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Sitting at Waiting room,bosung was getting restless.Minjun was in Operation theater, It's been more than 2 hour since they came in Hospital. Taehyung is admitted in another room where jungkook is taking care of him

In Mindway, taehyung lost his consciousness due to excessive bleeding.Jungkook couldn't stop worrying about him, seeing his body laying on bed, pale attached to Iv. His heart is aching

Even though jungkook didn't want to leave taehyung , he was more worried about minjun as there was no news about him yet. He gave taehyung a peck on forhead and went to bosung

"Any news", he ask him but bosung shook his head as no trying to fight back his tears. He don't wanna act weak right now

Soon a doctor came out of O. T, bosung immediately ran to him and bombard him with questions

"How's my Minjun doctor? is he okay? Did he gain consciousness? when-

" calm down young man, he is totally fine now. He just need some rest, he is lucky to survive. We had loose our all hopes, his heartbeat stopped 3 times but then we heard him whispering someone name , ahhh it was "bosung" and he started breathing. It's like a miracle. He will gain his consciousness after some time, don't let him stress. i will take my leave now", the doctor said before leaving as bosung fall on his knees sobbing which made jungkook panic

"he is okay, my minjun is okay", bosung cried as jungkook pat his back, giving him an encouraging hug. But to his surpise, bosung didn't went in Minjun room instead he went to room in which taehyung is resting making him confused

" yoo man, don't you wanna meet minjun", junkook ask confused

"I'm angry at him ", bosung said sulking as Jungkook sigh at his childish behavior

" also i wanna know whole fucking truth", bosung said and Jungkook nod , he was curious too. The moment he found Minjun and Taehyung on couch, he was heartbroken but when he was confronting taehyung and asking for truth he saw Minjun mumbling something which was something like "there's a camera, act along" then he look at taehyung who slightly mumble yes

After Running out of room, he met bosung and without wasting time he ran to his Brother aka "Ryan" who's a policeman. Bosung was following him like a lost puppy until they realised mobile too exist in this world

When they reached back to taehyung cabin, they found Minjun lying on floor surrounded by his own Blood. Witnessing the situation and thinking about taehyung safety, Ryan shooted Lian but lian still managed to Stab Taehyung on his Hand.

When their Lovers were in Hospital room, Ryan came to meet them and told "Lian" was a dangerous psychopath.

Both Bosung and Jungkook couldn't digest the information, Lately The doctor came and also told that both Minjun and Taehyung had suffered from physical abuse as their Body had many Bruises

Everything was enough to make them drown in guilty, their husbands were suffering and they didn't even know. Also It came out Lian had fake shares of the company that's why he was considering himself as Taehyung's boss too

Bosung and Jungkook want answer. How did they met him? and why did they suffer alone. Recalling doctor advice, bosung knew he can't stress minjun so he was determined to get his answers from Taehyung. Reaching the Hospital ward, jungkook saw taehyung who was having a panic attack

Taehyung Pov

I didn't know what I'm feeling, numb?Sometimes i question everything happened in my life, did i really deserve whatever happened with me? don't i deserve some happiness too? Why life is so cruel to me.

Suddenly i started feeling anxious, thinking about kookie reaction.Sweat beaded down my forehead as I tried to control my shaking hands. My heart thudded in my chest, and blood pounded in my ears. It was hard to breathe as if a vice was gripping me.

One minute I was all hot and sweaty, and the other felt like I would freeze to death. I could feel the tears rolling down my cheek, my mind unable to grasp what was happening around me. I tried to look for water, but my vision disfigured as if I was looking through a fish-eye lens.

I couldn't comprehend what was triggering my panic attack now. Was it the fear of loosing everyone ? Or was it that fact that they might get disgusted from me or might koo leave me. My heart clenches at the thought of losing my love, who have helped me through thick and thin.

I try to get my mind off the distressing thoughts and focus on calming myself down but to no avail. I sit on the floor of my darkroom for what felt like hours, pressed to the wall of room, while trying to calm myself down.

Suddenly i felt someone rubbing my back, my vision was getting black. But then i heard a familiar voice. It was of

My Kookie, it's kind of weird how he always finds me having panic attack and always consoles me.

Author Pov

Jungkook least expected to see Taehyung in this state. Immediately taking action, Jungkook rubbed his back, placing his hand on his own chest. He guided him to breathe . Even though it didn't work instantly, after few minutes he calm down. His face says it all, he is scared. He gave him a assuring kiss, and made him sit on hospital bed. Jungkook was on verge of tears already, he has never seen taehyung so broken

"i know you both need answer, come and sit first", taehyung weakly said as he made Jungkook sit on his lap, who hide his face in taehyung chest as his face which was red and avoided to hurt taehyung injured hand. Bosung awkwardly sat on the chair beside bed waiting for Taehyung to start

" Me and Minjun are stepbrother. My Mom died when i was 10 years old. After few years, my dad married another women who was Minjun Mom. We both never really had a good relationship. Minjun was a cold person who was best at hiding his feelings, and other side i was a social butterfly. Before meeting Jungkook, In college there was a boy Lian who met me accidentally", taehyung said as took deep breath , Jungkook peck his forhead making him smile

" we kinda became friends due to my extrovert ass but soon i came to know he he was abusive.i wasn't ready to leave the relationship because he made feel so worthless that i thought no one wants me. Everyone in school didn't talk to me, Minjun wasn't one of them though.i still remember that night, how he made me crawl on floor begging him to stop.

All i could manage was making a video and show it to minjun for evidence.Using his Mother's Power who was a powerful person in Korea, he made Lian go to Jail somehow. I was revealed after that but my happiness didn't lasted for Long"

flashback

Taehyung Pov

It was our two month anniversary, in this period of time i wasn't myself. I stopped talking to anyone except Lian, i didn't had choice because i was scared that lian will get angry, i didn't want to get heartbroken. Minjun was always angry from me because of my behavior but i pushed him away from my life. There was no hope for me .I was conditioned to believe ( because i was repeatedly shown ) that i was worthless , unlovable , not good enough, unintelligent , and defective",

I didn't even realised when our break ended and the second semester started. I didn't wanted to go college and meet Lian. I was scared because in these break time i didn't called him neither replied to his messages, if he came to my mansion i dont open the door pretending i ain't here. It was stupid but i had no choice

After i went to university, i sigh as i entered into class but someone hold my wrist and drag me out of classroom. I know the person very well, preparing for worst i closed my eyes and put my hands in defense when he bring his hand to me

"i wasn't gonna hurt you baby ", he said looking straight into my eyes.I could see hurt flashed in his eyes, I felt guilty as i again apologized , he said it's alright and kissed me to which i responded back

"This time, I want to get physical with you, completely. I don't want this to get complicated so I am just telling you clearly that I want to have sex with you."

I was completely stunned on hearing this. He tried to force himself on me, but as I shouted, he stepped back. The moment he felt like I was getting furious, he apologised. I got emotional but stayed calm. The very next moment, he started convincing me to accept what he was asking of me.

I tried very hard to make him understand that what he is asking for is not a mutual decision; he should respect my decision and not force me. As soon as he realized that I wasn't ready to change my decision, he pushed me and I fell on the floor. It hurted a lot.

"oh my god, I'm sorry Tae. are you okay", he said trying to help me but i had enough. i slowly get up and pushed him back and walked away

When he threw me down the cement stairs of our front stoop, it could have killed me. When he shoved me so hard I went through the drywall, leaving a Ruby-shaped dent, it could have injured me seriously, and when he choked me into unconsciousness and left me on the highway, I think Lian thought he had killed me. That was abuse.

i met Mingyu on my way and immediately hug him tight, he was surprised to see me , i didn't cared about those people watching me as i broke down into tears. I know he hated skinship but was grateful he didn't push me like lian

"Did Lian again hurted you ", he ask in stern voice

" h-he forced himself on m-me", i said choking on my tears.

"that was the last straw, he crossed his limit today ", Minjun said as he was going to leave i grabbed his hand. I didn't want him to get in fight with Lian especially after knowing his dark side.

" n-no don't fight for me p-please", i begged to which mingyu hesitantly said okay

They didn't know how to help me because i didn't want them to take matter in their hands until he came with a idea

"are you sure you can do this alone",

Mingyu ask me again , i gave him small smile as i took nod and went to home. That day i hided a camera in the living room

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"That was worst night was when we had been out drinking. He asked me to take me to club knowing i can't say no. That day when we came back,we took Thai takeaway . I like my Korean hot and sour soup which was really spicy and had ordered a particularly hot dish. When we got home he went upstairs to change whilst I put the supper out. To this point everything was fine. When he came down he passed me. I was already eating, he casually slipped his hand under my plate and slammed the plate full of piping hot chilli fuelled

soup straight in my face and in my eyes. The pain was unimaginable ,I was temporarily blinded.

"you had guts to say no to me,Kitten got tongue i guess",he spat on my face

I tried to crawl to the bathroom to shower the soup out of my eyes. Whilst on the floor I got two nasty kicks in the ribs. I managed to get away and clean myself up but spent the night barricaded in the spare room. Still I blamed myself.

"In Midnight i sneak to living room and grab the phone, immediately sending the video to Mingyu. That day i prayed hoping this was mine last day of living in this hell.i still remember his last words before police took him away next day",

"if you think you won kitten, you are wrong. i will come back and that day i will take revenge of every single thing",

Flashback end

Mingyu and aunt hugged me as i broke down.I was grateful to Mingyu Mom who took all matter in her hands. That day i asked her to change my college . I became a heartless monster, i wasn't born like this. I was forced to be like this

"Then i met kookie, who brought me back to life ", i said as i take a glance at their face. They were in tears .

"can you explain us what happened exactly today ", jungkook asked me softly

"He appeared few months ago showing some shares of my company.I had to treat him like boss. H-he started abusing me, but one day Minjun saw him Hurting me, h-he tried to save me but e-ended up getting hurt , l-lian wanted his revenge from m-minjun, since then he a-always hurts us. He wanted to h-hurt you too, so m-me and Minjun decided a plan to trap. him in his own plan as h..he.ask us to act this way like I'm cheating so that you will, leave me and he will claim me as his property. W-we h-hide a camera b-but Minjun s-shot n... not m.. me, i-i

"hey, calm down tae. You are here, safe with me",

Jungkook said those words but i shook my head violently as i remember that day. He was laughing like a monster enjoying seeing me in pain, like he always did

I feel as if my heart was trying to burst out of my chest, it was beating too rapidly for the rest of my body to keep up.The next thing I felt was horrible, hands all around me. Somebody is trying to take me away. They were pulling me somewhere, then I heard them start crying, but I was too caught up on my attack that I didn't understand what was happening. I just felt my breath quicken, bringing back the memories of him. He's gone, he's gone. He is not here. I assured myself, my whole body was trembling. But i felt relife when the heard a familiar voice "shhh, it's me Your Kookie. No one gonna hurt you Tae. Calm down

bosung left the room eventually, giving them privacy as he made his way to Minjun who was sleeping peacefully

a faint smile appear on his face seeing him sleeping like a baby

With Taekook

I'm really sorry kookie, i know i s-should have talk to y-you, but i w-was too scared of getting judge. i forgot you are my

Wife who can n-never judge me, I'm really sorry., t-the voice inside m-my head scares me ",

"I can't say i understand what you are growing through but I can promise you that moving forward begins with accepting that it happened even though it hurts like hell and it breaks you. When you suppress your emotions and bury it away, it only hurts more. It happened and I am so fucking sorry it did. It will take time, patience, and the support of others, but you will endure. I promise you will endure",

"I know this is scary, but I'm right here with you, and I will make sure you are safe.You need to recover tae, just not for me and yourself but for our little tiger",jungkook said placing taehyung hand on his stomach

To say Taehyung was shock would be an underestimate."i will recover for both my babies", taehyung said before looking at kookie lips asking for permission for which kookie gave a nod and they slowly leans in a kiss

The kiss held many emotions which were quiet hard to show

Taehyung Pov

Gently laying him down on bed,i settled on top of him, his body not even close to touching mine. , his face inches away from mine. "I lose track of time when I kiss you," I murmured, caressing his face. "You make me lose track of myself

when you look into my eyes with such intensity, Tae. You make me feel like I'm the only one." He exhaled and his eyes closed as he moved his head into my hand.

"You're going to tell me you love me. Tell me and give me your heart, and I promise you, tae...I promise you I'll take care of it." jungkook said in whisper

"You stole my heart, you jerk."

"Not quite the right words, try again."

I laughed softly. "I think I fell more harder for you, kim Jungkook"

He started to say something, but I held my finger up against his lips. "I love you," I admitted softly. "You're right, I love you, and it scares the shit out of me, too."

His lips slowly stretched into a smile and my heart brightened with the beauty of it. I haven't mentioned what an asshole he is for quite

some time, have I?

"I'll take care of you."

"Yeah, you keep saying that." i said

"Because it's true. You'll never have to protect your heart again. It'll always be safe with me, Tae",

"I'm tough," I whisper.

He nods. "I know you are."

"I can take care of myself."i admitted not wanted to act like worthless again

"You have," he says. "You still do. You always will. I've just joined in, too. Now we take care of each other."

His words were enough for me and this time i know I'm safe "Things that have ruined from within in the past nowadays stay away from when I spend my time with you" i said as i close my eyes

"My safe place is...When you come up behind me, put your arms around me tightly and you kiss my neck. All my stresses melt away And my whole body Relaxes into yours. I'm safe.I'm home. I love you", He confessed first time as i swallowed my tears and stare at him who was trying to hide my face which was red like tomato making me chuckle. Such a baby, isn't he?

",Now Listen to me, you asshole. nothing was your fault Tae, for me you matter the most to me. You were smiling but i could see hurt behind that. Your eyes always had pain. i can read you like an open book, i always thought you just need some time. But i never thought this would be this intense Promise me never to hide it, i can never be disgusted from you,neither i will judge you. You know I'm always with you no matter what happens. This Kim Jungkook belongs To only Kim Taehyung, i can't see you hurt again", Jungkook said as he held taehyung hand and kiss it

"i love you ", taehyung said as he joined his forhead with Jungkook

" i love you too daddy", Jungkook said biting his lips

"seems like someone is being a bad boy", Taehyung said in his deep voice sending shiver down in Jungkook spine. He was just teasing him , as a nurse was about to enter, he shouted at poor nurse

" GIVE US DAMN PRIVACY OR WANNA WATCH LIVE PORN", Jungkook said as the nurse face went red and she ran away

".. but what those hickies", Jungkook said in small voice making taehyung sigh. He lift jungkook chin and made me face him his neck and to his surprise there were no hickies.

Now he Look at Taehyung, who was already looking at him with smirk

Then Taehyung hands made his way to jungkook a-

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("owwww")

(Those bitches kick me out of room, so let's go to bosung and Minjun room)

With Minjun and Bosung

" i love you jinnie,wake up soon", bosung said kissing Minjun hand slowly

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"i love you too ", a small voice was heard

They say home is where love is found. Therefore, you are my home.

Taehyung know his trauma won't heal any soon but he know with his brother and lover beside him, he can win against any battle. He is gonna be okay, not now but slowly he will be okay

"When there's madness, when there's poison in your head

When the sadness leaves you broken in your bed

I will hold you in the depths of your despair

And it's all in the name of love"

THE END