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Chapter 37

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Sana took a deep breath. Because the statement he made was a big statement for her.

It was quite shocking for her because there was a time when this man didn't even want to give her the place of his wife and today he wants her in his life?

She won't deny that she has started respecting him. She knows that he has a kind heart and he just pretends to be rude and heartless but the conversations they shared, she always found him really cute. But that doesn't mean she can believe that he wants her in his life now.

It's difficult for her to believe a man! Because she respected her father for all her life but her father never gave her love. Just imagine, you are doing something for someone and in return you are getting taunts, how would it feel?

You will start doubting people, you will start doubting your efforts, you will start doubting people's intentions.

That's what was happening with sana!

Her heart wanted to believe him as she noticed the honesty in his eyes but then her mind reminded her that he is a king and a king can desire for everything, but the Desire can change in a fraction of a second.

She is afraid of attachments. She is scared of love. As he told her in their wedding that he won't accept her ever as his wife, she never expected anything from him. But now he is telling her that he wants to give her the tag of his wife. She knows if she will accept this , she will start expecting things from him. And when he will change, it will hurt her.

That's why she was not believing him at this moment. And guess what? He knew! He knew that she must be thinking all this.

It's true that he gets whatever he desires and it's also true that he never desired for a woman, after having lots and lots of options, he never wanted to marry , but he didn't know why he has changed after he met her. He could feel the changes in him and actually he was liking the changes.

Yes,he used to think that she is also at fault for this marriage. She could just deny for this Marriage but she married him. And that made him angry at her. In anger he had told her that he will never accept her as his wife. But after knowing her side of story, his thoughts about her changed completely.

He got to know that this girl always craved for love but never got that, she was blamed for a baseless thing. For her mom's death.

And she was somehow forced to marry to save her father's respect. Moreover the bond she shares with his mother and the way she is super kind towards the people of the kingdom , and her being happy in smallest gestures, all these things made him believe that she is his permanent desire. She is such a desire which can never be replaced, she is someone whom he wants in his life.

And he knows how difficult it is for her to trust him as he is the reason behind her trust issues. He never really gave her the assurity that this Marriage is going to work out smoothly. So he totally understands her feelings and he is ready to win her heart.

She was lost in her thoughts. He held her hand and caressed it softly. She looked at him with her those innocent pretty eyes. His heart skipped several beats as she looked at him with so much innocence.

He softly smiled and tried to keep his voice as soft as he could.

Sid:

Hum jante hai aap k liye hum pe bharosa kar paana bohot mushkil hai. Aap apni jagah sahi hai.

Par hum aap ko chahte hai apni zindegi mein. Aap ko lag raha hoga aap bas humare liye kuch din ki chahat hai par humara dil jaanta hai ki aap ko hum hamesha apne pas rakhna chahenge.

Hum ek din aap ka dil jaroor jeet lenge, gul.

Sana whispered...

Sana: aap k liye hum kya hai? Hum...hume kyun pas rakhna chahte hai aap? Aur aap...aap humse humari marji puch rahe hai toh hum aap ko Batana chahte hai ki aap pe bharosa karna humare liye mushkil hai .

Sid:

paata hai hume. Aur aap ko bhi paata hai ki hum chahe toh aap ko jabardaasti hasil kar saakte hai. Akhir ek raja jiske pas dil nahi hota woh ye hi toh karta hai. Par aap k mamle mein humare dil pe humara kabu nahi rehta!

Hum aap ko jabardaasti paana nahi chahte gul. Apne badal diya hai hume. Hum kabhi bhi kisi k dil k baare mein nahi sochte the par aap k dil k baare mein paata nahi kyun sochte hai .

Gul, aap se waada raha aap ka pyaara dil hum jeet bhi lenge aur uss dil ko hum samhal k bhi rakhenge. Aap apna waaqt le lijiye, hume qabool karne k liye aur hum apni taraf se kosish jari rakhenge.

Chaliye so jaate hai.

She nodded, as she really didn't want to say anything right now. Her mind was puzzled. She didn't know why his words were so soothing for her heart? Why she was feeling that she is going to get the love she craved for all her life?

She laid on one side of the small bed, and waited for him to join . She was just too shy to tell him to sleep in the same bed as they didn't share one bed till now .

He didn't want to make her uncomfortable. Today he told her his feelings, so he knew she needs time. He didn't want to do something which will mess up things between them more as their bond is already complicated.

She frowned a little as it has been some minutes but he wasn't coming. So she turned and gasped. He was laying on the floor.

The weather was already so cold because of the rain , they didn't have a cloth to cover their body . She is feeling so cold even when she is laying on the bed and he was sleeping in the floor?

She quickly sat on the bed and called him.

Sana: suniye..

He sat and looked at her worriedly.

Sid: aap ko kuch chahiye?

Sana: aap kya kar rahe hai?

Sid: umm so rahe hai.

Sana: aise floor pe?

Sid: yaha pe dusra bistaar ya couch nahi hai. Kaha soye hum? Table pe? Par table toot jayega . Toh nahi so saakte.

Sana: aap aakh khol k toh dekhein. Ek bohot acchi jagah hai jaha aap so saakte hai, bohot aram se.

He looked here and there in the small room. He didn't understand where he can sleep. There was literally not a suitable place for him in this room except the bed but she is sleeping in the bed right? Then where does she want him to sleep?

She wanted to laugh at his confused face. He was looking so cute.

Sana cleared her throat and looked at him , then said ..

Sana: aap bistaar pe so saakte hai.

He looked at her with confusion and then hurriedly said ...

Sid: nahi nahi. Fir aap kaha soyengi? Hum aap ko floor pe sone ki ijajjat nahi de saakte kyun ki aap ko thand lag saakti hai. Aap humari fikar na kare.  Aap aram se so jaye. Hum bhi so jaayenge yaha pe , floor itna thanda bhi nahi hai. Bas ek raat ki hi toh baat hai.

He blabbered and she shouted suddenly...

Sana: chup!

He looked at her and after seeing her angry glare, he was silent.

Sana: kaab se bole jaa rahe hai aur kuch bhi bole jaa rahe hai aap. Humara Matlab hai ki aap bistaar pe so jaye aur hum bhi yaha hi so rahe hai. Itni thaand mein floor pe sone se tabiyaat kharab ho jayegi.

His eyes widen in shock.

Sid: kya matlab hai aap ka? Hum ....saath mein? Umm .. saath mein soyenge?

Sana: hume koi dusri basha mein toh nahi bola ki aap ko samaj na aaye! Chup chap aa jaye aur yaha so jaye!

Sid: par hum aise kaise ..

Sana: humne kaha idhar aaiye warna hum bhi floor pe soyenge .

He hurriedly got up and shook his head in no.

She innerly chuckled thinking that he is so adorable. Who will say he is a ruthless king? He is such a cute kid from heart! She loves the feeling when he listens to her without any argument!

And now when she knows that he likes her somewhere, his cute gestures make her feel shy and happy.

He laid in a side of that small bed. She looked at him and then laid on the other side. Her back was facing him and he was looking at her back passionately. As her blouse was backless, he could see her back and his desires were overpowering.

He himself never knew that he is so passionate , but his wife is introducing him to a version of himself whom he didn't know, who wants to love and want to be loved.

He fisted his palms and closed his eyes tightly to control himself but he heard a loud thunderstorm and then his body shivered as his wife hugged him tightly.

He literally felt his fast heartbeats. He looked at her who was tightly hugging him in fear. He didn't know what to do. He just caressed her head and she opened her eyes.

Her cheeks turned pink. She didn't realize when she hugged him. Actually because of fear she hugged him and honestly she felt safe in his protective arms and she didn't know why but she wanted to stay in his arms forever. It felt like home.

She looked down and broke the hug , then again turned to the other side. He chose not to say anything as the feelings were new for both of them .

After sometime he saw that she was shivering because of the cold.

He softly asked her...

Sid: aap thik hai?

She nodded a little but her body was shivering in the same way as she was feeling really cold. There were no quilts which could warm her body.

The way she was shivering, he felt worried and without thinking anything, he pulled her closer and hugged her from behind making her gasp.

She tried to push his hand softly but he held her more tightly and said...

Sid: aap galat maat samajna. Hum nahi chahte aap bimar par jaye. Hume paata hai isse jada fayda nahi hoga par fir bhi thoda thand kaam lag saakta hai. Issliye hum aisa kar rahe hai . Warna hum aap ki ijajaat k bina aap ko aisa kuch nahi karte.

Her heart melted like a candle. He is such a gentleman. So precious. She felt her heart's happiness. She kept her hand above his hand and closed her eyes.

He smiled a little as she wasn't protesting now. He was still hesitating to touch her properly as he was not sure if she is comfortable or not but she turned towards him and in a fraction of second, she hugged him, keeping her head on his bare chest.

She felt shy but she listened to her heart. She wanted to hug him and she did. It was her way of telling him that she is also ready to give efforts in this marriage.

He was shocked but then slowly hugged her softly and looked at her face. Her cheeks turned pink in shyness and he chuckled.

Another loud sound of thunderstorm and she was almost laying on him now. When she came back in senses, she tried to go but this time, he pulled her closer and kept her head above his heart, hugging her tightly .

Sid: aise hi rahiye.

He softly said and she was able to listen his rythmic heartbeats which was so Melodious that she snuggled in him more. And he just kissed her head lovingly making her shy and happy.

The couple shared their first cozy moments and one thing they were sure about and that was- their hearts are entangled and they both are ready to give a chance to their marriage.

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So we are done with the update.

Meer and gul are falling in love, slowly slowly !

Hmm! Haule haule ho jayega pyaar ❤️😂

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