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POPPA

"What the hell are you talking bout?" I said acting confused.

"Don't act like you have amnesia Pop you heard me, I said I'm going to tell the judge that you've been hitting on me!" Nunu said.

Just when I was about to say something there was a knock on the door.

I opened it before Nunu could making her huff and puff.

"Good looks my guy," I said to the delivery man after giving him the money for the food then throwing the food across the room making it land on the couch.

"Why the hell would you do that my fries are gonna be everywhere!" She said as I shrugged.

"You so childish and you think you got the maturity to have full custody of M you know damn well you're not gonna have time for her with all your shows and stuff," She said.

"I do have time for her and like I've been saying before I got somebody to watch her when I'm busy" I argued.

"Who? Your Mom? She is not M's third parent she only has two and that's us" She said.

"Whatever and even if I wanna give my momma a break I can take her to Mike or one of my woos houses," I said.

"Do you know how dumb you sound right now and you wanna talk about my friends at least my friends are experienced when it comes  to watching kids all mike would do is feed her until she passes out" she said.

"I'm gonna teach them how to and what to do with Malaysia" I spat.

"Pop..you can barely change her diaper you don't even know how to wipe her right!" She said angrily.

"You need to get out or I'm gonna call the police like I'm being so serious right now," She said.

"Whatever it ain't like you gone be keeping this apartment for long with you broke ass," I said.

"My broke ass, please the only way I'm gonna get kicked out of my apartment is because of noise complaints because you wanna bang on doors. I pay my bills early and everything so you got the right one" She spat as she started pushing me towards the door.

"Ion care you can go ahead and tell the judge that I've hit you, you got zero evidence my nigga!" I said as she ignored me and guided me toward her door.

"You gon look stupid in court" I chuckled walking backwards.

"And you gone look real good behind bars," She said back closing her door and locking it.

Shit.

She ain't even got no evidence no marks or nothing or pictures she just saying shit.

I walked back into my car and I just sat in the parking lot for a minute.

Am I doing too much with this whole court thing?

I mean I only hit her because she hit me first so it was self-defense right?

I took my car out of  park and decided to go to this lil smoke lounge to get everything off my mind because this stuff was eating me up.

I may say I don't care or I will be confident about winning the case but I've been having doubts lately.

I honked my horn at somebody that was still sitting there after the light turned green.

"Come on now I got shit to do cuz," I said driving off.

You don't know how much stress I need to relieve I got to get to this place fast.

After I few more honks and turns I finally made it to the smoke lounge and parked in the back where the employees would park.

I've been here a few times so they understand I'm famous and shit so I gotta keep it discrete sometimes.

I walked to the front from the back opening the front door to the building letting the smell of hookah and smoke hit my face.

I felt like I was floating on some movie shit no cap.

"Wassup bro," the clerk of the lounge said dapping me up.

Bro was always high as hell  I would be too if you got the chance to smoke on the job all the time.

"Nothing just been cooling," I said sitting down at the bar they had there.

"That's wassup so what are you feeling today?" He asked me moving out the way so I can get a better view of the weed.

"Umm, let me just get what I usually get," I said shrugging.

"Rookie," He said grabbing a Ziploc bag as I chuckled.

"Aight here bro and I got you this too something new the people love it mad dope too," he said handing me my regular flavors of weed and this purple weed.

"You tryna kill me nigga what is this Willy Wonka shit?" I said.

"Aye you don't go to try it if you don't want to," He said holding his hands up.

"Naw you good I ain't no pussy imma try it," I said grabbing the bags and looking for somewhere to sit.

"And you can mix them if you want to," He said making me nod my head.

I sat down in a lounge area that's in the cut and started opening my backwood and licking it.

I started with the purple weed because I this point I need something to hit hard and let me tell you it already has me slumped.

"Damn," I said under my breath coughing.

I took another pull of the blunt I got used to it and started to take multiple pulls.

And I was high in 3 minutes and I was just thinking to myself and reminiscing.

I met her at the club and thought she was the baddest woman I have ever laid my eyes on.

One lapdance turned in to three and the next thing you know I'm coming to her club every weekend to see her because she told me her schedule so I knew she was at work.

I felt like I was in high school and I was around my crush for the first time and every time I saw her I just got so nervous.

Her smile, Her laugh, and her voice.

I was just in love with her voice as much as she was with mine.

The way that she would light up a room when she walked in it.

She didn't deserve the things that she went through she was just living her life and minding her business.

She trusted me and always forgave me which is something that I adored about her the most.

She stayed with me even when I did some fucked up shit and said some fucked up shit to her.

I didn't deserve her she could've had somebody better but she didn't she loved me and was willing to be there for me and help to change me even though I barely made any effort.

Who am I to call her a hoe like I wasn't going to parties just to find someone to mess around with.

Then she gave me my princess and I remember being so happy and I kid you not I was going to ask her to be my fiance in Panama but everything went down and I just backed down.

I deserve what happens to me because I put that on myself.

She didn't feel loved in the relationship so she found that in somebody else and that's what hurt me the most.

And that's all I am is hurt and broken and it's my fault.

"Pop? Are you ok?" I heard somebody say making me get out my thoughts.

I looked up and it was Nunu.

"What you doing here ain't you mad at me?" I said putting out my blunt a little.

"No why would I be mad at you?" She said as she then sat by me.

"Because our little argument we just had," I said in a duh tone.

"Pop just be quiet your high as hell right now and you don't know what you're talking about," She said.

"So you forgive me because I just want to say sorry for acting the way I did," I said rubbing my face.

"Uhh, I guess I forgive you" She shrugged.

"I'm so sorry baby I didn't mean to hurt you and I understand why you did what you did," I said hugging her putting my face in the crook of her neck as I let some tears fall.

"It's ok babe I forgive you and I'm glad you finally understand what I was coming from,"  she said rubbing my back

"I'm gonna cancel the court date and we can try to be a happy family again," I said grabbing both of her shoulders.

"Court?, Family? What are you-"

Before she could finish I gave her a passionate kiss and we started to make out.

"Let's go to my house baby," She said grabbing me by the arm and leading me out the door.

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Hai

What are y'all thoughts?

Are y'all confused or what?