26

NUNU™

"Malaysia stays still mami," I said as I was trying to change her diaper.

She had already peed on me before I was not trying to go through that again.

It was just me and her right now Pop had gone to the studio to do some songs. This man I always in the studio like he just dropped an album that did NUMBERS so I don't know why he constantly has to go to the studio.

It just doesn't make sense to me but I don't want to assume anything.

I mean we aren't together right?

But he has been telling me he wants to get in a relationship so I don't know.

After I got done changing Malaysia I decided to get myself a snack. Walking in the kitchen I went into the pantry while I was still holding Malaysia I grabbed myself some hot Cheetos cause I have been craving that lately.

I went into the living room and went to sit Malaysia down but she started whining.

"Girl I can't keep carrying you," I said

She pouted making her lip quiver before she busted into tears.

"Ugh fine," I said butting her in my lap putting my Cheetos in front of her for me to eat as I was eating my chips Malaysia grabbed the bag trying to snatch it out of my hand.

"Girl Stop its mines!" I said laughing

"Ain't nobody gonna keep playing with you," I said putting my finger in her face as she grabbed it trying to put it in her mouth

"Are you hungry Mami?" I said

I put my Cheetos down and went into the kitchen and sat her down in her high chair.

As I was searching for some baby food Malaysia started banging her hands on the tray of her highchair.

"Ok ok, I'm coming," I said slightly frustrated with the baby food in my hand.

I opened the applesauce and started to spoon-feed her.

I gave her apple sauce because that's the only thing she will eat other than that she'll spot stuff out and throw a temper tantrum.

She is a real pick for someone who is 4 months old.

"Say Ahhh," I said

She opened her mouth after I put the soon by her mouth.

"Big girl!" I said

After I got done feeding her I let her play for a little bit before I put her to sleep so now I was just chilling on the couch just in my thoughts.

Should I try out this relationship thing with Bashar? I thought to myself.

Maybe I should I mean I have feelings for him he BEEN had feelings for me so I don't see why not give it a try plus this whole sneaky link thing was starting to get confusing.

As I was thinking to myself I was interrupted by the door knocking checking who it instantly grew excited and opened the door.

"Hey, Bitchhh!" Dasani and Ari yelled but quickly stopped when I put my finger against my lips letting them know that I wanted them quiet.

"Malaysia is sleep dummies" I whisper yelled

"Sorry" they mouth

"So how was my niece niece" Dasani said

"She been good she just sassy sometimes," I said

"Ain't nothing wrong with a Lil Sas," Ari said

"I guess but girl I need to fill y'all in it's been crazy lately," I said

"Ooh bitch fill me in," Ari said

"Ok now, where don't start first," I said getting comfortable on the couch.

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" Wow bitch you've been going through it," Dasani said

"Yeah girl I'm surprised I ain't use Malaysia due to all that stress God forbid but Man that was too much"

"Yeah I got some for that Lola Bitch" Ari said

"Girl don't even get me started on her," I said

"But anyway are you excited to go back to work this weekend," Dasani said

"Yeah girl especially since I got this body right," I said flipping my hair over my shoulder

"I know that's right," Ari said

"But what about Pop is he gonna be here to watch Babygirl?" Ari said

"Yeah most of the time but if not she can go to his mom's house," I said

"What about your Mom?" Dasani asked

"I don't think  I'm on the best terms with my Parents since that confession," I said

"Oh I'm sorry for bringing that up," Dasani said

"No, No it's ok your fine," I said

"Speaking of Bashar where is he," Ari said

"He's in the studio been there since 7:00 this morning," I said

"But he has been talking about us being in a relationship," I said

"Wait for bitch really ?" Ari said

"Yeah but at first I was a Lil iffy since you know about the past situations but I think I wanna give him a chance a-"

We were then interrupted by the door opening revealing Bashar as he just walked into my room without speaking to anyone.

I don't know about you but when you enter somewhere with people in there you suppose to speak that just common etiquette.

"What's wrong with him?" Dasani said

"I don't even know girl," I said

"Ok well were about to go ok babes we gonna see you on Friday," Ari said as she and Dasani walked to the door with me following behind them

"Ok I'll see you on Friday,"  I said closing the door afterward.

I then went to the room to see Bashar laying on the bed

"You sleepy papa?" I asked

"Yeah I've been in the studio all day," he said dryly

"Oh ok," I said looking down.

It was quiet until I began to spoke.

"Bashar I want to talk to you about something," I said

Yeah.." He said a little uninterested

"What's wrong you sound like something is bothering you," I said

"I'm good cuz now tell me what you want to talk about cause I'm sleepy and I had a long day," he said

"Ok..well you know how you've been wanting to be In a relationship," I said

"Mhmm," he said

He's pissing me off with these dry responses

"Well I'm ready to be in one..with you," I said

"Word?" He said

"Yeah," I said

"Ok..then I guess we in a relationship now," he said

"Why you saying that as if you don't care," I said

"Who said I ain't care," Pop said

"It just the way you're responding," I said

"Well if we're being honest I kinda already knew you were gonna agree with it," he said

"Oh really?" I said

"Yeah" he chuckled

"Your annoying," I said

"Mhmm," he said getting under the covers and closing his eyes

I don't like this why isn't he telling me what's wrong?

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HAII I knew I was gone but I ain't have no ideas so yeah

I got some good ideas now though

What do you think it wrong with Pop

Are y'all ready for Friday