I hate this.
I hate keeping shit from Wynter after I promised I would never keep another secret from her again, and even though it would put her in more danger, and hurt her more, to know what weâll be doing tonight while she sits at home, I still hate every single second of making the plan without her.
Wynter has been incredible these last few days. Whenever weâre out of ideas, she has one. Whenever we feel dejected, sheâs the ray of hope we need. And to leave her out this time around just feels wrong. Sheâs going to fucking lose it when she finds out, and I have no doubt in my mind that sheâll target that anger at me. But itâs worth it if sheâs safe and wonât ever have to know what the darkest sides of Russoâs business look like. She doesnât need that, and I wonât show her unnecessarily.
As much as Wynter wants to be involved and she has held her own every step of the way, there are things about what we do that would break her, things that would make her see us in a different light, and thatâs not something Iâm willing to risk.
Storm blows out a long breath and rests his head on the backrest of his chair. Weâre all tired, but this is weighing on him differently than the rest of us. Now his dad is gone, thereâs no one to go to for advice, no one to speak from experience, and although he hasnât said it aloud, heâs feeling a little lost right now. The whole family is relying on him, and I donât envy the guy for that. âWhat time are you moving out?â
âProbably early afternoon to give us a chance to do some recon, but we wonât hit until the sun goes down. I was thinking maybe if we hit at the same time The Legion hits the club as extra cover. Theyâll call for backup and leave the farm slightly less protected,â Rayne explains. Weâve been over a hundred different versions of the night, but this is the one that makes the most sense, even if it does mean leaving things to chance.
âSounds like a plan,â Storm says. âI want you to take some of the guys with you, but I donât want them to know where youâre going or what youâre doing until youâre there. Take the van so they donât get tipped off and take the signal blocker so they canât get a warning out if theyâre the rat.â
Rayne and I nod, but neither of us says anything. The air in the office is thick with anxious anticipation, and all I can think about is curling back around Wynter and holding her for a few more hours.
I tap my phone and the screen bursts to life. A message from Tommy among the work emails Iâve been ignoring catches my attention.
Taking Wynter to the store for food. Be back soon.
âMotherfucker,â I hiss, panic settling over me.
âWhat is it?â Rayne asks, sitting upright in his seat for the first time since I walked in hours ago.
âTommy took Wynter out of the house,â I tell them as I type a reply calling him every name under the sun and ordering him to bring my woman back immediately. The rational part of my mind is desperately trying to tell me Iâm overreacting and that if thereâs anyone who can take care of Wynter, itâs Tommy, but the possessive caveman in me is forcing his way to the front.
âTommy would die before he let anything happen to Wynter,â Storm reminds me.
âI know that,â I snap, my body on fire with the need to protect her and know sheâs safe.
Before Iâm even conscious of what Iâm doing, Iâve crossed to my laptop and Iâm activating the tracker on her phone. I have the app on my phone, but at least on the laptop, I can hack into cameras to check where she is and that sheâs safe.
âWhat time did they leave?â Rayne asks.
âAlmost an hour ago.â
âThe store isnât far away, surely theyâll be back soon,â Storm attempts to reassure me.
The map loads and I stare at the screen for long moments as I process what Iâm seeing. âIâm sure they would if they were at the store,â I grind the words out as fury radiates through my entire body.
âWhere are they?â Storm asks.
âFrost Industries.â The moment the words fall from my lips, Iâm jumping into action. Something isnât right. Tommy wouldnât take her so far away from the estate without telling us first, which means the trip wasnât planned, and if it wasnât planned, there has to be a reason for it.
Five minutes later, Storm and I are sprinting out the front door, leaving Rayne behind to make sure Emerson and Snow are safe, but all I can think about is getting to my woman as quickly as possible.