Chapter 1

Brandy's POV

I so did not want to go to school today, I was tired and not into it. I wished it would be winter break already so I can sleep in. Luckily this is the last week before three weeks of freedom.

I got up and got ready for the day, throwing on a creme colored sweater along with my black leggings and brown UGG boots. I grabbed my coat and started to head out the door seeing I was already late for my first class.

I haven't been little in a few months after my last cg. She was probably the best mommy I ever had and I don't ever think I'll find someone like her or better. If it wasn't for my best friend Grace, I probably would still be with my cg, miserable and waiting for her to return.

It broke my heart to let her go. But I suppose it had to be done. After that I guess I got cold, and I basically put everyone I trusted, besides Grace of course, out of my life and started making, rather bad decisions. I grabbed my keys and headed out the door before I became later than I already was.

Lyla's POV

I watched as Brandy came late to class again. As much as I wish I could scold her for that I knew I couldn't. She wasn't mine and I don't think she would ever be mine. I wasn't even sure if she was a little. I sighed to myself wishing I could have the poor girl.

I've seen her everyday since school started. She used to be super happy and energetic, she always had a smile on her face, her dark brown hair complimenting her blue eyes very well. But as days past on I watched as she started getting thin, her hair no longer full of shine and volume, the smile I'd seen since this semester had started to fade away more gradually day by day. And she became more and more stone cold. Her icy blue eyes looking empty. For a second her eyes met mine and she quickly looked away taking a seat at her desk.

I started doing my work and when I finished I went on my phone eagerly waiting for class to end.

"Brandy can you come here for a second please?" I heard Professor Shannon call for her. I watched as she huffed and stomped over to the teachers desk. I pursed my lips. She definitely needs to learn some manners. I heard the teacher talk to her about her failing the class, as I sat in the front of the classroom near the teachers desk. It wasn't until I heard my name, that I had started eavesdropping.

"I will speak to Lyla after class and she will be tutoring you starting after school. Unless you'd like to be failed and dropped out of this class I highly suggest you let her tutor you." Professor Shannon spoke harshly.

Brandy's POV

I was pissed off and tired. I was still grumpy from not getting much sleep and I didn't have time for the teachers bullshit today. So I let her speak as the bell rang. She dismissed me and I went to my seat grabbing my things and I left.

It wasn't a good idea to leave even though I've only been there for one class. But I didn't care. I was sick of everyone and I needed to be left alone.

When I got home I threw myself on my bed and laid there cuddling my stuffed animal trying to suppress the sobs that dared come out. I was stressed out and things were getting to be too much.

*Time skip four hours*

I woke up to a loud knock on my door. I rubbed my eyes and checked my phone. It was already noon and it seems my best friend Grace texted and called me multiple times. I whined softly and got up to open the door.

"Where have you been? I've called, I've texted. You left school? That is absolutely unacceptable and you know better than that Brandy Rain." Grace started ranting

I was still half asleep so I couldn't really comprehend what she was talking about. I huffed loudly and turned to go back to my bedroom to sleep more. I was stopped by a strong grip on my arm. I whined and tried pulling away.

"Gracie you lets me go," I frowned looking at her.

"Sweetie you can't leave class like that and think that it's okay do you understand that? This is college they can kick you out you know."

I nodded and she let go. I was sleepy but that was the worst part. When I get sleepy sometimes I do feel little, but I don't exactly slip. I looked around frantically for my pacifier to comfort me. Before I knew it I was picked up and sat down on Graces lap and given my pacifier.

Don't get me wrong this was nice because I haven't had this in a long time, but it was embarrassing as well. I laid down on her chest to tired to do anything else or to fight her. Grace isn't my caregiver but when she sees how stressed I become she takes it upon herself to take care of me as best she can.

"You know sweetie, Lyla's going to be here in a little while, why don't we freshen you up yeah?" Grace said brushing loose strands of hair out of my face. I whined clinging to her not wanting to move. I didn't feel good and I wanted to just sleep.

"I know cutie pie but we have to get up now" Grace said standing up setting me down on my feet.

I didn't want Lyla over here. I may have needed tutoring but not her. She's too..pretty.. perfect..too pretty and perfect.

Grace helped me brush my teeth and wash my face and when I finally woke up completely I finished getting myself together again and walked Grace out the door.

"Thank you again Grace, I really don't know what I'd do without you." I smiled softly slightly blushing.

"Oh yeah, I know." she laughed walking off. I closed the door and sighed sitting on the couch with Dream.

"Well it seems like we're gonna have to deal with this bravely." I smiled trying to keep myself less upset about the situation. That was the first time in months I've been little, even if it was for a few minutes it felt nice. I just wished I could have that again. I jumped a bit startled as I heard a knock on my front door. I got up from the couch and sighed wishing I didn't have to do this.

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Welcome backk if you have already read my other stories. This is something different that I chose to write. It may not be that great but bare with me ya'll 😭😭😭😭😭