27

POPPA

FLASHBACK FROM THE STUDIO

"Bro this shit go hard," Mike said over the loud music

"Good looks bro," I said back

I've been in the studio for damn near all-day a night was getting kinda bored but I had to stay focused and stay on my grind cause I got a kid now so I feel like I have to work ten times harder.

I sat down and grabbed a blunt that I rolled earlier and started to light it.

I guess Mike noticed I was a Lil off and came up to me.

"Bro, you good you look hit?" Mike asked me

"Yeah bro I'm just tired as fuck" I chuckled a little

"Oh, word well cheer up cause we got some strippers on the way now," Mike said

"Is you and Nunu together cause I just wanna make sure?" Mike said

"I mean No bu-"

"Great ok then you good" Mike said

"Bro you ain't even let me-

"Dude chill you need to loosen up you just had a baby and you've been on lockdown with your baby moms for nine months bro have some fun" He explained

I mean me and Nunu weren't together and he was kinda right about me loosening up so I guess it wouldn't hurt.

"Okay cuz I guess you're right," I said

"I know I'm right I don't remember a time when I was wrong," He said making me laugh

Nigga is stupid

After a while which felt like a long time the strippers finally came and one of the strippers looked a Lil familiar to me.

Maybe I'm just Trippin

As we were chilling things started to get a lil wild and they bought drinks too so you know I had some then the strippers started dancing each of the homies had one.

Then the one that felt familiar to me van up to me

"You wanna lap dance Papi," She asked

Um first of bitch don't call me Papi you are not on that type of level with me.

"Yeah gone head," I said

She started throwing it back on me as I caught it shorty was willing everything else was a blur.

"Bro Pop you out of it right now," Mike said as we were drunk out of our minds

The strippers left a long time ago now we were just chilling

"Bro I swear Shorty was familiar," I said

"You sure where do you think you saw her?" Mike asked

"Ion know cuz," I said

"Probably one of your hoes you fucked and forgot about ain't no telling," Mike said

"Yo chill cuz," I said laughing

"Whatever bro, but how's baby girl," he asked

"She's perfect she looks just like Nunu bro it's ridiculous," I said

I instantly thought about it and got in my feelings.

Bro, I think I fucked up I mean yeah me and Nunu not together but I have feelings for her, and I've been talking about getting in a relationship and then I pull this shit.

"Bro you good you just zoned out," Mike said

I quickly jump out of my thoughts

"Yeah bro I'm good," I said

"You sure my nigga" he asked

"Bro, I'm good". I said

" Aight you gonna leave or you wanna still spit some shit," Mike said

"I mean shit I don't see why not it's better then sitting here wasting our time doing nothing," I said

"Ok let's get to it then," Mike said

After being in the studio for another hour and a half I decided to just get ready and leave cause at this point I wasn't even feeling the vibe after a while which is not normal at all cause I usually get lit when it comes to my music.

I went in my car and put my key in the ignition and started to drive home well drive to D's apartment.

She texted me when I got in my car but I ain't respond

When I arrived at the complex I just sat in my car for a little bit killing time

"Why do I feel so guilty," I said to myself

After sitting in the car for another 5 minutes I decided to just get out.

Walking up to the door I heard laughing letting me know that somebody was there.

Usually, I'll be annoyed when D has company but I ain't care this time

Walking into the apartment I immediately went into D's room ignoring everybody including her.

"What wrong with him?" I heard one of D's friend ask

I just laid down and drifted off to sleep

Later I heard the door close and the room door open

"You sleepy Papa" Nunu asked me

"Yeah I've been in the studio all day," I said

"Aw ok," she said

I thought she was done until she started to talk again

"I want to talk to you about something Bashar," Nunu said

Shit I hope she ain't pregnant again which I don't mind but right now if she is it's gonna make me feel ten times worse for what I did

"Yeah?" I said

"Ok..well you know how we've always talked about being in a relationship?" She said

Shit please don't tell me

"Mhmm," I said

"Well I want to be in one..with you," she said

My stomach instantly fell to my balls like I did want to be in a relationship with her but this is all just bad timing

Really bad timing

"Word?" I said

"Yeah," Nunu said

"Well I guess we in a relationship then," I said

"Why you saying that as if you don't care,"  Nunu asked me

"Who said I ain't care," I said

"It just the way you're responding," she said

"Well if we're being honest I kinda already knew you were gonna agree with it," I said said

"Oh really?" She said

"Yeah" I  chuckled

"You're annoying,"  she said walking out the room

"Mhmm," I  said getting under the covers and closing his eyes

Man I feel so bad

I feel like I'm overthinking it though

I mean I ain't do nothing, to be honest

And it was all mikes Idea

As long as she doesn't find out then I'm cool

But that girl did look mad familiar though

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Ingot tired of this being in my drafts and plus I had to update I was suppose to update tomorrow but I had to cook dinner for my family and plus my dad took forever to get the chicken cause I had made sides and we needed meat

And I had to do the dishes

Just being a mom basically

Ok I love y'all see y'all next chapter I got a couple minute left then I have to do online classes by the Time you reading this in probably already logged on

Ok bye

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