CH 28
Since My Engagement has Been Annulled, I'm Going to Live Freely!
I stretched at my refreshening awakening.
I felt a little lazyâhowever, my entire body was satisfied.
As I relaxed and turned around, Ryan smiled at me. We were very close to each other.
âGood morning, Flores.â
âGood morning. You are awake.â
Feeling embarrassed, I said that while lowering my gaze.
Ryan kissed my forehead and caressed my head. His fingers were combing my hair.
âIndeed. Flores has a beautiful sleeping face.â
For him to reply without hesitation⦠I immediately pulled the blanket over myself due to the embarrassment.
Ryan embraced at my behavior while giving a refreshing laugh.
âIâm happy, Flores. I want to wake up beside you every morning.â
I immediately swooned.
ââ¦Is that a proposal?â
When I said that with the intention of teasing him, Ryan straightforwardly denied it.
I was just joking⦠but his unexpectedly serious reply hurt me.
He was the dukeâs son.
A marriage partner wouldnât be something that easily decided for him.
Unlike Ricardo, the moronic son, Ryan properly fulfilled his duties as the eldest son of a dukeâs family.
I understood that he truly loved me. But for aristocrats, love and marriage were two different things.
âIâm going to propose to you after getting dressed properly. â¦But, I just want to stay this way.â
âWait, what?â
Apparently, I was still asleep.
I couldnât understand Ryanâs remarks well.
âBut, Flores has already awakened. I have to get up as well. Today is a day the store opens.â
âThatâs true, but thereâs still timeâ¦â
Towards me, and my prepared rebuttal, Ryan recommended a shower. Still disoriented, I obeyed.
What was that�
When I left the bathroom, I noticed that Ryan was completely dressed. He then came to me.
âFlores, itâs about beforeââ
âI was embraced from the front. Due to Ryanâs words, I lifted my head.
Ryan looked away once in a bashful manner. Then, he looked straight at me, and opened his mouth.
âAs soon as you find it within yourself to forgive me, I want you to marry me.â
Ryanâs expression was so serious, it couldnât be taken as a mere joke.
Apparently, I wasnât dreaming. He was serious.
âWait a minute, isnât this too sudden?â
I got more confused.
Of course I was happy to receive his proposal, and I wanted to say yes to him.
However, there were too many difficulties and obstacles to overcome.
Ryan shouldnât be so stupid that he didnât know.
âI know itâs hasty, but I really want the opportunity to live with Flores.â
His straightforward words made me feel dizzy.
His passionate gaze filled me with the urge to nod.
ââ¦Iâm sorry, but let me think about it for a moment.â
I had said something extravagant towards a dukeâs son.
If other people were to hear that, theyâd be overwhelmed.
But, it was precisely because the other party was a dukeâs son.
When it came to marriage, I should at least be a duchess to be deemed eligible by the Clifford family.
When I thought about a future with Ryan, and the fact that I could be with him, the hardships werenât so overwhelming anymore.
But honestly, I didnât feel that I was ready.
Because until yesterday, I hadnât even thought about how my feelings would come true.
Moreover, if Ryan, who knew that I cared about the store, were to tell me to quit my job once I got marriedâ¦
âYou donât have to worry about that.â
My breath paused due to his firmness.
What if he told me to leave my store?
Besides, Ryan would be succeeding his family, wouldnât he? My future prospects suddenly felt concerning.
It was as if I could hear the thumping of my heart.
ââ¦My younger brother is who will be succeeding the family instead of me.â
ââ¦What?â
âWeâre currently preparing and proceeding with the procedure.â
âYouâre lyingâ¦â
I was stunned when I was told that.
He had said something extraordinary. Heâd chose marrying a woman who was almost like a commoner over succeeding his family?
But, with an unbelievably refreshing smile, Ryan reassured me.
âIâm not lying. Thatâs one of the reasons why I havenât been able to visit this month.â
I was rendered speechless.
Ryan gently touched my cheek.
âW, why would youâ¦â
âBecause the title of the duke will only be a hindrance in proposing to you.â
Ryan smiled, and I had to immediately shake my head after I inadvertently thought of him as cute.
In the first place, I shouldnât be laughing.
âHad I been rejected yesterday, I was going to show my sincerity and confess once again, that time revealing that Iâm a duke no longer.â
He did that while thinking about me.
I could feel my face flushing.
He is so adorableâ¦
How can he be this adorable?!
Stop it, I shouldnât be swooning right now!
âShould you, decide that so easilyâ¦?â
âIt isnât a simple matter, of course. But to me, Flores is more important than being a duke.â
Being told so with such firmness, I started to waver.
âI could simply be deceiving you, right? Yet, you decided to give up your right for succession? Regardless of the result, that shouldnât be a good thingâ¦â
âThereâs no point in me getting married if it isnât to Flores. If I canât leave an heir anyway, itâd be better for both sides for it to be abandoned early.â
He smugly said that with a face that was waiting to be complimented
His words went round and round in my head. I couldnât find anything to say.
I couldnât answer as easily.
It wasnât something that shouldnât be done. Perhaps, I should give up.
There was still time. He could still withdraw what he did. He could still throw me away.
But was there anyone who could deny a loved one, who could smile while saying that he didnât need anything else as long as he could be with me?
âFlores, you donât need to worry about the store.â
Stroking my cheek, Ryan said in a gentle tone.
âTo Flores, this place is an important castle. I want to take care of what you care about.â
His sincere words grasped my heart. My tears were about to overflow.
âFloresâ¦â
Ryan must had understood by looking at my tearful eyes. He happily repeated his question.
âWill you marry me?â
Well, there was only a single answer.
The tears that I had endured overflowed, blurring my vision.
I wanted to reply as fast as I could, but I could only muster some muffled sobs.
âY, yesâ¦!â
I hugged him back after I finally managed to answer.
Ryan hugged the tearful me and wiped my tears with a satisfied smile.
âOur positions have been reversed.â
âHow embarrassing, Iâm crying like a toddlerâ¦â
âI love how cute you are.â
Ryan, who was much cuter than me, spoke with a fascinated tone.
Then, as I slowly closed my eyes, we kissed.
Letâs do our best to not make each other regret.
I swore that in my heart.