âRise and shine.â I stand over Everlyâs bed with a glass of water and Advil.
She winces and rolls over. Ash is on the other side. He nudges the mattress with his foot. âMorning, Little Sharpie.â
She glances between us. âWhat is going on?â
âLittle family therapy session,â I say, and put the water and pills on her side table. âGet up. Put on your running shoes and meet us downstairs in five.â
âLiving with professional athletes is the worst,â she mumbles, and puts the pillow over her face.
Itâs ten minutes before she shows, but Everly comes downstairs dressed in sweats, eyes barely open. âYou canât really expect me to run this morning.â
âSure, I can. Little sweat, a good breakfast, youâll be good as new.â
Leo is waiting for us outside. He and Ash take off on our usual route, but I hang back with Everly. She falls into a slow jog next to me. I donât say a word until weâre about a mile from the house.
âYou scared the shit out of me last night.â
âI know. Iâm sorry.â
âIâm not going to tell you not to drink because we both know I did when I was your age, but you have to be smart, Ev. You want to have a beer, fine. Do it surrounded by people you trust, not people who are going to let you take it too far and leave you God knows where, or worse, drive you home after theyâve been drinking alongside you.â
She stays quiet, but she doesnât have that look on her face like sheâs not listening to a word Iâm saying, so progress.
âI ordered you a new phone. Itâs on my plan so you donât have to worry about it getting shut off again.â
âThank you.â
âWhyâd he shut it off anyway? I thought things were better with your dad?â
âThey were for a while when he and Mom were trying to work things out, but since he moved back out, heâs flaky again.â Everlyâs dad and our mom have had a roller coaster of a relationship since the beginning. Theyâre madly in love, they hate each other, theyâre working it out, and on and on. Unfortunately, Ev is often put in the middle of their games.
âWell, this one is yours no matter what.â
She glances over at me. âYou mean if you send me packing?â
âIâm not going to do that. You should know that by now, but we have to figure out a different way because Iâm going to be gray or in cardiac arrest by the time Iâm twenty-five.â
She snorts and rolls her eyes.
âWe leave tonight for Vegas. Iâll be back late Tuesday night.â
âOkay. Got it. Declan will be checking in on me, I assume?â
âNo. Declan is playing Tuesday.â
I get a genuine smile out of her. âReally? Thatâs awesome. I canât wait to watch him play. He says heâs the best player on the team.â
âI bet he does,â I say with a chuckle. âItâs great news but it means that when Iâm traveling, I donât have anyone to look in on you.â
âI promise I wonât go out drinking again. It was one time.â She places a hand on her stomach and winces. âTrust me.â
âI appreciate that, but itâs not only that. You need people to look after you. Youâre eighteen and I know you feel like youâre an adult, but you should still have someone making you dinner and worrying about you, all that shit. Which is why I asked Piper to be your nanny.â
âNanny?â She stops jogging and stares at me. âWhat am I, four?â
âSomehow I think a four-year-old would cause less trouble.â
She glowers at me.
âI thought you liked Piper.â
âI do, but this is humiliating. What do I tell River?â
âI donât give a shit what you tell anyone, least of all that fuck face.â Iâm still livid that he got her drunk.
âAm I still allowed to see him?â
If I thought sheâd listen if I told her she couldnât see him anymore, Iâd do it. But even I know teenagers tend to gravitate toward the exact people you try to keep them from.
âAs long as I know where youâre going, you come back when you say you will, and you keep your phone on at all times, then yes. But if I find out heâs giving you alcohol again or driving you around after drinking, Iâll break his ankles.â
Piperâs pulling into the driveway as we get back. She grabs a small bag from her back seat and faces us. âI packed enough for the two days youâre gone. Is it still okay that I stay?â
âOf course. I just told Ev the news.â
Piper smiles at her. âHey, Everly.â
âSo, youâre my new warden, huh?â
âItâll be fun,â Piper says.
âSure.â Everly huffs. âIâm going to shower.â
I step forward and take Piperâs bag from her. âSorry about that. I made her get up and go run with me this morning. Sheâs grumpy.â
âSheâs mad you hired someone to look after her like a child,â she says with a laugh.
âHowâd you know?â
âLucky guess.â She follows me inside the house.
âI probably wonât have time to come back after practice. Do you want the full tour now?â
âUmmm.â Her gaze lifts and scans the room. âSure.â
As I show Piper around, sheâs quiet, nodding along and offering small, hesitant smiles.
âThis is, uh, my room,â I say, stepping into the doorway and waving a hand. I didnât make the bed and I spy a pair of dirty boxers that didnât quite make it into the hamper.
Not that Piper notices. She gives my room the briefest glance and then stares at her feet. I clear my throat and keep going. âThis is you any time you want to stay over.â
I set her bag on the floor just inside of the room and let her walk fully inside by herself. She does a quick scan and then stares at the attached bath between our rooms.
âItâs a Jack and Jill style,â I say. âYou can have that one and Iâll use the one down the hall.â
âWhat about Everly?â
âSheâs the last room at the end of the hallway and she has her own bathroom.â
She sits on the end of the bed. âThis all feels like too much, even for a night or two.â
âAsh is fine with it. I promise. I think he likes having a bunch of people around.â
âI meant me staying in your house. Even if youâre not here, itâs a lot. Iâve seen you more in the past week than I did most weeks when we were actually dating.â
Guilt and remorse prick at my skin. Sheâs right, of course; I may not have seen her every day but I felt her, wanted her, loved her. She was mine, no matter the distance. Until I fucked it all up.
And now that Iâm lucky enough to have her this close, Iâm not screwing it up again.
âBefore I go, I need to come clean on something.â
She stiffens. âWhat?â
âI said this was about what is best for Everly, and I meant it. I think you are the best person for the job, and I donât want to screw with that.â
âO-kay.â
I step closer. Her bottom lip trembles as I invade her space. âBut it doesnât change how I feel about you. Thereâs something still here, Pipes. I know it.â