48

NUNU

"Babe comes on and take a picture with me and M," I said to Pop grabbing his arm to scoot over on the sand next to me and M.

This swimming Park had a beach and everything else too so you know I had to seize the moment and take the opportunity.

But Pop was acting like me when I'm on my period just moody and looked like he wanted to kill somebody every five seconds.

He had Drowned Obasi in the deep end of the pool because he splashed water in his face.

Like it's a water park the hell.

But luckily Momma smoke broke it up before he damn near died of drowning.

"Hurry up babe before M starts moving around," I said pulling him harder.

"Ok damn tryna make a nigga fall on the sand," He said sitting next to me and Malaysia.

"Babe fix yo face you look mad," I said touching his face as he smacked his lips and fix his face up from his mug.

"Omg! This is just too cute I'm gonna cry" I said saving the picture and making it my lock screen.

"Malaysia stop eating the sand," I said grabbing her hand and getting the sand out of it as she started crying.

"You not about to eat sand girl you hungry? You wanna eat?" I said picking her up.

"Cmon let's go get some food you like hot dogs?" I asked her walking to the table where Pop was at.

"Babe can you come with me to the concession stand to get some food M is hungry and she not gonna want to drink her milk when it's warm," I said as he got up and grabbed M out of my hand.

"Let's go" he mumbled.

The hell is wrong with him we were just having fun yesterday and now here he is moping around and having an attitude acting like a straight BITCH.

I should be the one having an attitude I'm the one who got my coochie ripped into shreds and I'm still swollen and I have to deal with my knees giving out every 20 minutes.

I feel fucking Disabled.

But do you see me bitching about everything 25/8 No.

"Babe are you ok? you want to talk to me or something? cause your not having fun and you're ignoring me," I said with my arms crossed.

He just ignored me and continued to order food which lowkey made me embarrassed so I just walked away.

"Fine go ahead and order the whole menu," I said under my breath walking to momma's smoke.

I'm gonna snitch yep and what about it.

"Momma," I said to her sitting down.

"Hmm- what's wrong," She said with a concerned look on her face.

"Bashar being mean and moody to me and everybody else," I said.

"Of course" she rolled her eyes" is it because you help Obasi get out of the water after he tried to drown him," She asked.

"No he was already acting like that way before that happened he's been like that since this morning" I explained.

"Did you try talking to him to see what was wrong?"She asked me.

" Yeah but all he does is say "I'm ok" which I know he's not okay and he ignores me I don't know what to do he never wants to communicate he just hold it all in until he snaps," I said getting ready to cry but I quickly fixed my self up.

"He always has a problem when it comes to sharing his emotions he thinks it's soft to do that," She said as I agreed.

"Just give him some time he'll eventually come around," She said.

"Ok, I'll try," I said.

Shortly after Pop and Malaysia came back with mad food like is this nigga serious cause who gonna eat all of this?.

"That's a lot of food babe is that for us or everybody," I said looking at the big ass platter of food.

"Yeah it's for everybody why would I just buy all this food for us!?" he snapped.

"I'm just asking babe calm down you don't need to get all snappy on me," I said rolling my eyes and grabbing some food off the platter.

"Quit asking dumb ass questions then," He said as I smacked my lips.

"Whatever Pop if you wanna keep having this bitchy ass attitude then you can drive yo ass back home because we tryna have a good time and we don't need yo negative energy ruining it" I spat.

"My negat- you know what bet you got it," he said getting up and leaving making me frown up.

I ain't think he was gonna leave us foreal on this damn beach.

"What happen I just saw him leave out of nowhere," Xiarra said sitting next to me.

"I don't know but he's been pissing me off since this morning he's moody for no fucking reason and I wasn't having that so I told him if you gonna keep acting like that then you can leave" I explained to  Xiarra.

"Forget him girl and he a clown for leaving while all this food is on the table," she said grabbing some nachos.

"Your right but he's was acting like that at the beginning of this trip and then we were cool then we back to like this and this always happens in our relationship and that's how's it's been since the beginning," I said.

"To be honest with you it sounds like y'all need some counseling and communication classes," Xiarra said.

"What? No, we're fine every relationship has there problems" I said making me pause for a second.

I'm starting to sound like Pop.

"Ok well maybe but it isn't bad enough to the point where we NEED counseling we just have our moments," I said.

"Mhmm whatever but if it gets any worse at least consider it I don't wanna tell you I told you so," She said taking Malaysia out of my arms.

POPPA

"I don't understand how she so oblivious she is to this shit can she not see the damn signs?" I said to myself.

Hell yeah, I left I wasn't gonna make myself anymore uncomfortable and "Ruin the day" so yeah I left.

I'm pretty sure if I stayed any longer I would've snapped so I guess I'm doing everybody a favor.

And mainly why I'm feeling this way is because I don't know how to feel Mad or Understanding.

Part of me wants to give her the benefit of the doubt.

Naw fuck that she planning to cheat on me when we leave from Panama to come see this bobble-headed ass John nigga or whatever the fuck his name is.

Like how you gonna cheat on me with a nigga named John what type of shit is that cuz.

And it's just disrespectful to go behind my back and shit make plans while your meeting my family this shit is reminding me of the Dread Incident.

And it made me second guess if she did do something with him and they were both lying on me.

Naw Dread wouldn't do that shit he my nigga.

But this whole trip just shows me who she really is and how she feels about this relationship and how much respect she has for it.

But she always wants to get on my back about me fuck out of here.

My phone started ringing and It was Nunu and I hanged that shit up so fast.

I don't got time for her foreal I see why she was so ready to say she was gonna leave me when we get back home shit she probably been talking to that nigga and she was just waiting for me to fuck up.

And I'm still gonna have to deal with her regardless because of M and I swear if she on that petty baby momma shit she better already have the police on speed dial cause I'm gone kill her of she try that with me.

Moral of the story you can't turn a hoe into a housewife.