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Chapter 23

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✨ALFAAZ E ISHQ✨✔️

My heart only beats for you!

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Ishan and varsha came back home after shopping!! Ishan's mother gave sana her lehenga! Sana forcefully smiled and got ready!

She looked at the mirror and her tears rolled down!!

Sana:

why Sidharth? Why? Pyaar mein itna daard kyun hai! Tum mere kabhi kyun nahi ho paye? Why didn't you understand my feelings for once? Today I am going to be someone else's but my heart only beats for you!

I never wanted to marry ishan! But he always had a crush on me! We are childhood friends! His mom always gave me motherly love after my mom's death!

Usdin jaab mai tumhare ghar se bahar nikli thi, mai apna dil Waha hi tumhare pas chorh k aayi thi. I was lost! I was roaming in the road like a lost person who doesn't know what to do next!

I was about to meet with an accident but out of nowhere ishan saved me and took me in his home. I didn't stop him, nor I talked to him. I was so broken. You broke me so much Sidharthh! I didn't feel that I am alive!

When I reached here, I remember I was depressed! Ishan's mom took care of me so much!! I was getting back to normal life! I started doing everything which make me happy, but my real happiness was only you!

For you I was maybe a thing which you liked to use but for me you were my first love ! I missed you every second but I never wanted to meet you again!

Some days before, Ishan's mom requested me to marry her son. She was looking at me with hope! She and ishan have done so much for me! I couldn't deny a mother who was literally begging to accept this proposal.

I had to agree for this marriage but am I fair? No! I am playing with ishan's emotions! If he loves me then he doesn't deserve this! Because I can never love him, never!!!

I am just marrying him as a responsibility. I am so selfish! I just hate myself! Ishan deserves someone who will love him.

What should I do?

Sana was crying her heart out , suddenly someone patted her shoulder. She looked at the person and next moment she was shocked! :)

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Ishan held sana's hand and they both took his mom'd blessings..

Before the engagement function could start, ishan requested sana to sing a song in their special day!

Sana remembered her mom who loved singing and used to teach her too..

Everyone clapped!

Sana went in the stage, took mike in her hand and closed her eyes!!!

Sidharth's face flashed infornt of her eyes making her shiver!

She started singing while remembering her incomplete first love.....

Tere dil mein Meri dhadkane thi

Tujhko na aayi nazar

Mera ishq Tujh mein saans le raha tha

Tujhko hui na khabar

Tere alaawa jaan gaye sab

Tujhpe main kinna mardi ae

Tujhe kaise pata na chala

Ki me Tainu pyaar kardi ae

Tujhe kaise pata na chala

Ki tera intezaar kardi ae!!!

Her tears were rolling down making everyone confuse. Some people started gossiping that she is not happy with this engagement maybe!

Ishan was looking at sana and felt that she doesn't love him , he always felt that but when she accepted this proposal, he thought that she will fall in love with him sooner or later but the pain in her voice was telling him another story!

Tere baad tujhko hum dhoondhte hain

Raahon se tera pata puchte hain

Milte hai jo pyaar mein: aansu

Rab jaane kyun nahi sookhte hain

Dooriyan yeh teri chhoone lagi to

Jeene se me ta Dardi ae

Tujhe kaise pata na chala

Ki me Tainu pyaar kardi ae

Tujhe kaise pata na chala

Ki tera hi intezaar kardi ae!!!

She opened her eyes slowly slowly. Her eyes were blurry because of her continuous tears! When she opened her eyes properly, she was numb to see HIM, SIDHARTH RAO!!!!

He was standing at the entrance with bloodshot red eyes and was looking at her with love and pain!

Robin was beside him who was completely shocked to see sana here. He had no idea that it is sana's engagement party!!!

Sana's soul shivered after looking at those eyes which once had only dominance but today his eyes had something which made her heartbeats fast!

She started breathing heavily and ran towards the terrace for fresh air!!

Sidharthh ran behind him while shouting ..

Sanaaaaa!!!!

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Everybody was shocked. Robin patted ishan's shoulder who was standing with lot of confusion!!

Ishan looked at robin and asked...

Ishan: does sana know Sidharth rao?

Robin: yes!

Ishan blinked his eyes and whispered...

Ishan: does she love him?

Robin noded in yes and that was it!! Ishan smiled a little making robin confused!

Robin: why are you smiling?

Ishan: mai sana ka bachpan ka dost hoon! Usko kabhi bhi pyaar nahi mila after her mom's death. I always wished to give her love but she never reciprocated my feelings! I was thinking that maybe one day she will also fall in love with me but today after seeing her eyes, I understood that she has loved someone so much that it is not possible for her to love anyone else! I also understood that I never loved her, maybe mujhe bas uske liye ek liking tha kyun ki agar Mai usse pyaar karta toh aaj mujhe daard hota apna pyaar khone ka, but shockingly I am  happy for her.... Mai nahi chahta ye shaadi kar k wo khud k pyaar ka kurbaani de! If Sidharth is her true love, then she deserves to get that love!

Robin hugged ishan!!!

Ishan's best friend varsha held ishan's hand and said...

Varsha: ishan!! Sana bohot acchi ladki hai! Wo ..wo meri waja se tumse shaadi todne k liye ready thi.

Ishan: Matlab?

Varsha looked at him and then said ..

Varsha:

Thodi der pehle Mai uske kamre mein gyi thi. Maine dekha ki wo bohot ro rahi thi.

I gave her a gift and said ki engagement Mubarak ho.  Ishan ko khush Rakhna and when I was about to leave, she held my hand and said ..

Sana: tum ishan se pyaar karti ho na varsha?

Varsha; nahi. .na ..nahi aisa kuch nahi hai.

Sana chuckled.

Sana: tum mujse juth nahi bol saakti. Maine bhi kisi ko pyaar Kiya hai. So I understand this feelings! If you love him , then why didn't you confess?

Varsha: because he loves you!!!

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Sana: no he doesn't love me! He just likes me! He thinks that it is love! There is a very slight difference between liking and love! People misunderstand liking as love! Agar wo mujse Pyaar karta toh wo tumhare saath mujse jada comfortable nahi hota, tumhare saath apne sukh dukh sab se pehle share nahi karta! You are his best friend and his comfort person! Tum ek baar samajhane ki kosish toh karti uss idiot ko ki you love him.  Chalo koi baat nahi. Ye engagement nahi hogi , I promise aur uss gadhe ki shaadi tum se hi hogi varsha! Fir usko thoda akkal sikhana!

Varsha: sana ye tum kya bol rahi ho! I can't be selfish.

Sana: And I don't want anyone else to be heartbroken in love, tumhara pyaar incomplete nahi rahega!!

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Ishan pulled varsha in a hug!!

Ishan: arey mental aurat you should have told me na that you love me! Mujhe samjha toh deti ki sana k liye Mera jo bhi feeling hai wo pyaar nahi hai.

Varsha: I was scared that you will reject me! Tu mujse pyaar nahi karta!

Ishan: kar lunga shaadi k baad. Best friend se shaadi karne ka maja hi alag hai.

Varsha smiled.

Ishan's mom blessed them and prayed for sana's happiness.

Varsha: I just hope sana ka pyaar bhi adhura na rahe!

Robin and ishan noded!

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In terrace....

Sana was harshly wiping her tears but her tears weren't stopping. Her broken heart healed as soon as she saw him but along with that she remembered every pain , every time he rejected her and pushed her away made her cry more!

Sidharth was looking at her with Guilty eyes! Her back was facing him but she could feel his presence.

Sana: chale jao yaha se!!!

She said while controlling her sobs!

Sid: sana ....mai ...

Sana: I said leave!!!

Sid; Meri baat sun lo ek baar!

Sana; nahi jaoge na? Okay I am going!!

She was about to go but he held her hand and pulled her towards him harshly.

Their eyes locked and their nose touched!

Sid: I told you to listen to me once sana!

Sana: leave me.

She said while clenching her jaw and tried to push him .

He held her tightly...

Sid: please don't leave me!!!

His voice cracked.  She looked at his eyes but then her anger, her pain, this one year's incomplete and one sided love's pain made her heart angry.

She pushed him with all her force and turned to leave but stopped when he sat on his knees and held her waist tightly!

Sid:

Mujhe chorh k maat jao sana!

Mai bohot akela hoon!

She took a sharp breath to control her tears!

Sana: ye natak maat karo. Tumne mujhe use kar liya jitna karna tha! Aaj mera engagement hai. I am moving on in my life! Let me do that!

His hold became possessive and he said ..

Sid; You can't leave me !! You love me sana!!!

Sana wiped her tears harshly and said ..

Sana: no I don't!!! I hate youuu!!!

Sidharth kissed her hand which was near his face and said ..

Sid:

Sana!!! Tumhe paata hai? Mai jisse bhi pyaar karta hoon usse batane se pehle hi wo mujhe chorh k chala jaata hai!

Mere maa k jaane k baad log mujhe najayez aulaad bolte the! Apne jalim baap ko dekh k mujhe nafrat ho gya tha shaadi , pyaar in saab cheezo se!

Meri maa mujhe chorh k chali gyi. Unko mai baata bhi nahi paaya ki I love her! Nahi baata paaya!

Uss guilt k saath jeete jeete mera dil hi maar gya tha. I wanted to be so powerful ki koi mujhe weak na kar saake!!

But When I saw your pic for the first time, when I took you in my arms , I felt that my heart is beating again!

Tumhare kareeb aana Mera bas attraction nahi tha, I had already given my heart to you .

Par mujhe ehsaas nahi hua tha tum kya ho mere liye jaab taak Tum mere pas thi. Kehte hai na kuch khone k baad hi uska value paata chalta hai?

Robin ne samjhaya ki maine tumhare saath kitna galat kiya!! Ye ek saal mein ek paal bhi aisa nahi tha jaab maine tumhe yaad na kiya ho.

Apne power ka istemaal kar k tumhe dhoond ne ki kosish ki par nahi kar paaya kuch bhi. Itna helpless feel kar raha tha!

Mujhe pyaar ka matlab nahi paata tha sana! Mujhe nahi paata tha kaise roku tumhe jaab tum jaa rahi thi ya kaise wapas laau tumhe jaab tum chali gyi .

I was so dumb because before you I never knew how it feels to fall in love! Tumne mujhe pyaar karna sikhaya aur uska ehsaas hone k pehle Tum Chali gyi.

I had lost every hope to meet you again. Jinda lash baan chuka tha.  I know maine tumhe bohot hurt kiya. Mai maafi ki layek bhi nahi hoon. Tum mujhe jo saja dena chaho de doh! Mai seh lunga but mujhe chorh k maat jao.

His tears were breaking her heart into pieces! It is so difficult to see your love crying like this! Because of a bad past, he never understood what love really is!!!

Sid: mai tumhare saath rehna chahta hoon . Mai tumhe khona nahi chahta! Please sana mujhe maar lo danth lo par mujhe chorh k maat jao. Mai tumhe kisi aur k saath nahi dekh saakta! Pyaar karta hoon tumse, sana! Bohot pyaar karta hoon.

She cried and sat on her knees. He looked at her and she started punching his arms while crying...

Sana: idiot dumbo!! Stupid devil!!! Tumhe kuch samaj hi nahi aata!!! Kitna rulaya tumne mujhe! I hate you!!!

She sobbed and he pulled her in a bone crushing hug.

Sid: I know mai bohot bura hoon but jaisa bhi hoon tumhara hoon!

She cupped his face and whispered....

Sana: sirf mera!

And their lips met for a passionate kiss which was full of love and the satisfaction of their togetherness.

After breaking the kiss he took her in his arms making her gasp!

Sana: sidhaaarth kya kar rahe ho?

Sid: I want to marry you, now!

Sana: ye kaisi baat hui! Maine bridal lehenga bhi nahi pehna Sidharth!

She pouted and he pecked her pout .

Sid; baby tumhe tumhara manpasand bridal lehenga mil jayega! But shaadi toh mai tumse aaj hi karunga! Tumhe jo daard Maine diya wo mita toh nahi saakta par usse double pyaar tumhe dena chahta hoon.

She kissed his cheeks and said...

Sana: accha thik hai pehle mujhe niche toh utaro. Niche jaa k sagai bhi todni hai.

Sid: tum kisi aur se sagai kar bhi kaise rahi thi?

Sana: toh kya karti? Tumhare dukh mein sannyaas le leti! ??

He made a face!!

Sid; mai agar nahi aata toh tum kisi aur ki ho jaati wo mujhe bilkul bardaas nahi hai. You are mine! Bas meri ho tum.

She giggled and said...

Sana: somebody is jealous huh? Waise I was not going to get engaged because ishan's best friend varsha loves him and he was also being idiot like you. Mai undono ki hi sagai karwane wali thi kyun ki mere kismaat mein bas tum ho. Agar tum nahi toh koi nahi. Jo bhi ho bas tum hi ho.

He pecked her lips lovingly and took her downstairs. Everyone clapped making sidnaaz confuse as they didn't know that robin already told everyone about their love.

Sid made her stand properly and sana looked at ishan.

Sana: ishan mai ye sagai ...

Ishan; I know sana!! I was such a dumb ass. Thank you tune varsha ko himmat diya usne mujhe apni feelings baata diya and I am glad that you got your true love!.

Sana smiled and then hugged everyone!.

Robin; kaisi hai meri behan?

Sana: thik hoon thank you Sidharth ko apne akkal diya thoda!

Everyone laughed while Sidharth rubbed his neck with a chuckle!

Soon varsha and ishan's engagement was done. Ishan's mom told sana ...

Beta tum dono bhi sagai kar lo.

Sid: aunty I want to marry her right now!

Robin: wah itna jada akkal aa gya tujhe ki despo hi baan gya!!!..

Sana laughed while Sidharth glared him .

In one hour the venue was decorated, sana got her lehenga! And everything was ready.

Holding her hand protectively, he performed every ritual with dedication and made her his officially, infornt of the whole world.

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In their decorated room, she was looking at the moon and he was looking at her after making love to her.

Sana: don't look at me like that!!!

He chuckled and caressed her red cheeks.

Sid: I am looking at my wife, nobody can stop me!

She blushed and looked at him.

Sana: I love you Rao!!!

He kissed her lips , then her forehead and caressed her bare back while whispering...

Sid: Not more than me My love! You have snatched this devil's heart and now my heart only belongs to you and it will forever belong to you 💕

The couple made love once again and the moon witnessed their bodies becoming one soul. Kissing her forehead for one last time , he hugged her with a promise to love his angel , his wife forever ♾️❤️

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The end!

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