Seriously?
Sophie didnât know what to say to that remark. Sheâd never known Miranda to want to help her out. Of course, there was all those people who sang her praises and swore that Miranda was practically a saint, but Sophie hadnât experienced that side of her. Truth be told, theyâd never really interacted much, not even when Miranda and Buck had still been married.
âWhat did she say?â Sophie asked.
Nigel smoothed a hand over his jaw and the back of his neck. He seemed so exhausted, which only matched her own situation. She hadnât slept for replaying the past few weeks over and over in her head. She wondered if heâd been awake all night thinking of her, too.
âShe basically said that you had valid reasons for coming to New York.â
How the hell had Miranda known Sophie was in New York? Had she seen her that day?
âI found out that Craig mentioned my new consultant when he was chatting with Miranda,â Nigel went on. âI had actually talked to her about meeting you, obviously not knowing the truth, and then Craig was talking about how amazing you were and how you could be on the show because youâre just as stunning as the others. I mean, you know how Craig gossips. He ended up showing Miranda a photo.â
âShe couldâve called me out right then,â Sophie murmured. âWhy didnât she?â
âIâd say she knew why you were there at that point,â he told her. âBut when she called me, she explained how you and your brothers feel cheated with the will and everything.â
âWe were cheated,â Sophie reiterated. âWe still donât understand why we were cut out.â
âI get that.â Nigel gave an understanding nod. âI donât get why you continued to lie to me, not once we started getting so close, but I know why you initially came to New York. You were trying to save your familyâs legacy. Believe me, I above anyone else understand the importance of showing family loyalty.â
âI still donât understand why she came to my assistance,â Sophie thought out loud.
Nigel reached for her arm and slid his fingers down to hold her hand. âMaybe because sheâs not the monster you all think she is. Maybe because she wants to see you happy. I truly believe she wants to fix her relationship with you and your brothers.â
Sophie wasnât so sure about fixing things, but she also wasnât so sure that Miranda was out to take everything. Sheâd seemed just as surprised at the will as the rest of them. Maybe that hadnât all been an act.
âAnd her call made you come?â Sophie asked.
He squeezed her hand. âHer call made me think a little more about what this must have been like from your point of view. For years Iâve been somewhat of a black sheep for leaving England and not marrying or settling down. Family is important to me, even though Iâm not jumping in to produce heirs.â
Sophie smiled. After having met his grandmother and sister, and seeing where he came from, the archaic sounding trait wasnât so bizarre after all.
âHonestly, I couldnât stand be ing without you,â he finally said. âThe office was lonely, even though my staff is bustling all over the place. Every time I looked at events for the show coming up, I wondered what you would think or how you would change things. I canât even go up to my penthouse because I see you displayed on that couch. And now I canât go back to England because Nana thinks weâre a couple.â
Sophie smiled. âIs that all?â
Nigel took another step forward until they were toe-to-toe. He framed her face with his hands and leaned in, barely a breath from her mouth.
âNo, thatâs not all,â he whispered. âI love you and I want you. I wonât ask you to give up your life here.
Iâd never do that. Iâll fly back and forth if need be. I donât give a damn at this point, I just need you.â
Sophieâs heart nearly exploded. She never thought he would forgive her, and she sure as hell never thought Miranda would be the one to turn him around.
Had Sophie been wrong all this time? Was Miranda really just misunderstood and wanting to make things right?
Sophie wrapped her arms around Nigelâs waist. âI need you, too. Iâve been miserable knowing that I hurt you. I just, I didnât know what to do and my loyalty was so tornââ
Nigel covered her lips, cutting off her sentence and any other thought she may have had. Nigel was here, he was holding her, kissing her and loving her. None of this was a dream and while she didnât deserve his forgiveness, she wasnât going to turn him away. Sheâd never take him for granted again.
Sophie eased back, sliding her fingers through his hair. âI swear, Iâll never lie to you about anything ever again.â
Nigel smiled. âThatâs good, but I hope you know what youâre getting into with me.â
âI have a pretty good idea.â
âMaybe weâll need to make you an extra on the show,â he stated. âIâm sure ratings would skyrocket with the most sought-after designer.â