Iâve loved Wynter for as long as I can remember. From the moment our eyes met for the first time, those icy blue irises so full of innocence, I knew she would be the girl I would marry. But as I stare at her now, the fierce fire burning in those eyes Iâve lost myself in too many times to count, Iâve never loved her more.
She stares at Storm with a mixture of anger and fear, knowing she could very well be doing this on her own if he doesnât agree. Sheâs going toe to toe with the man most of the city, if not country, fear, and sheâs doing it without so much as blinking.
She calls herself a princess, but Iâve always seen her for what she is. Wynter Saint James is a fucking queen.
âWynter, youâre not built for this. Youâre great with everything Frost Industries, but I donât want to stain your soul with the other shit our family deals with. Iâve never wanted that.â
âAnd what happens if something happens to you?â she snaps, and we all collectively flinch at the harshness of her words. âYou trained me to take over both sides of the business, Storm. You donât just get to pick and choose when I do and donât see the bad side of this business. I know how we started. I know Frost was founded with blood money. I know what you and Rayne do when youâre out late at night. If there was ever a time to include me, itâs right the fuck now.â
âSheâs right,â I say. âShe canât be your succession plan if you never let her see the dark side of what we all do.â
Her head snaps around to me, the glare softening slightly as she considers my words. I have an inkling that she always knew I was still involved in the business, despite Storm and Rayne keeping it on the down low.
âYouâre just saying that because you want back in her good books,â Rayne growls.
âNo, Iâm saying that because itâs the truth. Wynter has always been stronger than any of you have given her credit for. Your dad always sheltered the girls, always kept them away from what he did, and he taught both of you to do the same. But Wynter, and Snow, for that matter, are more capable than anyone has ever allowed them to be. And if you think me defending her is going to do anything other than piss her off more, you donât know your sister very well.â I chuckle.
Storm drops back into his seat and sighs. âFine. You can help. But you will not leave this house without one of us with you. After what happened with Emerson, I donât trust anyone with any of your safety. We are all going to stay here until further notice, so if you need anything from your apartments, I suggest you go and get it now. We will all be working from here, with exception of Rayne, who will only leave to take care of problems if absolutely necessary, and he will have myself, Everett, or Tommy with him.â
Snow groans and throws her head back. âThis is so unfair.â
âDo you want to be dead? Because thatâs what could happen if you leave this house unescorted and Russo or his men get near you.â Storm stares at her pointedly and the blood drains from her cheeks. The baby of the family doesnât love the word no. She didnât when she was a kid, and that hasnât changed as an adult either.
Tears well in her eyes as she looks to Rayne and Wynter for support. âOf course I donât want to die, but I also donât want to be a prisoner.â She pushes her chair back and storms from the room before anyone can attempt to stop her.
Emerson looks like sheâs about to follow, but Rayne places his hand on her arm. âSheâll come around. Sheâs just used to getting what she wants and doesnât like it when she doesnât get her way.â
She looks to the stairs Snow disappeared up and sighs. âItâs hard for her to live in all your shadows. She thinks everyone has a role in the family but her, and every time you lock her up, she doesnât see it as you trying to protect her. She sees it as you taking away all that she has,â Emerson tells us.
She hasnât known any of them long, but her honesty will get her far in this family. That and her unwavering strength. She hasnât flinched once while we started talking about Russo, hasnât looked uncomfortable to be a part of a conversation about war and murder. You would never know she hadnât grown up around this shit the way we all did. She fits.
âI understand that, but weâve already lost our parents, Iâm not risking losing her as well. Sheâs going to have to swallow all that shit for a minute and let us take care of this, and then on the other side, weâll give her something to do within the family,â Storm replies.
Emerson chuckles. âThatâs the point though, she doesnât want you to give her something to do. She wants to earn it just like the rest of you did, but sheâs sheltered. Itâs no oneâs fault, itâs just the way it is with youngest children sometimes.â
âSweet girl, your counselor is showing.â Rayne laughs as he wraps his arms around his wife and tugs her into his side.
Fuck, itâs nice to see him happy. Heâs always lived a tortured existence. He was the first one to kill a man, and heâs never recovered from it. Donât get me wrong, the man loves his job, he loves taking care of problems and if a little bit of blood and the occasional torture session is a part of that, youâll never hear him complaining, but sometimes I worried the darkness would take over. Emerson is the bright light someone like him needs, just the way Wynter is mine. Whether sheâs known it or not, sheâs always been the light at the end of the tunnel for me, the guiding light in everything I do.
âSorry, I donât mean to overstep. I just want you all to understand why Snow feels the way she does.â Emersonâs cheeks turn a bright shade of pink and she looks down at the table.
âYouâre just as much a part of this family as the rest of us, Emerson. Donât ever hesitate to say your piece,â Storm tells her. âBut Snow is going to have to live with it for now, just like the rest of us. Weâre all in lockdown the same way she is, and this is not something I am willing to negotiate. Once Russo and his organization are six feet under, we can get back to business as usual.â
I nod in agreeance. âItâs important that we take some time to grieve as well. If we go into a war with hot heads, itâs only going to mean more casualties.â
âI agree.â Emerson smiles shyly. âI know Iâm new to all this, and that youâve been doing it a really long time, but I have a certain amount of insight into how the human mind works, and Everett is absolutely correct. If you go into this guns blazing and wanting to avenge your parents as soon as possible, youâll do so without clarity, and I imagine in this line of work that is dangerous.â
Rayneâs face is full of pride and love as he looks down at her, and I canât help the pinch of jealousy that I canât do that with Wynter yet. Or ever really. When we were together before, we were never really together. We were best friends. We were everything to one another. But no one knew we were that. She was scared her brothers would kill me, and honestly, I was a little scared too. But when I had to go to them and tell them I had to leave her, they were never mad, never even blinked an eye. They always saw what we tried to hide.
I feel her eyes on the side of my face long before I turn to look at her. She isnât sure how to take everything Iâve thrown at her over the last twenty or so hours. Something deep inside me settles at the idea that she can take care of herself. Sheâs not the girl I left all those years ago. The one I was terrified someone would hurt to exploit me. Wynter is a woman now, and Iâd like to see anyone try to take her on.
I tear my eyes away from hers and look down at my computer screen, pulling up the financials I had been scouring over late last night. There had to be something here, a loose thread we could pull, a weak link we could use to our advantage, and when I see exactly what that weak link is, I look up at Storm and smile.
Letâs do this.