Chapter 65
The Unwanted Wolf
It took several days for me to recover from the attack. Luckily, my werewolf abilities werenât affected, and my body was able to heal pretty quickly. However, my magic stayed dormant for several days, and a deep level of exhaustion filled my bones. Mark insisted we stay in town while I healed, not wanting to put me through a long car ride home in my condition. I didnât argue with him. There was something on my mind, and staying in Asheville for a little longer gave me the time I needed to sort it out.
Rie and the three new arrivals ended up going back to the pack house first. Rie wanted to stick around, but Mark had been away for too long, and she wanted to check on the rest of the pack to make sure everyone was doing okay.
Scythe stayed in town while Mark and I were there. He stayed at Joriâs pack house with Percy while we were there. I wasnât sure if Scythe had sat down and talked to Mark about his and Percyâs situation. I had spent most of the days lying in the bed in the hotel. I was in and out of sleep throughout the days, and almost every time I woke up, Mark was by my side.
The next time I woke up, I saw the sun peaking through the window. When I checked the time, I thought it would be best to actually get out of bed. My body was still tired, but mentally I was getting tired of staying in bed. When I looked around, Mark was nowhere to be seen. I sent him a quick text to let him know I was awake and then hopped into the shower.
It would be time to return home soon and start our lives, but the idea of returning to my job as a coffee shop manager felt so meaningless now. There seemed to be so many other priorities now. If I was going to be the luna of Markâs pack, I would have to learn about what those responsibilities entailed. I didnât know what all that entailed.
My mother was the luna of our pack, but she didnât train me specifically. I would watch her go about her duties when I was a child. I came to a few meetings she had, but for the most part I was left at home. She said she would teach me more when I came of age, but since I wouldnât be the luna of a pack anytime soon, she wanted me to enjoy my childhood. At the time, I didnât argue. What teenager didnât want to avoid responsibilities, especially when given the chance?
I regretted not pushing her more on the matter, because now I didnât even know where to begin.
I was a quick learner, though, and with Markâs help, I was sure I would be able to figure it out. Part of me wished I could reach out and ask my mother for help. It had been five years since I last spoke to her, and even though part of me was still hurt she didnât stand up for me and she lied to me about who my father truly was, I still missed her.
I turned off the shower and wrapped myself in a towel. I left the bathroom in search of fresh clothes. I jumped when arms suddenly wrapped around me from behind.
Mark immediately started giggling. I turned around and playfully smacked him on the chest.
âDid you have to scare me like that?â I asked, exasperated.
Mark giggled a little more. âYou look so cute when youâre scared though.â
I stuck my tongue out at him, and then I wrapped my arms around his neck and let myself lean into him. âYouâre evil.â
Mark slid his arms around my waist. âMaybe. But youâre the one who chose me.â
I rolled my eyes in response and then lifted up on my toes to give him a peck. âApparently itâs because I like being tortured.â
Mark smirked. âHmm, I like the way that sounds.â He kissed me again, this time letting it linger. âAre you feeling better?â
I nodded my head. âMuch.â
âGood enough toâ¦â His voice grew quiet, and he gave me a look that told me more than enough.
I smiled, tempted by his offer, but there were more important matters I needed to address. Otherwise, I knew we could get way too distracted by each other.
âActually, thereâs something I wanted to talk to you about,â I said, pulling back just a little.
Mark tilted his head. âWhatâs on your mind?â
I bit my l*p, feeling nervous. I hoped Mark wouldnât get mad at me for this. âWell, I was thinking about our future, and the future of your pack.â
âOur pack,â Mark corrected. âYouâre going to be my luna after all.â
I smiled at his correction. It felt good knowing there was somewhere I could belong. âOur pack. I was also thinking about the situation with Percy and Scythe. And Daniel, and everyone else. I know why you left, and I know it wasnât an easy decision. And things with Jori are not great. I donât really want to be around him either.â
It took several days for me to recover from the attack. Luckily, my werewolf abilities werenât affected, and my body was able to heal pretty quickly. However, my magic stayed dormant for several days, and a deep level of exhaustion filled my bones. Mark insisted we stay in town while I healed, not wanting to put me through a long car ride home in my condition. I didnât argue with him. There was something on my mind, and staying in Asheville for a little longer gave me the time I needed to sort it out.
âAdira, youâre not breathing. Slow down and take a breath, and then just tell me whatâs on your mind.â Mark gave me a reassuring smile.
I took a breath like he said. My nerves were definitely creeping up on me, and I hadnâ realized how much I was rambling. âI think we should move the pack back to Asheville. I know things will be complicated because of Joriâs pack, but I think it would be best for everyone. We wouldnât have to keep the pack members separated.â I looked at the ground, afraid of what Markâs face was saying right now.
âWhat about you?â Mark asked.
I looked up, surprised by his question. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou moved so far away because of your family. Your hometown isnât that far from here. You would run the risk of accidentally running into your family. Plus with how Jori treated you⦠Would you be okay if our packs had to interact and you ran into him?â Mark let go of my waist and cupped my cheeks. âI admire how much you care about our pack, and I know you want Scythe and Percy to be happy, but I donât want this to cost you any happiness.â
My heart was vibrating. I was so worried that Mark would be upset that I suggested he move back to his enemy that I hadnât thought about his concern for me.
âIâve thought about all of that. While I donât particularly want to see my family, I think I could hold my own if I were to run into them,â I said. âAnd as for Jori, as long as I have you by my side, I donât care who else is around me. Youâre the only one I want to be with, and I can handle being civil with him if necessary.â
Mark nodded along. âOkay. Then letâs do it.â
âReally?â
Mark smiled. âI think youâre right. Seeing everyone at Joriâs pack house reminded me how much I missed some of them, and I understand why they wouldnât want to leave a stable pack house for something new. Not everyone knows the truth of what happened either, and thatâs not something I ever wanted to force onto them. But those who chose to come with me left friends and family behind. If we can get Jori to agree to this, then I think youâre right. Itâs time to come home.â
I smiled and pecked Mark on the cheek. âYouâre amazing, you know that?â
Mark laughed. âI donât think I did anything that warrants the adjective âamazing.ââ
âI disagree with that. You surprise me all of the time with how understanding you are. You actually listen to me and my ideas.â I shrugged, feeling a little emotional. âI guess I just feel lucky to have found you.â
Mark leaned down and kissed me. âIâm the one who is lucky. Iâm excited to finally get our life started together, too.â
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I felt nervous walking up to Joriâs pack house. Scythe and Percy were able to arrange the meeting with Jori after some convincing. Mark wanted to join me in the meeting, but I insisted he didnât come. Jori and Mark didnât get along as is. I didnât want things to turn into a testosterone show off instead of having a productive conversation. I wasnât even sure if I would be able to have a productive conversation after everything that went down with Jori and me.
I knocked on the door after a moment of convincing myself not to back down. As a future luna, I was sure this would be just one of the types of responsibilities. This meeting should be short, and then I would be back with Mark.
The door opened, and I was greeted by Percy and Scythe, standing hand in hand. I instantly felt better knowing they would be in the meeting with me. I knew Jori was more likely to keep it civil in front of others, especially one of his own pack members. The two of them led me to the meeting room where I first met Jori.
We were the first ones to arrive, and I felt a little strange sitting there. It hadnât been that long since we were here, looking for answers, but so much had happened that it felt like a lifetime ago.
âHeâll be here soon,â Percy said. By the way his eyes had just glazed over, I knew Percy had just linked Jori. I missed that feeling. Since Mark and I hadnât officially marked each other, we didnât have that ability yet, but I was sure it would happen soon. We didnât want to rush into it, especially when we were under threat.
The door opened, and a pain shot through my chest at the sight of Jori. It was less than it had been before, but being around him brought up the feeling of rejection from before. I wondered if he felt any pain like I did or if it was a one-sided pain.
Jori made eye contact with me, and I shuddered at his gaze. I could almost feel his hatred with a simple look. My nerves quickly began to grow, and I knew I had to start now before I quickly lost all of my nerves.
I stood up, trying to appear more confident than I felt. âThank you for agreeing to meet me.â
Jori sat down in his chair, slouching back. He didnât bother to say anything.
I swallowed hard and sat down as well. I continued, realizing Jori wasnât going to say anything. âThis is a courtesy meeting on behalf of Pack Aphelion.â
âAh, youâre already speaking on behalf of his pack,â Jori said harshly. âDid he not even have the guts to face me himself?â
Instantly, I felt defensive from Joriâs words. I squeezed my fists together, trying to stay calm. Reacting to Joriâs rudeness would not get us anywhere. âI thought it best if I came by myself, given your history with Mark.â
Jori scoffed at me. âWhat makes you think youâre any better?â
I stood, my shoulders tense and my gaze pointed. âJori, I never wanted to hurt you. I didnât want us to get on such negative terms, but you didnât give me much of a choice. You didnât respect me or what I wanted.â I took a deep breath, realizing my tone was getting out of hand. âAnyway, thatâs not the point. I am merely here as a courtesy to let you know that Pack Aphelion will be moving to Asheville. It is in the best interest of our pack members to return.â
This got Joriâs attention, and he stood up as well. He looked down at me with rage coursing through him. âAre you trying to taunt me? Wave this betrayal pack in my face? Shove your love for Mark down my throat? I didnât think you would go to such levels.â
I looked at the ground, feeling sad that Jori would jump to such conclusions. He truly never knew me as a person. He only wanted me because we were âsoul matesâ, but he didnât want me for me. âNo. That is not the reason. The reason is because Scythe and Percy are mates, which Iâm sure you are fully aware of. Itâs because our pack members are friends with yours, and we donât want to keep them separated from each other any longer. We have no intention of starting anything with you. We donât even have to associate with each other. I hope you believe me, but I donât plan on trying to waste my energy on convincing you on this.â
I grabbed my things and started heading towards the door. I paused in the doorway and turned to face Jori. âI donât want to hate you. Part of me still cares about you, too, but if this is how you plan on treating me, you better take a look in the mirror. How did you ever expect me to choose you with behavior like this?â
I didnât give Jori a chance to respond before leaving. I said what I came to say, and I was eager to be back in Markâs arms where I felt safe. I walked straight for the door, leaving Percy and Scythe behind as well. I rushed out the front door and went straight towards the car.
âAdira!â
I froze, hearing my name be called. Slowly, I turned around, seeing Jori standing on the porch. I didnât say anything, knowing I had already said everything I needed to.
He walked towards me, but he stopped ten feet away from me. âIâm sorry. Youâre right. I havenât been treating you right. This hasnât been easy on me.â
I blinked at him, still having nothing to say. An apology wouldnât make up for everything.
He shifted on his feet. âI still need some space to get over everything that happened, but I hope maybe one day we can be friends. In case you donât believe me, here.â He held out his hand. There was something small and covered in cloth on it.
I hesitated to grab it. Part of me wondered if he was being genuine or if this was some kind of trick. Finally, I closed the gap between us and grabbed the item from Joriâs hand. He nodded to me and then disappeared back into the pack house.
I looked at the item left in my hand. It was a silver medallion with a wolf etched in it. The detail in the silver was immaculate with little crescent moons surrounding the wolf. My heart swelled, looking at the item. I knew exactly what it was. It was Markâs grandfatherâs alpha medallion.
Hope filled me, knowing this was a big gesture. Maybe all of this would work out for us in the end, and we could live peacefully between the two packs.