CH 13
Since My Engagement has Been Annulled, I'm Going to Live Freely!
After talking about the Sterling family, Ryan listened to my hardships from back then.
âThat sure was difficultâ¦â
âNow, itâs nothing but an amusing story.â
He was deeply sympathetic and laughed bitterly. â¦Even though I had intended for it to be a funny storyâ¦
Certainly, it was difficult.
Whenever I faked words of love to Ricardo, Iâd felt so disgusted I could vomit.
Even so, I managed to overcome it when I told myself that once everything was over, Iâd receive a consolation fee. That if I could endure it, it could fund my dream.
âBut you wasted precious time.â
Ryan said in an angry tone.
He might be angry with Ricardoâs treatment towards me which was nothing like how heâd treat a lady.
âBut in the end, I managed to acquire my own store because of that.â
As if giving up, Ryan finally laughed.
âFlores sure is positive.â
âYes, thereâs nothing wrong with that, right?â
He smiled and nodded deeply.
âYou should learn from me, Ryan.â
âSure, why donât you give me the secret to living positively next time?â
I joked with a bossy attitude. Ryan purposefully made a serious expression and said, âCome at me!â
It could be said that Ricardoâs stupidity was the reason why I could talk to Ryan like that.
With that in mind, I felt a little grateful for those years I wasted.
â¦Was it because I thought like that?
The storm came out of no where.
It happened three days after I talked with Ryan.
Midday on weekdays.
While I was busy standing and working, my number of customers was reasonable.
Recently, an innocent couple would visit at least once a week.
There was a group of four older gentlemen whose conversation was too intelligent for me to keep up with.
The ladies whoâd gossip around.
Students who came to have tea.
There were various types of people.
Some were regulars and some were new customers.
When I cleared up the vacant seats and returned to the counter, the bell at the entrance rang.
I turned my eyes to see if a new customer had arrived, and I almost dropped the glass I held.
The word âwelcomeâ was stuck to my throat. I was unable to make a single sound.
âHi, Flores.â
A sweet and gentle voice.
The man entered with a sloppy manner, and scooped up my long, blonde, hair.
âRicardoâ¦â
I felt nauseous just hearing him call my name.
âI came to see you.â
A man I thought Iâd never meet again. He appeared before my very eyes. I immediately withdrew.
If I had a boiling kettle in my hand right then, heâd be burnt already.
I suppressed my urge and thrusted my hands into my apronâs pockets.
â¦I had almost become a criminal.
âCan you go home?â
âWhat is it? Are you turning shy? Is it because you havenât seen your beloved husband for a long time?â
Alright, letâs boil some water.
To conceal my murderous intent, I showed him a smile.
ââ¦Thatâs right, Flores, you shouldâve just been honest with yourself from the get go.â
The stupid fool misunderstood my smile as one of happiness. He looked so damn proud about it, too.
It had been over a year since then, but it seemed that the number of his brain cells remained nonexistent.
I pressed the ignition button on the stove without hesitation. I desperately endured my urge to yell by exhaling.
ââ¦Arenât you Liliaâs husband?â
âLilia? Oh, that thieving cat who robbed me from you?â
âNo, I donât think thatâs how things went back then.â
âYou know that my heart always belongs to you.â
âNo, donât even start.â
âArenât you the same, my darling?â
âNow youâre just asking for it.â
Due to his absurdity, there was a snapping noise in my head.
I wondered if his head was filled with nothing but flower fields.
I didnât know why he was visiting me, but if all he wanted to do was blabber some nonsense, he should just go home.
âKaren, letâs leave.â
The couple in my store whispered and stood up.
Quick to detect the disturbing atmosphere, they refused to get involved.
What a wise young man.
âExcuse me, I want to pay.â
With an apologetic look, I headed to the cashier while still glaring at Ricardo.
He returned my stare with a wink. Perhaps, my fury hadnât been conveyed.
After finishing the checkout, the man glanced at Ricardo before awkwardly rushing out of the store.
That was the right decision.
Perhaps he realized that oaf was the son of the Sterling family. It was best to not get involved with him.
I wished Ricardo was as smart as him.
Because Ricardo wanted to stand out, heâd always attend useless and stupid ceremonies.
Heâd always expressed his greetings in absurd way. He purposefully acted flashy to attract attention.
Maybe that young man recognized Ricardo from somewhere.
Starting with the couple, the customers in my store fled one after another.
Oblivious to my frustration, Ricardo sat at a table for four and was starting to relax.
âCan we continue with our conversation?â
âWe have nothing to discuss.â
âListen, that day⦠we shouldnât have separated.â
Despite my abject refusal, he continued talking incessantly. Was he drunk or something?
What a waste of time.
I opted to cleaning the tables of the customers who had left. I also properly listened to his words to avoid being blindsided.
However, it turned out that he had twisted the event to suit his own convenience. At the same time, I also knew it was useless to rebuke him.
Even if I were to directly point out the contradictions, heâd just twist my words and make it sound like I was being shy.
Apparently, his relationship with Lilia wasnât going well. For him to complain about such a topic to meâhe was the worst. How pitiful for Lilia.
The store was finally empty while my frustration was at its peak.
âCanât you just leave? Youâre getting in the way of my business.â
I spoke quietly with serious eyes. Ricardoâs blabbering mouth finally stopped.
ââ¦If you come back to me, you wonât have to work so hard in such a tiny store.â
The moment he said so in a pitying tone, I saw red.
I had finally reached the limit of my patience.