked.
A small smile graced his mouth. âItâs facts, not sentimentality. On that noteâ¦â He reached into his pocket and retrieved a small velvet box. âIâd like to formalize the relationship.â
Were my ears deceiving me, or I did detect a touch of nervousness?
I stared at Alex blankly. Part of me knew what he was hinting at, but my sluggish brain couldnât catch up in time. âFormalize what relationship?â
âThe family one.â He snapped the box open and nearly blinded me.
The ring nestled against the velvet cushion gave the Wollman Rink a run for its money in terms of size. I didnât know much about diamonds, but I knew this one had to cost five figures.
It blazed like a fallen star in the dying late afternoon light. Smaller diamonds dotted its platinum band and threw rainbow prisms across the room, and the silver letters stamped on either side of the ring cushion read âI wanted to tell you before I proposed.â Alex closed the box again, saving my retinas from being seared right off. âYou know how I feel about Ava, so I wonât bore you with a regurgitation of the facts. I also despise the outdated tradition of asking permission to marry. That being said, I know how much she values your opinion. I do too, and while I donât your permissionâ¦â He swallowed hard. âI would very much like to have it.â
Silence rang in the wake of his words.
Alex. Proposing to Ava. So he would be my brother-in-law.
The disjointed yet connected thoughts tumbled through my head.
Iâd known Alex and my sister would be endgame since the day I learned he gave up his company for her. He got it back after she forgave him, but for him to even doing something so drastic, he had to be in deep.
Yet I never couldâve imagined the proposal would come so early, or that he would ask for my permission.
Alex never asked for permission from anyone.
âI didnât want to propose until after you and Iâ¦sorted through some of our issues.â Alex watched me with sharp eyes, his features taut with tension. âI didnât want to put either of you in that position.â
I finally found my words through the well of emotion in my chest. âMy sisterâs rubbing off on you. You actually sound human.â
âIâm good at imitations.â
There was a moment of stunned silence before a laugh burst from my mouth. âShit, Volkov, donât kill me with shock before the wedding. Ava will be pissed.â
Alexâs lips curved. âIs that an implicit blessing?â
âDonât get ahead of yourself.â I sobered. âYouâre right. We have very different worldviews, and we hit a bit of a, ah, rough patch over the years. I still think youâre an asshole eighty percent of the time. But youâ¦you walked my sister home every day for a year like a psycho Romeo. You always put her safety and well-being ahead of yourself, which for you is saying a fucking lot.â I swallowed hard. âAva is my only sister. My only real . Iâve always taken care of her growing up, and I donât trust her with just anyone. But I trust her with you.â
If there was one thing I was certain of, it was that Alex would lay his life down on the line for her. He may be an asshole to everyone else, but I could always trust him to take care of Ava.
I clapped him on the back as the tightness in my chest intensified. âSo yeah, you have my fucking permission. Just donât kill her with the ring, because that shit is bright as fuck.â
A suspicious brightness glowed in Alexâs eyes before he blinked and it disappeared. He let out a relieved-sounding laugh. âSheâll be okay. Sheâs tougher than you.â
âThatâs true.â Despite her sunny optimism and what some would call naïveté, Ava had always been a survivor. I shook my head in my disbelief. âCanât believe Iâll be stuck with you forever as my brother-in-law.â
I didnât doubt Ava would say yes, but having Alex Volkov as my brother-in-lawâ¦Lord help me.
âLucky you.â A small smile remained on Alexâs mouth, but his eyes turned serious again. âSpeaking of which, I also have a proposal for you.â
âAlex.â I clutched my chest. âAvaâs not gonna like it if you propose to me too. Bigamy is illegal in D.C.â
âFunny.â He walked to the bar and poured two glasses of whiskey, one of which he handed to me. âIf Ava says yesâ¦â
âSheâll say yes.â
An uncharacteristic hint of nerves coasted through Alexâs eyes before it vanished beneath cool green ice.
â
she says yes, Iâll need a best man.â He rubbed his thumb over his glass, his tense shoulders at odds with his casual tone. âSince youâre my best friend, and one of the few people I can stand to be around for more than five minutes at a time, consider this my official ask to you.â
. Emotion rushed back into my chest and swelled until it formed a lump in my throat.
Before our falling out, Alex had been there for every game, every crisis, and every emergency I had. He was the only person outside my family I trusted, and I was the only one he uttered more than a dozen words to at a time.
Weâd been best friends, but heâd never called me that, at least not in my presence. Today was the first time.
âThat depends.â My voice came out scratchy before I cleared my throat. That fucker would make me cry.
âOne, do I have full authority to plan your bachelor party in any way I see fit? Two, do I get box seats for life to any sports game I want? Three, can I take your Aston for a spin?â
Alex released a sigh so weary I half expected him to collapse beneath its weight. âWithin reason, yes, and no.â
One and a half out of three. Not bad. I hadnât expected him to say yes to the Aston thing anyway. He never let anyone drive his precious car.
âIâll take it.â I raised my glass. âYouâve got yourself a best man.â
âIâm thrilled.â
âI canât wait until our Vegas blowout,â I said, ignoring his dry response. âActually, shit, letâs level up. Youâre a billionaire with a , as you always remind me. Letâs go to Macau. No, Monaco. No, Ibiââ
âYouâre getting ahead of yourself. I havenât proposed yet.â
âBut you and itâs best to be prepared.â My grin faded at the sight of Alexâs tight jaw. âSheâll say yes,â I repeated in a softer voice. âDonât worry.â
Another hint of nerves flickered in his eyes. âI donât worry.â He rubbed his thumb over his whiskey tumbler again until some of the tension drained from his shoulders. âBut no Ibiza. I canât stand island parties.â
âDeal.â Monaco sounded more fun, anyway. âHereâs to an epic proposal and even more epic bachelor weekend.â
I lifted my glass again. Alex clinked his against mine, and I waited until weâd both drained our drinks before I added, âIâd be your best man even without the box seats, you know.â
The ice in his eyes cracked, revealing a sliver of softness. âI know.â
A poignant beat passed before we coughed at the same time and let out awkward laughs. Alex might petrify into stone if we dwelled too much on the sentimentality of the moment, and I didnât want my sister to marry a literal statue.
âNow that thatâs out of the wayâ¦â I threw an arm around his shoulders and steered him toward the couch. âLetâs talk about how weâll make this a stag party youâll never forget. Iâm thinking tigers, tattoosâ¦â
âNo.â
I brushed off the buzzkill. âActually, how do you feel about cage diving with sharks? We can fly to South Africa for the weekendâ¦â
Alex rubbed an exasperated hand over his face while I rambled off ideas and tried to hold back a grin.
Me annoying the shit out of him while he feigned irritation?
It was like old times, only better, because this time, there were no lies or secrets between us.
Every great friendship had chapters.
This was the start of our new one.