32

POPPA

"Bae doesn't piss me off cuz delete that shit," I said to Nunu after she showed me a video she made on tik tok.

"What ain't nothing wrong with it," she said looking at the phone

"Your ass is hanging out," I said

"Boy please all I'm doing is dancing but anyways I'm gonna post this," she said

"No, you're not," I said

"Too late I already did," she said flipping her hair over her shoulder

"I'm gonna pick up Asia from your mom's house," she said getting ready to grab her keys from the hook

"Aight Imma here when I'll bet back and you gonna delete that video too," I said grabbing my headset and turning on my game.

"Boy you can keep trying I'm keeping it up but anyways Imma be back baby so gimmie a kiss," she said coming over to me wrapping her arms around my neck and I wrapped my arms around her waist.

"I love you, baby," I said pecking her lips

"I love you too," she said getting up and going to the door

"I'm gonna go to the grocery store I wanna cook some lasagna" I heard her say

I had to do a Lil happy dance cause this woman never wanna cook

"Aight bae," I said going over to the door to lock it after she left

Time to beat these niggas madden I still couldn't play 2k because Nunu ruined me overall and these niggas would clown me the whole time so we playing Madden

NUNU

"Hi mama," I said kissing all over Malaysia's cheeks making her whine

"Don't be mean, how was she, mama?" I asked mama smoke as she walked in the living room with her diaper bag sitting it on the couch

"I and she had a blast we ate real good too," she said

"I hope she ain't eat too good cause I am not gonna change no more poppy diapers she going straight to pop," I said making both of us laugh

"Have you talked to your mama hun?" Mama smoke asked me

"No I just can't pull myself to do it I feel like they don't look at me the same," I said

I had told mama smoke about the whole me being a stripper situation only because pop big mouth ass ran his mouth to her I was scared at first but she understood why and that what I needed I didn't need anybody judging me.

"Well you won't know if you try buts it's up to you just don't wait too long," she said

"Ok I won't but thanks you so much for watching Asia I appreciate it me and pop enjoyed selves," I said going up to the door

"I'm glad you did and your welcome any time," she said

"Thank you Imma see you later," I said

"Ok drive safe," she said

"I will," I said putting Asia in her car seat and buckling her up

"You wanna go to the store mama," I said looking back at her in her car seat

I don't know why I talk to her like this as if she'll respond

I put her in the little car seat making sure she's all covered up with the little blankie I gave her a toy and everything cause when we in public she tends to show out for some reason so we just got her this little toy and she will be quiet as a mouse.

I walked into the grocery store and I decided to face time pop to see what we need in the house

"Bae," I said to him over the phone while looking through the aisles

"Yeah baby," he said sounding like he was on the game cause I heard the joysticks on his controller moving around and the sound effects on his game making me roll his eyes

Imma throws that game in the park creek down the street.

"I'm at the grocery store and I need you to see what we need more of," I said looking down at my phone from not hearing any response

"Bae," I said a Lil louder trying not to wake up M

"Huh," he said

"Omg did you even hear what I said you know how I feel when I have to repeat myself," I said

"Yeah baby I did hear what you said," he said not looking up from the game

"Then what did I say then," I said going through the beverage aisle looking at some juice

"I'm you said something about you at the store and I got to look for something," he said

Close enough

"Yeah that's what I said, I said rolling my eyes being sarcastic

"Ok cool...so what do you want me to look for?" He said finally looking into the camera.

I just mugged him and hanged up

"such a great help," I said to myself I guess I'll just have to wing it and just grab stuff just in case and grab actual food, unlike pop who buys anything but what we need to eat.

"Ok, Asia wai fort for a second," I said she was now whining cause she was hungry and I'm trying to put the groceries in the trunk.

"Ok, here I come," I said opening one of the water bottle packs I had and grabbing her milk.

I went to the backseat to where she was and started to make her milk which made her cry even more because I was right there with the bottle.

After I got done shaking it I popped it in her mouth.

"I can't believe I have to sit in this Walmart parking lot to feed your ass this is so ghetto," I said to myself and I wish I white lady would look over and have something slick to say cause unfortunately my car windows are not tinted so people can see

"I need to tell pop to take my car to shop to get some tinted windows," I said to myself looking around watching other people walk in and out of the store and put their groceries in their cars

As I was in my thought I had a notification from Instagram somebody named dreamy..bih sent me something I didn't think too much fit until I got another notification.

"Omg, what the hell do they want I got shit to do" I sighed taking my phone from out my pocket.

I looked at the video the person sent and when I tell you my hand flew so fast to my mouth you would've thought somebody slapped me on it.

"Is that dreamy?" I said looking closely and it was I'm so tired of this shit and this looks like he was in the studio too.

What yummy said at the club another day I didn't know it was true I just thought she was saying that cause she ain't had nothing else to say but turns out she was right.

I'm pissed and how could he do this to the person that I can't stand and then dared to come home as nothing happened.

The wait is that the reason why he was all dry with me when I asked him to be my boyfriend so he lied in my face because he knew he was wrong he wanna pull this shit while I'm at home taking care of our fucking child.

Yes I know we weren't together yet but if he couldn't keep t real with me while we weren't in a relationship then will keep it real now since we're in a relationship.

I clicked on the profile to see who it was and I should've known it was dreamy.

I just sighed and took the unfinished bottle out of Malaysia's mouth and got out carefully to not wake her up and went into the driver's seat.

"And this nigga got the nerve to sleep in my damn house," I said to myself as I drove wiring the tears out of my eyes.

"Stay strong girl it's ok," I said to myself at this point I don't even know how to feel mad or understanding like yes we weren't together but we were close to being together and he also lied to me as well I'm more so mad that he lied and got a lap dance from the person that I couldn't even stand.

I finally pulled up our house and took out my phone to come to get the groceries from the car he came out after five minutes like hurry up I have milk in the car.

He finally came out and went on my side to kiss me.

"Hey, baby did you get everything you need from the store?" He asked after showering me with kisses. Every kiss he gave me made it hard for me not to slap him across his face

"Bae what's wrong boo," he said grabbing my face making me look at him

"Nothing I'm just tired can you just get the groceries out of the car and I'll get baby M"

I said getting out of my side and going to get to Malaysia

I walked into the house and put her car seat on the counter and grabbed her out and put her in her room to lay down and after that, I went into the kitchen to see Pop putting up the groceries.

"You sure you ok D," he asked me

After putting the milk in the fridge

"Yeah I'm fine," I said walking into MY room.

Taking off my shoes and getting comfortable I heard my room door close making me turn around to Pop leaning on the closed door with his arms crossed.

"If you got something you need to tell me  say with yo fucking chest D!" He said

Yeah ok now it's time to snap

"First of who the fuck you think you're talking to and I'm just showing you how I feel when you was acting the same way the other day!". I said

"And I told you I was ok what does the other day got to do with anything?" he said

"Oh you must think you good at hiding huh" I said pulling ot my phone and putting the video up and shoving my phone up in his face

"That's why you was acting like that huh like really Pop while I'm watching our child you so fucking disrespectful" I said

"Bae look I can explain" he said

"No fuck your explanation when are yo gonna stop hurting me first you do me wrong with yummy then you started to abuse me and now you fucking with her friend do you even know who this is!?" I said pointing to my phone again

"No I don't but I'm not goonsnlie she did look familiar to me but I didn't think to much of it" he said making me scoff

"Didn't think to much huh looks like you haven't thanked at all I can't stand this bitch and you do some fouls shit like that it's not even that it was you coming home lying right I'm my face that get me angry its you doing this shot while I'm home by myself taking care of out NEWBORN baby" I said

"Look we was at the studio mike said he was bringing in girls I told him I wasn't sure and he was telling me that me and you ar bot together and he talked me into it" he explained

"So now you wanna blame mike you're your own person you can think for yourself and you choose to that shit together or not you were all in my face talking about how bad you want to be in a relationship and you do something like this if you can't keep it 100 with me back then how can I believe that your gonna keep it real with me now.

"Baby I'm sorry I am I can prove to you and make it up to you that I do care and wanna be in a relationship with you I love you," he said

"Sure the hell doesn't seem like it," I said rolling my eyes

"Babe I can change and prove it to you just tell me what to do and I'll do it please don't leave me" He begged

"You know what I'm gonna need for you to do?" I said

"What baby," He said

"I want you to give me space and get the hell out of my apartment and think of ways you can quote on quote " earn my trust," I said making quotes with my fingers

"If that's what you want then fine," he said getting his stuff and heading to the door

"Pop" I said before ilhe could walk out the door.

"Yeah?" He said

"Look I'm not angry at you..well I am just a little bit but don't think in doing this just to do this I'm doing this so we can both just have time to think and clear our minds I just think we should both get some time to ourselves I'm not saying were breaking up or anything this is just a time to take care of our peace" I said

"Bae don't kick me out cuz can I at least sleep on the couch" he said

"Pop just leave" I said closing the door in his face.