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“There’s just something about you I’m scared to lose because I know I won’t find it in anyone else.”

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Sana's pov:

I don't know what kind of life I am living! What is the reason of this life? Do I deserve this? No!!! I want to live the way I want! But my idiot heart is making me cry for someone who doesn't even care for me! A person who just comes to me to kiss me, for him Maybe it's just a kiss for his satisfaction, but for me, it's something deep.

Everytime he kisees me, I feel that he is kissing my soul.

Sidharth rao, there is no reason to love you! You are someone whom I should hate! But I just can't!! I don't know why we get attracted to everything which is tough to get !

That night when we kissed for the first time and I saw him kissing me with so much passion, I fell in love with him.

Yes, I fell in love with him after knowing that he is my kidnapper, after knowing that he has no feelings for me! Still I didn't stop him. I allowed him to kiss me and steal my heart. He did, he successfully did that!.

After mumma left, I had decided that I will block my heart! Somehow I did. I made myself strong, so strong that my father's dirty works didn't hurt me! The way he used to enjoy with other women, while avoiding me after my mother's death, the way he forgot his every responsibility towards me after my mom left me, I should have hated him but I never did!

Because he didn't deserve anything from me, not a single emotion . I became stone hearted to accept everything life gave me but I never knew that my heart will become this much weak for someone who is a heartless creature!

I was a woman who believed not to waste my tears for someone who don't deserve my tears but now I am crying for a man whom I should hate!!!

Ahh!! I am hating myself! One month passed after the night we kissed for the first time! After the kiss he left my room , without speaking a word and he always does that!

He randomly comes to my room, kisses me with so much passion that I feel I am so precious for him but my misunderstanding gets cleared when he himself pushes me like a trash after kissing me!!!

Now it's enough! I am not his property whom he can use and throw!! I am a human who have a damn heart! The attraction and desire I have for him is helping him to do whatever he wants to do with me but that can't be my life! I am not here to give someone pleasure!!!

I need answers today! What does he want from me. I need to know!!!

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Robin: arey sana kaha jaa rahi ho?

Sana: aap k boss k room mein.

Robin: umm boss is not in a good mood sana! Abhi maat jao!

Sana: I don't care about his mood. I need to talk to him. It's important!!

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Sana entered in his dark room without knocking!!

He was sitting in his sofa . His hand has a cigarette and he was looking tensed!!

Sana : I need to talk to you!

He looked at her and then again looked other side!

Sana: I said, I need to talk!

Sid: I am not in a mood to talk!

He said in a calm voice!

She gritted her teeth and said ..

Sana:

I don't care about your mood! I need answers!

Sid: I don't like to give answers!

Sana: That's your problem! I want to know what do you want from me?

Sid: nothing!

Sana wiped her tears harshly and said .

Sana: Then why you everytime come to my room and kiss me!? Have you ever asked me am I comfortable or not? Meri marji pucha kabhi tumne?

He looked at her with a poker face and said..

Sid: You never stopped me from kissing you! That is the proof of your comfort! I never forced you! I kissed you and everytime you kissed me back!

Sana looked away while gritting her teeth! Her love for him had never given her the permission to stop him and today he is taunting her!

Sana: That was my mistake and I have realised it! Aab se tum mere room mein nahi aaoge! Na hi mujhe kiss karne ki himmat karoge! Samaj mein aaya?

He stood up and threw the cigarette.

Sid: ghar mera hai. Mai kahi bhi aa jaa saakta hoon. Tumhare room mein bhi. Mujhe koi nahi rok Sakta! Aur rahi baat kiss ki, toh....

He pulled her closer making her gasp!

He caressed her lips and said...

Sid: I will kiss you everytime I will want! And I know you like it! You want me to kiss you. Don't you?

She closed her eyes as she was getting lost in his magical touch.

He smirked and rubbed their noses together!

Sana whispered..

Sana: mera aur tumhara koi rishta nahi hai. Ye...ye galat hai! Mai.. I am not a girl who will kiss a random guy like this!

He held her hair a little tightly making her shout .

He came extremly closer to her face and gritted his teeth.

Sid: Don't you dare to say this line again! You can't kiss another random guy! You are mine!!

She looked at him being shocked.

Sana: Yours? You....you consider me as someone special?

She said with a little hope!

He smirked and said...

Sid: nah!! You are not special! You are someone whom I like! And I don't share my things with others.  Got it?

Sana: I am not a thing! I am a human. I have feelings!

She shouted...

Sid: shhh baby girl. Don't shout! Your throat will pain later! Relax!

Sana glared him .

Sana: leave me!!!

Sid: Kiss me and go! I won't stop you!

Sana: I will slap you Sidharth rao!

She looked at him with fire in her eyes!

He chuckled and said...

Sid: After slap, I will get my kiss right?

Sana: You are disgusting!

Sid: I know darling.. tell me something new!!!

Sana: You know what? I hate youuu! You are the biggest mistake of my life!

He shaked his head with a chuckle .

Sid: Sweetheart you don't hate me!! You can never!! So don't lie!

Sana: shut up!!! I hate you!! And you can hate me too!

Sid: You don't need to tell me that darling. I already hate you!!!

A tear rolled down from her eyes! She held his coller tightly and pushed him .

Sana: If you hate me, then why you have kept me here? I want to go from here! From your life!!! Free me for god's sake!

Sid: Freeing you is not an option!! So stay here happily!

Sana: I don't want to stay here idiot! You are using me like your property. You are a monster!

She shouted at the top of her voice!

Sana: I thought you are different! But no! Every men is same.. they just use women for their pleasure!! Mujhe bhi use kar rahe ho aur jaab maan bharh jayega fek doge hai na?

He pulled her harshly towards him .

Sid: shut up woman!!! This dialogues are not needed here! I am not using you! You are my attraction, my obsession, mine!!!

Sana: Obsession? It ends! So leave me! Let me go.

Sid: obsession never ends! It just shifts.

Sana glared him.

Sana: oh so I am your obsession until you will like another woman right?

Sidharth smirked.

Sid: smart girl!!!

Sana: I will kill you Rao!!!

Sid: Baby girl! Let it be. It's not your cup of tea!

Sana: I....I will lock my room!! I won't allow you to Enter in my room!

Sid: okay !! That's great! It's better for me! Stay in my room.  I know you want to . Itna ghooma k bolne ki kya jaroorat hai!

Sana glared him and kicked his leg while shouting...

Sana: fuck off raoooo!!!

Sidharth was a little off balanced but handled himself and said...

Sid: relax mam relax!! Itna gussa thik nahi hai!! You are like a flower! Soft and delicate! Don't hurt yourself with your anger!

Sana: You don't know me, I am fire!! I can burn you!

He pulled her and nuzzled his nose on her cheeks while huskily whispering..

Sid: I would love to!!!

She tried to push him but he held her more tightly...

Sid: Just remember one thing, you can't leave from here because you are Sidharth rao's possession.

Sana pushed him with all her strength and screamed...

Sana: I will leave  and you can't stop me.

Sid smirked...

Sid: Baby girl, Your joke was nice.

Sana: I am not joking idiot!! Aaj k baad tumne mujhe chune ki kosish ki na toh ...toh I will send you to the jail. Yaad rakhna!!!

He smirked and pulled her again towards him making her shocked.

Sid: Chalo kar liya touch! Aab bhejo mujhe jail. Ok let me help you! Umm kis ko call karna chahti ho? Commissioner? Phone karta hoon , baat kar lo!!!

She glared him with anger!!!

Sana: You .... you are.... you are a papi insaan!!! I will shoo you one day!!! Thoda aur strong baan jau bas. Uske baad dekhna tumhara kya hal karti hoon!! Stupid kidnapper!!!

Saying that she left the room while glaring him for the last time!!!

And he was amazed! Slowly slowly a little smile Came to his face . After his mom left the world, this was the first time he smiled and he was unknown of the fact that his obsession is gradually turning into something deep and his heart is again waking up after ages....

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