: Chapter 12
The Risk (Briar U)
Morning practice is grueling, but I donât expect anything less from Coach. He was already riding our jocks before we made it into the finalsânow all bets are off. Weâre expected to skate faster, hit harder, take more shots. Itâs an intense workout, and some of the skating drills we run leave even me breathless, and Iâm the best skater on the ice.
Not that Iâm complaining. Some guys like to grumble about having to haul themselves out of bed so early. They bitch about the nutrition guides, or Coachâs hard-ass nature. I canât deny that Pedersenâs got a more physical style of play than I do. Me, I rely on my speed and accuracy rather than brute strength. But in Coachâs playing days, he was a goon, and he promotes the same aggression in his players. Brooks is our main enforcer, but lately Pedersenâs been pushing the other guys to throw more elbows. He doesnât expect it of me, though. He knows what I can do.
Coach is waiting for me in the hall when I leave the locker room, my hair wet from the shower. He slaps me on the shoulder. âGood hustle out there, Connelly.â
âThanks, Coach.â
âYou gonna bring that same hustle to the finals?â
âYessir.â
He slants his head. âBriarâll be tough to beat.â
I shrug. âNot worried. We got this.â
âDamn right we do.â His expression turns grim. âBut we also canât fall into the overconfidence trap. Jensen had a shit season last year, and heâll be clamoring to make his comeback. I wouldnât be surprised if theyâre doing two-a-days.â
Me neither. Briar is looking much sharper this year. Iâm not sure what happened last season, except that ever since Garrett Graham graduated, theyâve had a tough time finding that offensive breakout. Nate Rhodes is good, but heâs not exceptional. Hunter Davenport is almost as fast as I am, but heâs still young. Heâs only a sophomore, with a lot of rough edges that require sharpening. I think next season Briar will be unstoppable with Davenport at the helm. But thatâs next season. This season is ours.
âI need you to come in earlier tomorrow morning,â Coach Pedersen says. âSix thirty, okay? I want you to work with Heath one-on-one.â
I nod. I noticed Heath dropping some key passes today. âIâm cool with that.â
âKnew you would be.â He claps me on the shoulder again before stalking off.
I walk toward the lobby of the arena, where Brooks is waiting for me. The moment I reach him, my phone buzzes with an Instagram notification. I rarely use that app, so Iâm about to ignore it when I notice the username.
BrenJen.
As in Brenna Jensen?
Curiosity grabs hold of me. âHey, go on ahead,â I tell Brooks. Weâre grabbing lunch at the campus café with a few teammates. âIâll meet you guys there. Gotta make a call first.â
âOkay.â He gives me a weird look and lumbers off.
I load Instagram and open my DMs. The profile picture for âBrenJenâ shows a curtain of dark hair and the hint of a profile. But the red lips are a dead giveaway. Itâs definitely Brenna, and the green dot beside her pic tells me sheâs online right now.
Connelly. Itâs Brenna. Can we meet up?
My eyebrows shoot up to my hairline. I instantly start typing with total disregard to the long lecture Brooks gave me one night about response etiquette. He has a strict rule about waiting minimum an hour before replying to a chick, so that she doesnât feel like sheâs the one with all the power. But Iâm way too curious to abide by that.
ME: Did you seriously just slide into my DMs?
BRENNA: Unfortunately. Do you want to meet up?
ME: Are you asking me out?
BRENNA: In your dreams, Jakey.
I smile at the screen, just as Brenna follows up with another message.
BRENNA: Iâm in the city and have about an hour before I need to go back to Briar. I was hoping we could meet up.
ME: Gonna need a lot more than an hour for our first time, babe. I mean, foreplay alone will eat up most of that time.
BRENNA: An hour of foreplay? Arenât you ambitious.
ME: Not ambitious. Realistic.
And maybe I shouldnât be trying to lure her into a sexting conversation right now, because the idea of foreplay with her is very enticing.
ME: Why do you want to meet?
BRENNA: Need to talk to you about something. And Iâm not doing it on a stupid app, so yes or no?
Iâm too intrigued to turn her down. I mean, the daughter of Briarâs head coach is trying to arrange a clandestine meeting with the captain of the Harvard hockey team? Who wouldnât be intrigued?
So I type, where and when?
We meet up at a coffee shop in Central Square. Once again, itâs pouring outside, and Iâm cold and wet when I join Brenna at a small table in the back.
Sheâs holding a coffee cup, wisps of steam rising up from the lip to redden her nose. She gestures to the cup in front of the empty chair. âI ordered you a coffee. Black.â
âThanks,â I say gratefully, wrapping my wet hands around the hot mug. My fingers are fucking freezing.
As I take a long sip, Brenna sits there watching me.
I set the cup down. âSo,â I drawl.
âSo,â she drawls back.
Damn, she looks cute today. Her long hair is pulled back in a neat braid, and her complexion is devoid of makeup. Or, if sheâs wearing any, sheâs opted for a totally natural look. Thereâs a fresh-faced, rosy glow to her cheeks andâholy shit, sheâs not wearing red lipstick. Her lips are pink and glossy.
I almost blurt out, âWhatâs wrong with your face,â but corral the question before itâs too late. That is never something you want to ask a chick.
âAre you finally going to enlighten me about why Iâm here?â I ask instead.
âYes, but first you have to promise me a few things.â
âNah. I make no promises, ever.â
âFine. Then Iâm out. And at least I get to leave with the satisfaction of knowing I made you come all the way here for nothing.â She starts to rise. âLater, Jakey.â
âSit that pretty ass back down,â I order, rolling my eyes. âFine. What am I promising?â
âOne, that youâll hear me out until Iâm done. And two, that you wonât gloat.â
The mystery deepens. I lean back in my chair and say, âAll right. Cross my heart and hope to die.â
âOkay.â She blows out a breath. âSo I applied for an internship at HockeyNet.â
âNice.â
âSure, it would be. If my interviewer wasnât an enormous dickwad.â Brennaâs fingers tighten around her mug. âIâve had two interviews with him, and he didnât take me seriously either time.â She scowls at me. âAnd before you make some snarky comment about how maybe Iâm not qualified for the jobââ
âI wasnât going to,â I cut in.
âGood. Because I am qualified. I donât think he takes any women seriously. Or at least, women trying to break into sports. You shouldâve heard the derisive way he spoke about Georgia Barnes. He acted like she didnât belong at the network. He acted like I didnât belong there.â Brennaâs tone is thick with frustration, but her eyes convey pure defeat. âHeâs such a dick.â
âIâm sorry,â I say, and I mean it. I donât think Iâve ever seen Brenna lose her confidence. Iâm surprised sheâs even letting this jackass get to her. âWant me to go beat him up?â
âIf it were that easy, I would beat him up on my own. A good kick in the balls would do him a world of good.â
I snicker. âWhy am I here, then?â
âSoâ¦heâs from Edmonton,â she starts.
A frown touches my lips. Iâm not quite sure where this is going. I assume this guy is an Oilers fan, but I wonât be playing there until next year. âI still donât see where I fit into this.â
âThe only time during the interview today that he actually seemed interested in me was when we were discussing Edmonton. And you,â she adds grudgingly. âHe thinks youâre exactly what they need to win the Cup.â
I think I agree with him. The teamâs record is decent, but I plan on making it even better. Iâm a damn good hockey player, not only due to talent, but because I work my ass off. Iâve worked for this my entire life.
âAnywayâ¦â Brenna trails off. She takes a hasty sip of her coffee.
âWhyâd you bring me here, Jensen? Iâve got class soon, too.â
âBecause, like I said, the first time he paid any positive attention to me was when I told him I knew you.â
I grin in delight. âDropped my name, eh?â
âShut up. It made me sick doing it.â
Laughter spills out. This chick is really something. Iâm so used to girls throwing themselves at me that itâs almost refreshing when one does the opposite.
âI did more than drop a name,â she confesses.
My forehead wrinkles. âOkay. Whatâd you tell him?â
She mumbles something under her breath.
I lean forward. âWhatâs that?â
âI told him you were my boyfriend,â she grinds out. Her jaw is so tight Iâm surprised it doesnât snap in two.
I stare at her for a second. When I realize sheâs dead serious, Iâm hit with another wave of laughter. âYou fucking didnât.â
âI did. And you promised not to gloat.â
âSorry. Promise broken.â I canât stop chuckling. âThis is too fucking good. That was so much more than a name drop. It was likeâ¦like Human Centipede level of kiss-ass.â I wipe tears from the corner of my eye.
Brenna glares daggers at me. âFirst of all, gross. And second, Iâm sorry, but unlike you I actually need to get a job when I graduate. I donât have the luxury of a multimillion-dollar contract with a professional hockey franchise. Journalism is my dream, so if kissing that jerkâs ass is what I need to do to get this internship, then I will.â
I force myself to stop laughing. Itâs difficult. âOkay, so you told him Iâm your boyfriend.â Oh man, I love this. I love it hard. I can practically picture the expression on her face when she told him. The agony. âThat doesnât explain why weâre sitting here right now.â
âNeedless to say, he came in his pants at the idea of having easy access to you.â She sighs. âHeâs hosting a dinner party on Friday and he wants us to go.â
âUs?â Iâm grinning so hard. âWeâre an us now?â
âTrust me, thatâs the last thing I want, but I told him weâd be there. And now, as humiliating as it is, Iâm asking you to do me a solid and go with me.â She looks and sounds like sheâd rather roll around in a dark pit full of razor blades.
I grin even harder. I think my face might break.
âDonât do this to me,â she says miserably. âIâm aware of how ridiculous this is, but I need your help. You already pretended to be my boyfriend once, remember? You had no problem putting your hands all over me at the concert, but I guess that was okay because it was your idea to put on the charade?â
She has a point.
âWell, I need you to do it again, okay?â Thereâs a splash of bitterness in her tone. âItâs one nightâIâll even pay you if you want.â
âHey, Iâm no gigolo.â
âFine, then do it for free. Be a good Samaritan.â
I ponder for a moment. âNah.â
âCome on, Connelly.â I donât think Iâve ever seen Brenna so flustered. âDonât make me beg.â
A bolt of lust streaks straight to my groin. âThat sounds so fucking appealing.â
Her mouth tightens. âItâs not happening.â
âMmmm, you on your kneesâ¦beggingâ¦â My cock twitches.
Itâs official. Iâm hot for this girl. Iâve slept with my share of women, but I canât remember the last time I lusted this hard over someone. I can feel my eyes glazing over as I envision the scene I just described. Brenna on her knees, unzipping my pants. Gripping my cock. Peering up at me with big eyes. Pleading for it.
âIâm not begging,â she says firmly. âIâm asking. If youâre saying no, then fine, Iâll get up and leave.â
I snap myself out of my lust trance. âIâm not saying no.â
âGreat. Then come with me on Friday.â
I chuckle. âOh, Iâm not saying yes, either.â
If looks could kill, Iâd be on the floor surrounded by a chalk outline right about now. âThen what are you saying?â she demands.
âIâm sayingâquid pro quo. I donât know if you learned this in school, but nothing comes for free.â I wink. âI scratch your back, you scratch mine.â
âI am not scratching any part of your body.â
âAll I mean is, if I help you out, I want something in return.â
âLike what?â She starts fidgeting with the end of her braid, clearly unhappy.
Iâd kind of like for her to undo the braid altogether. I want to see her dark hair loose around her shoulders. Actually, nah. I want to see it fanning over my bare chest as she crawls her way down my body andâ
âLike what?â she repeats when I take too long to reply.
Once again, I force myself to concentrate. âSo, you want a date on Friday nightââ
âA fake date.â
âA fake date,â I amend. âWell, in return, I want a real one.â
âA real what?
âA real date. You get a fake date, I get a real one.â
âAre you joking?â Her mouth falls open. âYou want to go out with me?â
I examine her incredulous expression. âI know, right? It caught me by surprise, too.â I offer a shrug. âBut it happened and now here we are. I think youâre hot, and I know you think Iâm hotââ
âI think you think youâre hot,â she interjects with a snort.
âI donât think that. I know that. And Iâve seen the way you check me out, soâ¦â I hold up my hands in a careless motion, before gesturing from me to her. âI think thereâs something hereââ
âThere is nothing here. Nothing.â
âOkay. Cool. Iâll just be on my way.â I lift my ass off the chair.
âConnelly,â Brenna growls. âSit back down.â She briefly closes her eyes. âYouâre saying youâll come to the dinner party with me, and all I have to do is go out with you for real.â
âYeah, but donât make it out like youâre meeting up with a serial killer. At least pretend to sound excited about going out with me.â
âOkay!â She claps her hands. âI get to go on a date with you! Hurray!â
âMuch better,â I tell her, and I donât think Iâve stopped smiling since I learned the reason sheâd summoned me. âSo. Is that a yes?â
She sighs. Loudly.