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NUNU(time skip 4 months)

"I don't know where she learned that from mama it's ridiculous" I said back to my mom.

"Well where does she get that from?" My mom asked me.

"I don't know maybe she picked it up from the kids at daycare" I shrugged.

"I'll tell you what it is it's that boys damn kids" My momma pointed.

"You talking crazy mom John kids aren't like that they are well behaved kids they won't do stuff like that M is a baby she dosen't know any better she starting to get to the age where she just do stuff anyways" I said trying to defend her.

"You call chasing other classmates with scissors and calling the teacher a dickhead just doing stuff?" My mom called out.

"She can barely even pronounce dickhead how would you know if the teacher was just saying that just to saying that maybe that's just probably what she heard." I said.

"Are you serious!? I am so done with you giving her excuses wrong is wrong Deajhanai and as a parent you are going to have to understand that. she's having her birthday party here and with the things she's been doing lately I didn't think it's gonna be safe for the other kids I don't want to cause problems with the parents because your child is out of control" My Mom explained.

"Mom are you serious what you mean she might not have her birthday party here?" I said following her in the kitchen.

"It's my house my rules and I already explained to you why. Discipline your child or she won't have her birthday party here so you better have a back up plan just in case" She said taking out the pots and pans.

"How much more can I take of this she's writing on the walls she's not listening she throws tantrums she hits all of that and what do you do? I'm the grandmother not the mom all you do is get home from work talk to whoever you're talking to on the phone and go to sleep while me and your Dad has too watch YOUR child we have lives too yknow" My mom ranted.

"I do take care of M" I said.

"Deajahnai please don't lie to yourself Mija you spent more time on that phone then you do with your daughter" She said.

I just grabbed Malaysia and stormed off upstairs to our room.

I love my mom I really do but oh my goodness do I need my own place I can only take so much of this.

"Mama I talk Dada" M said jumping up and down between my legs.

"Dada hasn't called yet M you gonna have to wait babe" I said picking her up and sitting her down on the bed.

She got back down and grabbed my phone while it was still on the charger making it unplug from the wall.

"Malaysia chill out" I said taking the phone out of her  hand.

"Dada!" She said sitting on the floor crying.

I just put my phone back on the charger and laid down as she screamed, kicked and cried for her dad.

"You're not gonna tell her to stop crying"

"I don't know what to do dad she wouldn't stop anyways just let her cry until she falls asleep" I said rubbing my temple.

"Listen I don't know what you got going on but you need to get it together cause whatever it is shouldn't be stopping you from giving your child some discipline I'm pretty sure you haven't even tried to get her to calm down" My dad said.

"Ok fine ill try I'm pretty sure she won't listen to me anyway" I said rolling my eyes

"Well you do that I just go off of worm ion wanna hear that mess" My Dad said shutting my door.

"M stop it or we not gonna call Dada" I said to her.

"Dada!" She said crying harder making me sad.

"I know you miss him just calm down are you sleepy" I asked her picking her up rocking her back and forth.

She was as read as a tomato.

"Dada" She said again as she started to calm down as I continued to rock her back and forth.

She eventually went to sleep and I but her on my bed putting the cover over her.

"What am I going to do with you?" I said to myself.

She just got suspended from daycare she's been throwing tantrums acting up and everything I it's been hard for me to do anything because I'm so busy and I haven't had the energy to discipline her.

And I also have been a little down lately too.

Me and Pop got into an argument over the phone the other day because he gave me an ultimatium and I didn't want to go through it.

Flashback

"It's either you ditch that nigga that you with or Imma be done with yo ass cuz what the fuck I look like sharing my bitch with another nigga Nunu?" He said.

"Bashar it's not that easy I like John a lot and-"

"Is it me or him I'm not about to sit up in this jail looking stupid and going to bed at night knowing that my girl getting piped down by somebody else it's either you gone hold me down or be by ya self" he said.

"Bashar are you serious?-"

"Back up nigga I'm on the phone fuck you got going on?" Pop said to someone in the background.

"Bashar it's hard like I dont understand you was just telling me when we first started talking again that you didn't care and now you feel some type of way" I said.

"Well now I care especially since y'all what?..official now yes I feel some type of way I've been feeling g some type of way but I ain't wanna say anything then cause I already tried so hard to finally get you to talk to me and I ain't wanna mess nothing up and you hang up on me" I said.

"Bashar you don't understand I met his kids and everything I like him a lot" I said

"if you like him a lot why you talking to my ass then" He asked.

"Because-"

"Because you love me right?" He said.

"Right?" He repeated.

"As a baby dadd-"

"You on some bullshit D formal talking about some as a baby daddy you and me both know that's a lie" He said.

"I dont wanna hurt his feelings and was his time I already feel bad as it is doing this behind his back anyways" I said.

"Bet then feel bad then dont talk to me unless it's about M I ain't gonna deal with this shit I gave you a choice and I see what side you chose" He said.

"Bashar wa-"

Before I could finish he hanged up on me.

Flashback over

I just remember crying myself to sleep.

And I've just been sad ever since I feel like nothing can cheer me up not even John and he makes me laugh all the time.

I just don't know what to do I hate being caught up in the middle.

And of course Pops manipulative ass would do something like that.

But who am I to even complain I gave him a chance and now look where I'm at.

I swear I can't even stay away from him even if I tried too I just can't I'm madly in love with him why I don't know it's like in attached to him he made me like this.

No matter how crazy, minupulative, toxic, disrespectful he can be I 100% would probably go back to him no matter what an I hate that.

He could probably call me every name in the book and i'll still be like "that's my man" .

I just don't know what to do I really think Pop can change I do that's why I give him so many chances.

He'll change for me I just know it.

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Umm...do y'all like this chapter be honest.

I need ideas what do y'all wanna see and I don't wanna hear the same "get back together" thing but if you are gonna say that describe how they gonna get back together.

Comment and vote.

M's birthday is coming soon

Ideas overall?

Why do you think Malaysia is acting out?

Excuse mistakes