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The phrase looped in my mind so many times it no longer had shape or meaning. However, its impact didnât change.
Every time it echoed in my head, it triggered the same gut punch. Released the same dark, oily sensation that slithered through my veins and formed a bottomless pit in my stomach.
It was the of losing, which was infinitely worse than the word itself.
I tossed back my scotch. It didnât erase the bitterness coating my throat, but it did insulate me from the stares and whispers. To an extent, anyway.
Three days had passed since the CEO election results. In that time, Iâd carried out my job per usual. I took meetings, congratulated Russell, and fielded endless calls, emails, and messages. At night, I went to Isabellaâs house, or she came to mine, because now that the vote was over, I didnât care who saw us together.
We didnât discuss work, but in the hazy hours between late night and early morning, when I buried myself inside her and she came apart in my arms, we found ways of comforting each other without words.
The bartender slid another glass of scotch across the counter. I nodded a curt thanks and glanced around the bar. Valhalla was packed. It always was on a Friday, which was why I deliberately showed up tonight.
People could talk all they wanted, but I refused to give them the satisfaction of hiding away and licking my wounds like a whipped dog.
I was Kai Young, dammit.
I managed to take one sip of my fresh drink before a familiar, oily voice ruined my appetite.
âWell, well. Look whoâs out and about so soon after their defeat.â Victor Black oozed onto the seat next to mine, reeking of smugness and tacky cologne. âYouâre braver than I thought, Young.â
âYouâre in New York an awful lot these days.â I arched a disdainful brow. âHas D.C. finally banned you from its city limits?â
Trading insults with someone like Victor was beneath me, but I needed a distraction with both Isabella and Dante out of town. Sheâd flown out to California for her momâs birthday the night before, and Dante and Vivian were in Paris for the weekend.
âWhat can I say? New York has gotten so interesting these days.â Victorâs breath wafted over in a cloud of vodka. I grimaced. The man was clearly drunk out of his mind, not that he had much of a brain even when he was sober. âIt must be humiliating, losing your familyâs company to an outsider. To Russell Burton, no less.â He shook his head in mock disbelief. âIf I were you, Iâd never show my face in public again.â
âOne can only hope,â I said coolly, fighting the slow creep of anger beneath my skin. âAnd if were , Iâd worry more about your own company. It wonât be around much longer.â
My lawyers were already tearing the apart for libel and defamation, but that was only a distraction while we dug deeper into the parts that could topple the entire Black & Co. empire. The threads were there. We just had to locate and unravel them.
Victorâs mouth twisted. âThat silly defamation lawsuit? Itâs nothing. Do you know how many lawsuits we face and every year?â
âMore than there are brain cells rattling around that overly gelled head of yours, Iâm sure.â
I indulged in another sip of Macallan and took great pleasure in the scarlet flush adorning Victorâs cheeks.
âYou want to know what your problem is?â He leaned in, his eyes glinting with malice.
âIâm sure youâll enlighten me.â
âYou think youâre so fucking smart. That youâre better than everyone because you went to fancy schools and grew up with a silver spoon shoved up your ass. You have no idea what it means to for something the way Burton and I do, and you were so blinded by your superiority complexâyour belief that no one could possibly touch you because youâre so above themâthat you didnât see what was right in front of you. I even slipped you a little hint at the Saxon Gallery.â Victor shook his head.
. He did it to fuck with me, no doubt. I shouldâve connected the dots earlier; besides Isabella, heâd been the only one close enough to reach my pocket.
But that wasnât the part I was stuck on. What he said before that was.
âYour pride is your downfall, Young,â he said. âAnd Iâm here to document it every step of the way.â
I let him ramble on. He was too bloated on overconfidence and cartoonish gloating to notice his slipup.
work .
Russell was based in London, so I hadnât seen him in person since the election. Heâd sounded shocked and overwhelmed when I called him, but something had been off. Heâd almost sounded shocked, like someone trying to convince their friends that they hadnât known about the surprise party beforehand. I didnât give it much thought at the time because Iâd wanted to get off the phone as quickly as possible, but in hindsightâ¦
Realization struck with sudden, blinding clarity.
I bit back a curse and stood, ignoring Victorâs blathering. Heâd moved on from the vote results and was currently spouting nonsense about his house in the Hamptons.
Twenty minutes later, I locked the front door of my penthouse behind me and dialed Tobiasâs number.
It was two a.m. in London, but he picked up as expected. The man never slept.
âWhat do you want?â Irritation ran hot and bitter beneath his voice. It was the voice of someone whoâd been forced to give up something they wanted only to watch a lesser peer take it.
I knew the feeling well.
âAbout your withdrawal from the CEO vote,â I said. âWe need to talk.â