in the hallway getting ready for a run when I hear the taxi pull up outside. I wrench the door open. Sophie is out of uniform today, and it completely throws me off.
Itâs not even like sheâs dressed particularly provocatively. If anything, itâs the opposite.
Sheâs wearing a big, ugly, baggy jumper, like someoneâs grandad would wear, a short black skirt, black tights, old black boots. Her hair is loose around her shoulders and a little wind-ruffled.
When she sees me, her face immediately scrunches into a frown.
âI like your jumper,â I call out from the doorway against which Iâm leaning. âThe boomer vibe is a good look on you. Really suits your miserable personality.â
âIâm not here to get fashion commentary from a guy wearing shorts in this weather,â she says.
I glance down at myself. Iâm wearing a long-sleeved top and loose shorts. Itâs not so much an outfit designed to be stylishâIâm only wearing whatâs comfortable for running. In reality, I could go running in a tank top and hot pants and still not be cold. I spent a big portion of my childhood winters in Cape Cod; British autumn doesnât even come close.
âDonât know why youâre complaining,â I say. âYou get to check out my legs.â
âA gift I never hoped for,â she deadpans. âYou might even say a gift I never wished for.â
âPlease, Sutton, everyone in Spearcrest knows you want me.â
She rolls her eyes. âA rumour invented by you and spread by you. Bit embarrassing, if you ask me.â
âDonât they say thereâs an atom of truth to every rumour?â
âNot this one. But well done for knowing what an atom is. Youâre not as dumb as you look.â
I give her my most charming grin. âI never said you wanted me for my brain, Sutton.â
She sighs, walks up to stand at the foot of the steps leading up the door, stretching her hand out.
âTalking of things I donât want, do you know what else I want?â she says. âYour homework. But here I am.â
If Iâm honest with myself, I completely forgot about asking her to do my homework. My mind got a little sidetracked after she left.
I definitely expected a lot more of a fight on that issue, and Iâm not about to pass up the opportunity to get Sophie Sutton to do my schoolwork for me.
âAlright, come in!â I call, then run inside to go grab my backpack where I dropped it in the atrium, by the 17th century Greek statue my dad won last year at Sothebyâs.
âItâs in here somewhere,â I call over my shoulder when I hear Sophie approach.
She doesnât reply, and I end up pulling out every notebook, booklet and handout I stuffed into my bag throughout the week. I hand them over to Sophie, who looks at the messy pile with open disgust.
âWhat on earth am I looking at?â
âMy Lit homework.â
âThatâs not homework,â she snaps. âThatâs just a big pile of⦠stuff!â
âWell, I donât fucking know!â I say, dumping the pile on the floor where Iâm kneeling. âMr Houghton is always giving us stuff. I have no idea what half this shit is. You sort it out, since youâre so fucking smart.â
Sophie gives me a look of barely repressed exasperation but kneels next to me, setting her bag aside.
Now sheâs so close, I can smell her, that warm vanilla scent that makes me think she must taste sweet as caramel. She tucks her hair behind her ears and pushes her glasses up on her nose, leaning down to sift through the pile. With that serious look and those thick black frames, she looks almost like a teacher.
The kind of young, hot teacher you want to bend over your desk and fuck from behind.
âRight.â Her tone is crisp and business-like, startling me back to reality as surely as a slap to the face. âIâve roughly sorted it into three piles: the poetry comparison material, the Shakespeare material and your research project. Have you picked a topic for that yet?â
I already know sheâs going to be mad, so thereâs no point in delaying the inevitable. âNo. I donât even know what I have to do for it.â
She rolls her eyes and sighs. âRight, right. Well, the deadline for that isnât until Spring Term, so letâs leave it for now. What essay do you have due first?â
âAn essay on Hamlet in a couple of weeks.â
âYou guys are doing Hamlet for your Shakespeare?â she asks with a frown.
âUh⦠arenât we meant to?â
âOf course you are, donât be stupid. Your teacherâs probably selected a different text from our teacher. Iâm doing Othello, which means I canât even use my notes. Do you have any notes on the Hamlet lectures?â
I hand her a notebook, knowing full well sheâs going to be displeased by its contents. As expected, she flicks through the pages with the tips of her fingers and her face twists into a grimace of disgust. âMost of this is doodles.â
âNot just doodles,â I say, grabbing the notebook and flipping proudly to one of the last pages. âI also got Graceâs number, look. She even drew a heart.â
Sophie gives me a withering look but doesnât comment.
âSo you have a Hamlet essay and no notes. Thatâs all I have to go off?â
âI have those handouts,â I say, pointing at the essay booklet Mr Houghton gave us.
She sighs and picks it up. âWell, actually thatâs probably going to be of some help.â She puts the Shakespeare pile she made into her bag, making sure none of the papers bend and then looks back up at me. âHow on earth can you be failing Lit with Mr Houghton as your teacher? Heâs incredible.â
I shrug. âSure, but heâs pretty boring.â
âHeâs notââ she interrupts herself and takes a deep breath. âI suppose everything is boring to someone like you,â she ends up saying, voice dripping with disdain.
She stands and I quickly follow suit. âAnd I suppose everything must be interesting to someone as boring as you.â
Even though I said it to get a reaction out of her, itâs a bare-faced lie. Iâve never found Sophie boring. I donât find her boring when sheâs nagging, or judgemental, or doing some impossibly snooty prefect stuff.
She wasnât even boring when she was going through my Lit stuff, and I find Lit boring.
But she completely ignores the insult and instead, she gestures at the piles still on the floor. âKeep all this somewhere safe and tidy for when we get to the next assignment. Iâll take the Shakespeare stuff and sort out the essay.â
Then she turns around and strides away. I scramble to catch up with her and all but throw myself against the door when she reaches for the door handle, stopping her exit.
âYouâre leaving?â
âI got what I came for,â she says. âNow Iâm off. Thatâs our deal, remember?â
âYouâre going into town?â
She sighs. âYes. I am. And youâre in my way.â
âWant me to drop you off?â
âYou drive?â she asks with a frown.
I grin. âOf course. And all my dadâs cars are here.â
âOh my god, a joyride with the cutest boy in the year?â she says, her voice and expression completely blank. âWhat more could I ever want?â
I stand a little closer to her, and that familiar heat in the pit of my stomach is back. Sheâs not giving me a lot, but sheâs giving me enough for the excitement and adrenaline to rush through me.
âThe cutest boy in the year, Sutton?â I ask, watching her face closely for the smallest reaction. âIs that so?â
She nods. âTotally. My only dream is that youâll take me to prom.â
Her words unleash a flood of images through my mind.
Sophie in a prom dress, probably something edgy and black because sheâs too cool for jewel tones and crystals.
Sophie in the passengerâs seat of my car, filling the air with the sweet vanilla perfume of her. My hand resting on her thigh as I drive, slowly moving up, her skirt gathering in the crook of my elbow.
Walking into the party with Sophie on my arm, fetching her cups of spiked punch, dancing tipsily with her under the glittering lights of cheesy disco balls.
Kissing Sophie, hard and breathlessly, outside against the hood of my car. Pushing her into the backseat to kiss my way up her legs, to taste her pretty pussy and take her, hard and rough in the darkness.
Not because I like her and she likes me.
But because Sophie is so closed in on herself that touching her is an act of conquest, of victory.
âReally?â I breathe, my throat suddenly tight.
âNo,â she snaps. âObviously not. Spearcrest doesnât even have a prom. Nor do I want you to drive me anywhere. I want you to honour our deal and get out of my way.â
I move away from the door and let her through.
She doesnât bother to say goodbye. She simply stomps away like the uptight, cocky little fucker she is, disappearing around the bend in the drive. I remain standing in the doorway for a long time, the adrenaline ebbing and fading.
And when itâs gone, all thatâs left is the aching, hungry thought of touching Sophie Sutton.