: Chapter 10
The Risk (Briar U)
Despite Briarâs victory over Yale, Iâm still disappointed with how the weekend turned out. I got home around midnight, courtesy of an obscenely expensive Uber ride, and woke up this morning to about ten texts and three voicemails from Tansy apologizing profusely and begging for my forgiveness. I texted back to say I require at least a full month of groveling before I can grant my complete forgiveness, but since itâs hard for me to stay mad at the people I love, I told her weâre good and that she owes me a girlsâ weekend.
Now Iâm having Sunday brunch with Summer at the diner, where I fill her in on the weekend from hell. Leaving out the parts involving Jake Connelly, obviously. Summer would snatch onto those bits like a dog with a bone. Except unlike the dog, whoâd eventually drop the bone or go bury it somewhere, Summer would discuss and dissect every detail of my Connelly encounters until the end of eternity.
âIâm sorry, but your cousin sounds like a total bitch,â Summer says as she munches on a strip of bacon. Her golden hair is arranged in a messy braid, hanging over the shoulder of her white cashmere sweater. She isnât wearing a stitch of makeup, and doesnât need it. Summer Heyward-Di Laurentis is disgustingly stunning. Ditto for her older brother, Dean. The two of them resemble Ken and Barbie, although Summer hates being called the latter. So of course, I do it just to piss her off.
âEh, sheâs really not,â I answer, referring to my cousin. âBut she sure acted like one this weekend.â
âShe ditched you both nights? Thatâs savage.â
âWell, we were together the first night. Kind of. She and her boyfriend got into an epic fight, so I spent most of the time hanging out with his friends.â
I skip what came before thatâmy ambush of Connelly and his teammates at the dive bar. And I donât even dare bring up the concert. I easily could, without mentioning Jakeâs role in it, but Iâm afraid I might slip and reveal something I shouldnât.
Like how warm his lips felt when they touched mine.
Or how he slid his hand under my dress and nearly put it between my legs.
Or the sheer relief that crashed over me when he moved that hand, because if he hadnât, I wouldâve been revealed as a liar. I wasnât dry as a desert, like Iâd mocked. I was wetter than Iâd ever been. In that moment, I donât think Iâve ever wanted anybody more.
And that is not good. Not good at all. Jake is too unpredictable. I can never figure out what heâs thinking, what heâs going to say or do next, and thatâs unacceptable to me. How are you supposed to protect yourself when you donât fully understand a personâs motives?
âI repeat, she sounds like a bitchâ¦â Summer wags a piece of bacon at me. âJust saying.â
âItâs that toxic relationship she has with Lamar. She didnât used to be this selfish.â I pour maple syrup on my second pancake. âI hate saying this, but I really hope they break up.â
Summer takes a sip of her herbal tea. âWell, the good news is, youâre home now, and Iâm going to make sure you finish your weekend off right. Do you want to come to Maloneâs with us tonight and watch the Bruins game?â
âDefinitely.â I swallow a bite of my pancake.
âAnd I can help you practice for your follow-up interview if you want. Thatâs tomorrow morning?â
I nod. âItâll probably be as crappy as the first one.â
âDonât say that. Positivity breeds positivity, Bee.â
âDid you just make up that saying?â
âYes. And you know what else?â
âNegativity breeds negativity?â I supply.
âThat, too. But what I was going to say is, Iâve decided Iâm lending you my Prada boots to wear tomorrow. The black suede ones my grandmother sent me. Theyâll bring you good luck.â
âUh-huh. You have scientific proof of that?â
âYou want proof? Itâs called Prada. Fucking Prada, Bee. Nobody can wear Prada and not feel invincible.â
I still canât grasp how I became best friends with this girl. Summer is the complete opposite of me. Bubbly, girly, obsessed with designer clothes. Her family is filthy rich, so she can afford those designer clothes. But me, Iâve never cared about labels. Give me my lipstick, my favorite leather jacket and boots, some skinny jeans and a tight dress or two, and Iâm good to go. And yet despite our differences, Summer and I justâ¦fit.
âOh, and I confirmed with Fitz before I got hereâhe can drive me to campus in the morning, so youâre good to borrow my car.â Summer drives a flashy Audi, and she offered to let me drive it to Boston tomorrow, sparing me from taking a million trains and buses. At noon Iâve got a Communication Theory lecture that I canât miss, so I need to return to Hastings as fast as possible.
âAre you sure you donât mind?â
âNot at all.â She picks up her teacup.
âThanks. You have no idea how much time youâll be saving me byââ
âHi!!!â a happy voice interrupts.
Before I can blink, a whirlwind of brown hair and luminous skin and big, big eyes streaks across my field of vision.
A girl Iâve never met in my life slides into our booth next to Summer and plops her butt down as if weâve all been friends for years.
Summerâs jaw drops. âIâm sorryâ¦whatâ¦â She drifts off, speechless. A rare state for Summer Di Laurentis.
I sweep my gaze over the newcomer. Sheâs wearing a white, collared shirt with red buttons. Waves of chin-length hair hover over the lacy collar.
âHello,â I say politely. âIâm not sure if youâre familiar with the word etiquette, but typically it means you canât crash someoneâs brunch, particularly when they donât know who you are.â
âItâs okay. Youâre about to know me.â She smiles broadly, flashing a set of perfect white teeth. Sheâs rather cute, actually.
But just because someone is cute doesnât mean theyâre not insane.
âIâm Rupi. Rupi Miller. And yes, thatâs a Hindi first name and a completely white-bread last name, but thatâs âcause my dad is super white bread. Heâs really, really bland. Heâs a dentist, you guys. Like, the definition of boring. My mom is awesome, though. She used to be a huge Bollywood star!â Rupiâs tone ripples with pride.
Beside her, Summer blinks in confusion. âThatâs really greatâ¦â Her voice trails again.
I bite back a laugh. âRupi?â
The girl beams at me. âYes?â
âWhy are you in our booth?â
âOh. Sorry. I talk a lot, I know. Let me start over. Iâm Rupi, and youâre Brenna Jensen and youâre Summer Heyward-Di Laurentis.â
âYes, thank you for informing us of our names,â I say dryly
Summer finally remembers how to finish a sentence. âDonât be mean to Rupi,â she chides, and I can tell by her twinkling green eyes that sheâs warming up to this pushy little girl.
âIâm a freshman,â Rupi explains. âI know, that sounds lame, but I swear Iâm not. Lame, that is. Iâm so much funâyouâll find out, I promise. But the thing is, I donât really have a lot of connections with the upperclassmen. Donât worry, Iâm not stalking you or anything. I was sitting over there with my friends when I noticed you guys. Thatâs Lindy and Mel.â She points to two girls sitting a few booths down the row. One of them is blushing profusely, while the other gives an enthusiastic wave.
I spare them a look before turning back to Rupi. âStill doesnât explain why youâre interrupting our brunch.â
âI wanted to put in a formal request,â she announces.
âA formal request for what?â Summer sputters.
âI want an introduction.â
My brow wrinkles. âTo whom?â
âMike Hollis.â
I set my fork down.
Summer puts down her tea.
Several seconds tick by.
âMike Hollis?â Summer finally says.
âYes. Heâs your roommate,â Rupi replies helpfully.
I snicker.
âIâm aware that heâs my roommate.â Summer shakes her head. âBut why on earth do you want an introduction? To him.â
Rupi releases a long, dreamy sigh. âBecause heâs the most beautiful man in the world, and I think heâs my soul mate, and Iâd like to be introduced to him.â
Another silence falls. Iâm not one to declare anything a hundred percent, so Iâll say Iâm ninety-nine-point-nine-nine-nine percent certain that this is the first time in the history of the planet that anyone, at any time, has referred to Hollis as the most beautiful man in the world and/or as someoneâs soul mate.
Summer appears to be as stunned as I feel. But we both recover fast, sharing a telepathic moment that brings a grin the size of Boston to Summerâs lips. She pats Rupiâs arm and says, âI would be honored to make that introduction.â
âActually, Iâll do you one better,â I chime in. âIâll give you his phone number, and you can contact him directly.â
Summer is quick to second that. âYes, even better! And when I get home Iâll be sure to tell him that the daughter of a Bollywood star is going to be calling him.â She winks at me when Rupi isnât looking.
Rupiâs brown eyes light up. âReally?â
âOh, absolutely.â Summer pulls up her contact list. âDo you have your phone on you?â
Rupi produces an iPhone in a bubble-gum pink case, and Summer quickly recites Hollisâs number. After Rupi finishes entering the digits, she gives us a solemn look. âI want you to know that youâre both gorgeous and wonderful and Iâm going to be seeing a lot of you once Mike and I start dating.â
I wonât lieâher conviction is downright inspirational.
âAnyway, I wonât take up any more of your time. Just know that I think youâre beautiful creatures and Iâm so grateful for your help!â
And then, as rapidly as she appeared, she bounces out of the booth like a tiny ball of energy.
Later that night, I arrive at Maloneâs at the same time as Nate Rhodes. âHey!â I exclaim, slinging my arm through his muscular one. âI didnât know you were coming.â
Iâm a big Nate fan. Heâs not only a skilled center with a wicked slapshot, but heâs also a stand-up guy. A lot of jocks have a reputation for being cocky jackasses. They strut around campus with huge chips of entitlement on their athletic shoulders, âhonoringâ women with their time and their wangs. Not Nate. Along with Fitzy, heâs the most humble, down-to-earth guy Iâve ever met.
âYeah, my plans got canceled. I was supposed to meet up with a chick and she bailed.â
I give a mock gasp. âWhat! Doesnât she know youâre the captain of the hockey team?!â
âI know, right?â He shrugs. âProbably a good thing she bailed, though. Iâm still rocking a hangover from last night.â
âThat was some game-winning miracle you pulled off in OT,â I tell him. âI wish I got to see it in person.â
âMost stressful overtime period of my life,â he admits as we enter the bar. âFor a moment I thought we might actually lose the damn thing.â His light-blue eyes scan the main room, which is crammed with sports memorabilia, TV screens, and college students.
âThere they are,â I say, spotting our friends in a far booth. âUgh. Hollis is here? Now Iâm even more glad you showed up. Youâll be my buffer.â
âHe still trying to get in your pants?â
âEvery time I see him.â
âDo you really blame him?â Nate gives an exaggerated leer.
âKnock it off. Youâve never once expressed any interest in my pants.â
âYeah, because Coach would castrate me! Doesnât mean I havenât thought about it.â
âPerv.â
He grins.
We reach the oversized booth, a semicircular one with enough space to accommodate four hockey players and me and Summer. Sheâs snuggled up beside Fitz, while Hollis sits alone on the other side, his gaze glued to the Bruins game thatâs already underway.
Hollis shifts his head at our arrival. âBrenna! Come sit.â He pats his thigh. âThereâs room for you right here.â
âThanks, big boy. But Iâm good.â I slide in next to Summer.
Rather than sit with Hollis, Nate flops down beside me, which forces Fitz and Summer to shift closer to Hollis.
âI donât have Ebola, you guys,â he grumbles.
I glance up at one of the television screens. Boston is on the attack. âWhereâs Hunter?â I ask.
Almost immediately the mood shifts. Fitz looks unhappy. Summerâs face holds a touch of guilt, although I donât think she needs to feel guilty. Sure, she and Hunter had a bit of a flirtation, but the moment she realized she had feelings for Fitz, she was honest with Hunter about it. He needs to get over it already.
âI dunno. Heâs out and about, probably with some chick,â Hollis answers. âHeâs a pussy posse of one lately.â
I purse my lips. I hope Hunterâs extracurricular activities arenât affecting his performance on the ice. Then again, he scored both goals in the regulation periods last night, and got an assist on Nateâs OT goal, so it doesnât seem to be a problem.
âWhy donât you two just kiss and make up?â I ask Fitz.
âIâm trying,â he protests. âHunterâs not interested.â
âHeâs being a douchebag,â Nate admits, which is alarming coming from the captain. It tells me that Hunterâs behavior is affecting the team. âShort of an intervention, thereâs not much we can do. Heâs playing well, and all the partying and hookups arenât slowing him down during games.â
âYes, but two teammates having beef is not good for morale,â Fitz counters.
âSo squash the beef,â Nate says, rolling his eyes. âItâs your beef.â
âIâm trying,â Fitz repeats.
Summer squeezes his arm. âItâs okay. Heâll calm down eventually. I still think maybe I should move outâ¦?â
âNo,â Fitz and Hollis say immediately, and thatâs that. She doesnât bring it up again.
We watch the game for a while. I drink a beer, joke around with Nate, and ignore Hollisâs advances. During the first intermission, we discuss the semifinals results.
âCorsen and I watched a live stream of the Harvard-Princeton game,â Nate says darkly. âIt was such fucking bullshit.â
I frown. âHow so?â
âGoddamn Brooks Weston. He dished out two of the dirtiest hits Iâve ever seen. First one was leaping into a Princeton defender from the blindside, drove him headfirst into the boards. It completely flew off the refâs radar, which is unfathomableâlike how did he miss that? Second hit was a slash to a guyâs knee. Weston took a penalty for that one.â
Fitz shakes his head at Summer. âI hate that you partied with him in high school.â
âHeâs a cool guy,â she protests.
âHeâs a goon,â Nate says tightly. âA goon who doesnât play fair.â
âThen the refs should call him out on it,â Summer points out.
âHe does it in a way that escapes their notice,â Fitz says. âItâs a tactic for some teamsâpurposely fouling other players so that they retaliate and take a penalty. Harvard is really good at it.â
âThatâs why my dad hates Daryl Pedersen so much,â I tell Summer. âCoach Pedersen fosters that kind of gameplay.â
âDidnât your dad and Pedersen play together back in the day?â Nate asks.
âThey were teammates at Yale,â I confirm. âThey canât stand each other.â
Summer looks intrigued. âWhy?â
âI donât know the exact details. Dadâs not much of a talker.â
His players snort in unison. âNo shit,â Hollis cracks.
I shrug. âI think Pedersen played dirty back then, too, and Dad just didnât like him.â
âI donât blame Coach for hating him,â Nate mutters. âPedersenâs a total fuckhead. He encourages his guys to be as brutal as possible.â
âShit, people can get hurt,â Mike says, and thereâs such sincerity in his tone that I canât help but laugh. Something about Hollis is very endearing. Heâs like a big kid.
âNot sure if you know this,â I solemnly tell Hollis, âbutâ¦hockeyâs a violent sport.â
Fitz chuckles.
Before Hollis can issue a comeback, noise blasts out of his phone. Heâs got the most annoying ringtone, a hip-hop track with a bunch of guys shouting nonsense. Suits him to a T, though.
âYo,â he answers.
My attention returns to the Bruins game. Briefly. Itâs quickly diverted back to Hollis as he provides the most bizarre half of a conversation.
âSlow downâ¦what?â He listens. âDo I have a car? No.â Another long pause. âI mean⦠I guess I could borrow one? Wait, who is this?â
Nate barks out a laugh.
âWhatâs happening right now?â Hollis sounds bewildered. âWho is this? Ruby? What pee? Did we meet at Jesse Wilkesâs party?â
Summer makes a strangled sound and covers her mouth.
I look over and we exchange a huge grin. Not Ruby. Rupi. The energy tornado from the diner made her move. She hadnât wasted any time, either.
âI donât understand this⦠Um okayâ¦listen. Ruby. I donât know who you are. Are you hot?â
Fitz snorts loudly. I just roll my eyes.
âYeah, okay⦠I donât think so.â Hollis is still wholly baffled. âLater,â he says, and then hangs up.
Summerâs lips are trembling like crazy as she asks, âWho was that?â
âI dunno!â He picks up his beer and chugs nearly half of it. âSome crazy chick just called and said to pick her up for dinner on Thursday night.â
Summer buries her face against Fitzâs shoulder, giggling uncontrollably. I donât have a boyfriend to shield my laughter, so I bite my lip and hope Hollis doesnât notice.
âThis is weird, right?â he says in confusion. âStrange chicks donât call you out of the blue and ask you on dates, right? I mustâve met her before.â He glances at Nate. âDo you know a Ruby?â
âNope.â
âFitz?â
âAlso nope.â
Summer laughs harder.
âDo you?â Hollis accuses her.
âNo,â she lies, and I can tell sheâs making a conscious effort not to look my way. âI just find this incredibly hilarious.â
I unhook my teeth from my bottom lip. âSo are you going out with her?â I ask as casually as I can muster.
He gapes at me. âOf course not! She wouldnât tell me if sheâs hot, told me Iâd find out Thursday night. So I said I donât think so and hung up. Iâm not in the mood to get murdered, please and thank you.â
Why do I have a feeling Rupi Miller isnât going to be satisfied with that outcome?
My grin nearly cracks my face in half. Summer was right. The weekend from hell did finish off right.