Chapter 12
The Princess' Bedroom Doll
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Raha put the necklace she wore yesterday on the chamberlainâs hand.
âGive it back to His Majesty safely.â
âIsnât it a gift from His Majesty to the Princess? I think you should keep it.â
âHe lent it to me. Donât you think itâs right to give something as valuable as this to the next Empress?â
The chamberlain took it with a peculiar smile.
âIâll return it well.â
âOkay.â
Karzen didnât like words such as Empress, marriage, or engagement. Even though Raha knew it, she brought it up. The emperorâs mood was an especially important issue for the chamberlain, who was the closest assistant. Of course, Raha also suffered if Karzen wasnât in a good mood.
Still, it was a warning of sorts. Raha didnât like it when the chamberlain kept talking.
The chamberlain, fully understanding the silent warning to stop, quietly withdrew.
âPrincess, please come to the dressing room.â
âTime to prepare is imminentâ¦â¦.â
The maids said impatiently as soon as the chamberlain departed. And then Raha meekly carried on her steps. The maids, who had the Princess in front of a large mirror, moved around busily. Raha was staring into the mirror with her ocean blue like eyes. It was thenâ¦
âYour Majesty?â
The sound of someone walking in from behind her, step by step. She stared into the mirror. Fortunately, there was no sign of Shed anywhere.
âKarzen?â
âI was bored waiting, so I came, Raha.â
Raha smiled.
âIâll be tight out. Take His Majesty to the parlorâ¦â
âIs that necessary?â
Karzen sat cross-legged on the sofa. The emperorâs already perfectly dressed. The gold insignia on the shoulders shone luxuriously.
âI will be waiting for you here, so get ready.â
And the hands of the maids immediately went stiff, Raha pretended to smile as if this situation was nothing.
It was only natural, since all Raha was wearing was a thin nightgown. Even that had to be taken off in order to wear the dress.
But Raha casually signaled with her chin at the maids to continue.
âHurry up and get ready.â
Karzenâs eyes reflected in the mirror were fixed on her. Oh, what kind of b*stard had bothered Karzen again?
Who else would upset the d*mn twin with talk of marriage and engagement?
So â¦â¦.
ââ¦â¦Haaa.â
Raha flinched with a low moan. It was because when the maids removed the undergarment that held Rahaâs breasts, her nipples which were tormented all day yesterday, hurt. It was a hasty failure on the part of the maids to expose Rahaâs naked body to Karzen as little as possible.
Perhaps because she was so nervous, a weak moan came out from the pain.
The problem was that the maids were holding Rahaâs clothes without breathing properly.
The fact that the emperor was right behind them, watching, made them very nervous. As a result, there was only the rustling sound of the clothes.
So, Rahaâs weak moan was enough to pierce Karzenâs ears.
âWill Karzen let it pass?â
âRaha.â
It couldnât be. Karzen rose slowly and approached. For a moment, Rahaâs spine tingled.
âWhatâs wrong, Raha?â
âItâs too tight, it hurts.â
âHaaaâ¦â
Before she knew it, Karzen was standing behind her.
âHurt?â
The maids who had been holding the clothes immediately turned pale and bowed their heads. They would be tortured with all their fingers being pierced by needles if Raha didnât make an excuse.
Raha smiled like it was nothing.
âYes.â
Karzenâs fingers raked through Rahaâs long hair and lifted up. His gaze rested heavily on the exposed neck. There was no trace of anything anywhere, just white, soft skin.
âYou made that sound when itâs too tight, Raha.â
The tone was subtle. Karzenâs eyes were still fixed between the lines connecting Rahaâs neck and shoulders. She desperately hoped that she wouldnât get goosebumps where his gaze touched.
No, obviously it was hair-raising. It seemed like the crazy twin was trying to rub his hands over her skin.
âKarzen.â
So Raha deliberately turned her body around to face Karzen.
âI think Iâve gained weight. How do I look?â
The hem of her thin skirt fluttered lively. Thanks to Rahaâs complete turn, where Karzenâs gaze had reached was another part of her body instead of her neck. A little lower and he would be where Rahaâs chest was.
Then Karzen looked up and averted his gaze. Raha did not know it was a moderately gentle disguise of shame.
âI have no idea.â
âReally?â
Raha looked at the maids.
âHow do you look?â
âYouâre still the same, Princess.â
The maids hurriedly answered.
âReally? Then hurry up and get ready. His Majesty is waiting.â
Finally, the maids began to move busily again. When Raha saw Karzen, who was still snugly clinging to her back, she frowned her forehead.
âCould you please go and sit down? Your Majesty, do you want me to leave like this?â
âOh. I canât make my twin angry. I would be delighted.â
Then Karzen sat down in the seat again. The maid quickly brought him a glass of champagne, and Karzen sipped his drink. While being conscious of the Emperorâs gaze, the maids diligently decorated Raha.
It was only after some more time had passed that the preparation was finished.
The occasional smile was the epitome of a friendly twin. What if Karzen was like that on a regular basis?
Would Raha have just enjoyed watching her twin smile which resembled her own?
But it was okay if he did this. Karzen watched Raha with a watchful eye, though sometimes he couldnât take his eyes off her. After he finished his calculations inside, he would let go of Raha. As long as she was able to get by like this, she wouldnât have any problems for a few days.
So she thought it was fine.
Until then.
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âPrincess.â
Priest Amar couldnât even approach Raha easily. It was a wise move. If he had walked up as soon as he saw Raha, with a look that said he had something to say, he would have caught Karzenâs eye.
Although he had come up with many suitable excuses, it was no better than a situation where he could get away with not using any excuses.
Raha, who exchanged formal greetings with Amar, took a step.
Perhaps it was because of his embarrassment about how he was found out yesterday, Amar was looking very wary today. On the one hand, it was a good thing he had managed his expression better.
If Amar was caught by Karzen, it would be reallyâ¦.
Really, because then the mad tyrant might cut off the limbs of the priest alive and put them in his mouth.
But judging from the nervousness of the priest, it was unlikely that this would happen. When the banquet was completely over, the priests would return to the Holy Kingdom and Raha would be confined to her inner palace for a few days, as was customary.
However she didnât feel as bad as she normally would have. Because she had Shed in the Inner Palace. In fact, she even felt better. She didnât know why. Was it because she didnât have to be alone? Maybe it was because Shedâs body heat was good. It was a strangerâs warmth that Raha was not used to. Her steps were light as she thought of Shed.
âPrincess Raha.â
That was, until just before the voice stopped her steps.
ââ¦â¦.â
Her shoulders stiffened, and Raha slowly turned back around. A woman of about thirty, whose vision was even higher than hers. It was Duchess Esther, and he was staring at Raha.
âDuchess Esther.â
It took a lot of effort to keep her voice from trembling. And for the most part, Rahaâs efforts did not fail her.
âItâs been a long time.â
âYes.â
Unlike the other Duchess who never approached Raha alone because they were agile with their power, only Duchess Esther always approached Raha at least once a year. Raha shook her head desperately.
So today â¦â¦.
It was the third Wednesday of winter.
Rahaâs back straightened and her gaze lowered at the same time. The dry bouquet of flowers that Duchess Esther held in her hands without sincerity.
It was that very bouquet of dried flowers that Raha had received every year since she turned twelve. The orange scent, which dried up without moisture and deepened, spread gradually at the tip of her nose.
âToday is the day.â
âYes, my sister, the day Countess Borbon died.â
Raha said without paying long attention to the bouquet the Duchess was handing over.
âYou can stop giving it to me now.â
âThatâs not possible.â
Duchess Esther spoke slowly.
âIt was my sisterâs will. I want to fulfill the will of my immediate family.â
The expression in Duchess Estherâs eyes did not change as she recited. A faint feeling of tightness in his throat. But when she had first given the bouquet to Raha, anger had welled up in her eyes.
âWouldnât the Princess at least listen to your nannyâs will?â
Raha lowered her eyes.
âOf course.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âThe Countess had an accident because of me.â
âYes.â
Duchess Esther bowed her head lightly.
âShe died because of the Princess.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âIf it werenât for the Princess, sheâd still be alive.â
ââ¦â¦.â
Duchess Esther bowed lightly in silence with an expression of profound ignorance.
âThere was much to thank you for. Your Imperial Highness. You look as beautiful as a doll today.â
That was all. Duchess Esther retreated with a graceful demeanor that did not need to be pointed out. She walked towards where her acquaintances were waiting for her
All that remained was Raha with the bouquet of flowers that smelled like a potpourri of dried oranges.